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valentin77çš„ä¸»é http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77 Fri, 11 Dec 2009 04:57 EST Fri, 11 Dec 2009 04:57 EST Zorpia.com DE VORBA CU MINE ... http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1945335 M-am nascut intr-o zi uitata de timp, dintr-un fior nebun ce-a biruit doua suflete amarate, nascute din prea multa iubire... Privesc in urma si vad o viata de lacrima si delir... Privesc inainte si-mi vad sufletul astignit pe crucea eternei nelinisti... Neputinta de a mai avea incredere in zambete, in sperante , in oameni m-a declarat un chirias provizoriu al spaimei... Traiesc intr-o vesnica panica pe care iubirea inceaca s-o biruie... Prin venele mele nu mai curge sange ci o mare suferinta din virginitatea careia se nasc in mine infinite euri, indepartate oglinzi in care ma privesc si nu pot sa m-ating... Iubesc prea mult, fara sa tin cont daca lumea e teatru, daca mai exista adevar, daca eu sau tu vom inceta vreodata sa ne mai ascunem umbrele... Daca as stii cata realitate este in toate acestea si cate minciuna n-as mai putea sa iubesc... Prea multa poezie si vis zac in mine, prea multe priviri senine dar seci... Poate nu trebuia sa ma nasc acum... Si asa nu m-a intrebat nimeni daca am sau nu chef sa ma nasc...Poate ca trebuia sa mai astept sa-si piarda omul toate orgoliile si ratacirile amare si toate iubirile in norme si legi... Poate ca oamenii nu sunt inca pregatiti sa se prabuseasca in firescul lacrimilor fara sa se scalde in ele... Ciudat... Nu stiu cine esti si totusi iti vorbesc de mine... Tu ma asculti... Pari interesata... Esti pimul om care nu m-a intrebat nimic si care m-a lasat sa spun ce-am vrut... Poate pentru c-avem aceeasi soarta... Ne-am pierdut buletinul dar ne-am gasit identitatea... Da-mi mana... Indraznesc sa te invit pe scena... Priveste publicul... Cand coboram de aici, suntem la fel ca ei... Incearca in minutul acesta cat esti aici, strapunsa de reflectoare, sa scrii destinele celor pe care-i pivesti cu tacerea si apoi sa te-ntrebi daca nu cumva printre ei esti si tu... Cand ma asculti, ma faci sa uit de chinurile imperiale ale amintirilor mele... Dar n-ai apucat sa-mi dai un motiv sa traiesc, tacerea ta n-a facut din lemnul scenei liniste si nici n-a sters neincrederea sadita in mine de pasagerii de destine... Spectacolul unei iubiri... ai sansa sa il regizezi in cateva minute... Hai, nu pierde ocazia... Fiecare clipa tudeste spre izolarea noastra, lupta-te si opreste intreg universul, aici, pe scena asta mica... As vrea sa deschid pumnul in graba, sa-ti arat palmele goale si umede de asteptare, dar cand, si unde, si cum... cortina se ridica, nu mai e timp pentru aplauze... Unde nu e dragoste, vom pune dragoste si vom gasi dragoste... Si vom fi in sfarsit doi artisti... Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1945335 Wed, 02 Dec 2009 13:07 EST ... de undeva... din intunericul camerei mele... http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1945037 As vrea sa ma ploua din nou... Sa ma ploua azi, si maine asa cum m-a plouat ieri... Sa ma ploua mult de tot, sa ma ploua intotdeauna... As vrea ca ploia sa-mi ude parul, si mainile si talpile picioarelor si as vrea sa simt picaturile cum se scurg de pe buze in jos, incet, pe trup... As vrea sa nu mai vad si sa nu mai aud de atata ploaie... As vrea sa ma ploua puternic si sa ma innebuneasca si sa ma biciuie cu stropii ei si sa-mi sfarame inima in bucati... As vrea sa-mi spele ploaia cioburile si pacatele si sa mangaie in locul tau... Sa ma pot simti macar pentru o singura secunda fericit... Nu imi este frica de ploaie pentru ca si ea este singura... Nu plang in ploaie pentru ca imi usuca lacrimile...Nu tip in ploaie pentru ca se aud atat de frumos stropii izbiti de pamant... Nu zambesc in ploaie pentru ca imi este rusine... Cand ploua am curajul sa stau si sa nu fac nimic... Ascult ploaia, privesc ploaia, rup ploaia in mine si incerc sa fiu... Ma chinui sa ma regasesc... Sunt atat de multe picaturi si nu mai stiu care din ele sunt, si in care ploaie si cand?.. Imi caut picatura, imi strig picatura, imi las ploaia sa navaleasca peste ploile celorlalti... Poate asa voi opri vacarmul din jurul meu... As vrea sa am liniste... Poate asa voi auzi geamatul picaturii mele...  Ma lasati?... Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1945037 Tue, 01 Dec 2009 04:17 EST dezamagire... http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1941336 MÄƒ simt ca un Ã®nger cÄƒzut. Am crezut cÄƒ-i iubire Åži a fost doar risipire de suflet. Nimic nu era Ã®n inima ta de dÄƒruit, ci doar de primit. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1941336 Tue, 10 Nov 2009 02:39 EST singuratate... http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1928258 Cu mine incepe si se termina un univers, ingust,limitat sau cum o mai vrea lumea sa-i spuna... Cu mine incepe si se termina o primavara, un suras,... o lacrima... o floare... Cu mine incepe si se termina... Chiar daca suna egoist stiu ca fara mine a-ti fi ceva mai singuri, mai plictisiti neavand la cine striga: "Egoistule!"