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2006年4月27日 下午5點03分21秒Friday problem
it's the end of another week of school. i've been skipping a lot of the particular friday 241 tutorials since the beginning of the semester. it's 10am, not the earliest of classes I have this semester, so can't blame of the lesson's being too early. feel like a loser sometimes in friday.
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No man is an island.
of course. man must depend on other men. but sometimes when you want to be part of the mainland but you are an island, you want to fit in with other peple but you just can't. can't help it, it jsut happens. where would you end up? a nobody. you don't give a shit about anyone and no one gives a shit about you. pathetic.
realise that you are doing a lot of things every day, that your life's so full, but it all mean nothing. why's that? what should you do to mean something? falling back to the trough again. depression really has a complicated cause, and only the person himself can help himself. if things can just work themselves out like in a movie. f---
your life is like a tv show, people come and go, but you are always there. it can be always just you being there alone because you just don't f--king care about the people coming into ot going out of your show, or .. what? can it be anything else? can't you see there's nobody else?
the aftermath of watching hugh grant's "about a boy"
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i can pretend as if i know what i am doing. that i have a goal and i am working hard for it and i am enjoying my life. i want to but i can't. who can f--king understand? no one can. no one will. they think you deserve it, deserve being pathetic and miserable because you are pathethic in the first place. you are a loser because you are pathetic. losers are what people despise. they disgust people. they should just bugger off, commit suicide, rid themselves off from becoming the pain in the arses of others.
a voice's always saying, "oh you should not think that way. there's no problem with you. now, be good and behave." !@#$%^
2006年4月26日 上午9點25分57秒Henry for Arsenal
Is this Barca's move for Henry?
A BARCA-LOONEY runs on to the pitch and tries to convince Thierry Henry to move to the Nou Camp.
Arsenal’s French star Henry was handed a Barcelona shirt with his name and No 14 on the back by the idiot in a curly wig.
But, with Henry’s Highbury future in the balance, Gunners fans will be relieved their hero rejected the swoop.
HOW ABOUT IT ... loony hugs Henry 
NO THANKS ... Henry chucks shirt
Henry 好型呀 !
2006年4月25日 下午2點01分12秒Matches
Playoff first match for the Lakers yesterday
LOST to Suns 102-107
omg
uefa Champions League S/F Leg 2
Villarreal vs Arsenal
tomorrow morning 26/4 2:20am @ ATV
阿仙奴首次進入歐洲冠軍杯決賽
見到clichy果球判PK個心當堂沉左
太dramatic 喇掛, 最後3 分鐘先黎失??
由吹雞到列基美起腳, 半分鐘個腦一片空白
但係, 奇績發生o係Arsenal 身上
無眼花無睇錯, 列文將12 碼救出
唔理Common room 有幾多人
忍唔住尖叫左一聲!!
感受到Fever Pitch Paul 等左18年
終於等到Arsenal 贏
the thing you've always wanted finally comes true 既心情
就好似所有野都可以放棄, 黎賺取呢一刻既快樂
覺得自己係世界既中心, 係世上最最最幸福既人
原來影裡面既一點不假
18年付出, 等既係一剎那狂飆, 滿足
證明愛令人瘋狂
我認為值得
26/04 (WED) 2:20 深夜 Barcelona Vs AC Milan
17/05 (WED) 2:20 深夜 歐洲聯賽冠軍盃
2006年4月22日 下午4點58分27秒something to try
this morning i went to the Intrinsic office to have an interview for the WATUSA programme. the first surprise was to see Mr. Egg, my KKPS classmate and fellow USTer, there. 2 other USTers arrived, and the interview started shortly afterwards. so there were a group discussion with altogether 4 people, a written test and a Q&A with the staff. the second surprise was the discussion topic -- HARRY POTTER. so lucky i am, i thought. felt that's a topic i could talk about most readily with anyone. even luckier was that Egg was a fan of HP too. so we talked and talked, and the discussion went on just well despite the indifference of the other 2 students. XD
some time later someone told us to change the topic to cosmatics and plastic surgery. sounded like an oral exam topic ~.~ after that the written test, again a funny topic -- describe an ideal participant for this program. i would have liked to write "willing to pay the fees," but instead bluffed a little bit.
last there's the personal interview, me & Egg together. as expected, we were bombarded with open-ended Qs, like "why do u think u should be selected?" "what do u expect to gain from the program?" and situational "what will u do if ..... ?"
we answered the Qs in turn and Egg was polite to let me answer first. dunno if it's the sequence of answering or other problems, he's always getting 1 or 2 follow-up questions and me none. the last remark made by the interviewer about me was "i think you are not at all shy," in Chinese was it "我覺得你唔怕醜" or "我覺得你都唔係好怕醜姐"?? i could not actually tell from his tone for some reason. if he's meaning the first one, probably because of my being all excitement about HP in the very beginning! =P
| Morey | Yellowstone | Theodore | |
| Hourly paid | 6.15 | 6.5 | 6 |
| weekly max $ | 250 | 270 | 261 |
| Housing | Apartment | Dorm | Dorm |
| weekly $ | 80 | 17.5 | 21 |
| Meal | No plan | Full meal plan | Full meal plan |
| daily $ | around 9 | 6.95 | 10.5 |
| Income | 3000 | 3240 | 3132 |
| Expense | -1716 | -793.8 | -1134 |
| Net gain USD | 1284 | 2446.2 | 1998 |
| HKD | 10015.2 | 19080.36 | 15584.4 |
For money's sake, Yellowstone National Park will be first pick!
it's said to be a famous and HUUUUGE park too!!
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indifference, not abhorrence, is the better killer of friends.
2006年4月19日 下午4點54分53秒Arsenal vs Villarreal
今晚要睇波呀 4月20日03:45 冠軍杯 | ||
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阿仙奴 |
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