2008年10月18日 下午12點33分03秒Guilty

 

Everyone started to draw themselves into exam fever! But not me. Sigh. I felt so guilty. When am I going to study?

 

Aiya...Nevermine lar. Is just a mid-year exam only mar. Who care? If failed then study hard a bit lor next year...

 

Exam? Easy only mar... Study last minute also nevermine...

 

OMG! I am going to drown if I keep on thinking like that! How come?!!!

 

Alice, please! This is not spm... It won't be that easy! Teachers told us already questions' level was high. How are you going to cope with all these if you didn't study!

 

Come on, stop it! Stop watching Vampire Knight! Stop it! Control yourself! K?

 

No way, man.

 

Oh no! What's wrong with me? I get addicted with it already! Argh~~~~

 

Nevermine if you are studying and spend some time to relax your mind. But please, don't ever stick with it too much, or else you would be ghosted by it!

 

Well... I get to let go Zero.... *Sad*

 

 

Is that self -to-self conversation had already ended?

 

 

2008年10月16日 下午1點30分51秒Mixture

OMG! Breaking a measuring cylinder during practical, I felt so bad! Blacklisted again...

Mum went out this morning, and would be back by tomorrow afternoon. Sigh. Day without mum. Actually I am worrying about tomorrow morning breakfast! Oh mum, I miss you... Tomorrow morning I get to wake up early and get ready with everything. Now I realized how hard to become my mother. Well, my sister is now sitting for the government exam, and she's the queen of our home, just for these few days. I have to ensure that she sleeps well, eats well and in good mood certainly. My mum is not around, and now my turn to listen to all her mumbles. Well, I think I have to admit that I am not good at all in comforting people. I try hard. I am not a good sister after all.

My tongue's problem? Is that really weird with the way I speak? I did fairly accepted "well" in my form 5 mandarin paper too! I never know that my mandarin speaking is that "slangish"! I used to speak mandarin with my mum and my sister since n years ago; with my father, kinda broken english; whereas my mum used to speak Hokkien with my dad! Haha, my friends were so amazed with the languages we used to speak in my family! And yet, my secret revealed! Is Fei Zai~~~~ Haha, I used to speak cantonese with "it"! Hahahaha... And my friends almost fainted!

 

Family Tree

Unfortunately, me too included into the family tree between our class with next doors. Why am I born in this "family"? I get to recognise clearly my parents once again, otherwise, it is going to be a mess relationship! And my brother, haha, I felt like me and my "sibling" are just like DD and Dexter! Haha... Yet, my rank suddenly fell from top to the bottom end! Get to respect the elderly...Argh! Reluctantly.

 

Har-What? Game, 007 Game, Big Wind Blow... 

We are back to childhood certainly. My classmates are so obsessed with all these games. I get to escape from all these every time, or else, I would laugh by them, because of my "low reaction". Well, I think is better for my to become the audience. I enjoy it anyway.

 

Oh ya...Currently, watching anime Vampire Knight! Oh no, the drawing is to good. I am going to drown in it...Senpai! 

 

 

 

 

2008年10月13日 上午3點39分22秒End of the Day

At last, it did ended last night With my head 100 times heavier than my friend's lucky draw prize, a watermelon. Haha. The night went smooth, but a bit dissapointed by the seniors attitude. Nevermine, it was their night. Yet, we not going to do that to our junior next year.

Skipped school today, having a rest at home. Powerpuff G said no practical, we cheered for that. She did sang well last night. Haha.

5-star hotel, Hxxxt Hotel, food is nice, no doubt, especially the desserts. But not the service. VIP tables no food serving? OMG! Ok, fine.

 

 

Still tiring, ASU's works, I haven't done yet!

 

 

2008年10月11日 下午1點23分31秒Tend to release

For this GN...

My department...

Invitation Cards, done;

Flow, done;

Organizing Committee, done;

and finally Brochures, done too.

What should I say? Today, I spend whole day finishing my works, for biology only. Sense of satisfaction. Finally get off of GN's stuffs? No doubt just for the initial part. The works for my department, endless. I wonder what would it be tomorrow? Hope that everything go smooth.

 

I pray.

 

 

 

 

2008年10月3日 上午5點51分01秒peaceful holiday?

I dreamed of my holiday...

~ I can finish my schoolworks

~ I can do my revision on Maths and Chemistry

~ I can sleep as long as I want

And the most important thing, that is, GG is prohibited during my resting week!

Yet, it had failed. During this week, my mind is preoccupied by her. GG here, GG there, GG here and there.......Arghhh!!!! Leave me alone.

Again, all about the GN stuffs again. Yes, it is going to end, by one and the half more weeks. However, everything seem to be unsettled, even the basis, our proposal was not being approved yet! Sigh. Some of the departments were destroyed, left those pity "orphans" wander around.The broken fragments cannot be recombined. Left one week plus, would we able to do it? Our ability is limited, our spirit had gone. I wondered.

Maybe she is right.

 

Lord, please forgive me. Amen.