2006年8月6日 下午5點35分12秒grow up?!

fei be4 always says : tso hoi yan. when will you grow up??? but my answer is always.. *i am growing ga la* . i noe. if i hv grown up a bit. and be more mature at dat time.. he will be much happier . he will gain more felicity.. but in fact. i resist in growing up so much...

i m afraid. i will lose myself after growing up.. will da mature whitney da same as da original whitney after 10 years... i just want everything to remain unchanged...

to tso hoi yan in 2016 : halo... finalli u read this msg in here.. no matter what.. rmb ur true side. dun fall into any traps of $$ and reputation... no matter what. rmb ur dream.. rmb ur goal.. and rmb to love da ones beside you. never and never change to a person dat i can hardly reconize you.. please...

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2006年8月2日 下午4點53分10秒feelings

現在的我好似沒有了感覺..

除了開心.. 沒有其他感覺..

傷心是怎麼. 我也忘記了..

哭又是什麼一回事.. 我也不記得了..

正常嗎??

我真的什麼也感覺不到...

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2006年8月2日 上午6點17分12秒reborn??

da life without him has been started for abt 4 months.. frankly speaking. i feel much much much better than i've expected... maybe. i can say it's more relaxed..  i hv much more time staying w. my frdz... going beach w. them.. dining w. them... talking... shopping.. doing some silly things w. them.. life is just as great as before...

dunno why.. da ppl around me are all so grey.. somehow. i just think dat we should happily accept wt god gives us...  i mean maybe at this moment we are not satisfied with wt we hv.. but one day we will realize dat god gives this to us for *some* purpose.. like u lost someone now.. who noes in da future. u find somebody who is much better than him.. or some years later. u find u still love him..and so does him.....

so many unknown in this world.. why do we bother to get annoyed by them? just adapt to them.. we will find ourselves very lucky comparing to those living in the wars.. to those who lost their family.. their beloved ones..

one asks me.. do u feel regret abt not working hard enuf to get to medical school.. honestly. i don't.. though i rilli didn't work dat much hard for AL... but i m extremely happi this year... afterall joy is da most important thing i m looking for in my life...

活了19年.. 第一次有這樣強烈的感覺.. 原來真的很開心!!!!!!

沒有人可以擁有一切，你如果覺得寂寞，你還得自己排解。相信我，你的痛苦並不比別人的更深更重。」

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