... Cu mine incepe si se termina un univers; iar acum las jos cortina sa puteti arunca cu pietre... Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1928258 Wed, 09 Sep 2009 15:25 EST Amintirea Ta... http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1924307 <div id="result_box" dir="ltr">M-ai uitat in Universul rece si mi-ai produs in suflet haos... M-ai lasat in ecoul amintirilor ce izvorasc din mintea inghetata... Un urlet dureros, sugrumat, se zbate in mine incercand sa iasa la lumina... Strig in noaptea intunecata a sufletului in care nu mai poate patrunde nici o raza de lumina... Sunt atat de ratacit in labirintul singuratatii ...si nu gasesc nici o cale de a iesi din acest haos al durerii... Am plans cand m-am trezit in prapastia adanca din care nu mai puteam iesi... Dar... curand nu m-am mai zbatut si totul a murit in mine... Ai plecat... si un intreg Univers ai destramat in doar o secunda... Nimic nu se mai zbate in sufletul meu... A obosit de atata framantare... A amortit in durerea spaimei de tacere eterna... Doar acum cateva minute erai aici sau poate... acum o vesnicie? Iti aud si acum ecoul glasului si il simt cum se amplifica, cum ma invaluie, ametindu-ma... De spaima ca am sa pierd si ultimele urme ale existentei tale, incetez de a mai respira si ma scufund din ce in ce mai mult in mine... Stau nemiscat in tacere si incetez de a mai visa eternul vis: TU... Iarna s-a instalat in mine si m-a inghetat... O, vino...vino inainte de a muri inghetat in singuratate...</div> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1924307 Thu, 20 Aug 2009 12:34 EST me... http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1915197 It was raining and my cheeks and do not know if are tears or is rain that stops tired ... On his way to see and went through many I feel that everything no longer impress ... Even if I cry now would be useless because anyone who sees me would think it's the rain that no longer stops but no one knows if crying or just ....... raining outside ... Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1915197 Sat, 04 Jul 2009 13:18 EST my love ... you scream ... http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1909995 my hands joined together my love. Today my thoughts before they go to someone else. to God, perhaps. not for you. so beautiful is your hair thread remained in the litter last night that orchids are ashamed to flourish. Why everything always to you Fri sensual flower of my soul lost? My flower spring you do not see the tribulation God asks me to live one day? if he is old and poor -- you why you always come, why do your hands together and no friends not there to see me? Here I knelt my love Why the window through which you saw there was a sudden bits? Do as I can show others that indeed I loved I like hands joined together and that were born in a manger with hay you beautiful beautiful world and God asks me to live one day? Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1909995 Tue, 09 Jun 2009 05:30 EST eu,... http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1907710 Se spune adesea ca fiecare are ceea ce merita...Eu cred ca oamenii vorbesc prea usor despre dragoste ...Meritul nu are ce cauta aici ...nu vom putea niciodata sa explicam stiintific de ce iubim o femeie sau un barbat...spunem ca se intampla sau ca este altfel...si niciodata nu-i suficient...Cel mai greu este sa ai puterea sa uiti trecutul ,sa ierti...Cineva a facut-o inaintea mea...sper sa reusesc si EU... Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1907710 Sat, 30 May 2009 01:49 EST For you ... Love ... http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1906949 When you close your eyes forever, you seal my lips with a warm kiss to them and legs ... I cover them with white petals of roses ... and seem to catch my red rose of love eternal will light my face enveloped by sadness and death ... ..., for you saw a tear that will leak on my pale face to know that is goodbye ... And the earth will I cover my body, that once you've reached it, to remember that I loved ... always honest and that love has not died, ... but do not cry, as I will always be with you, even if only in dreams ... and the flowers on my grave that you've made to write the word "happy" ... because I felt it because of you and do not forget that I love ... and beyond the stars ... Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1906949 Tue, 26 May 2009 10:48 EST Far ... far away ... http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1906944 Rip-up thinking You go through slowly At leisure ... No I can not stop I tried in vain He looked at that moment When you were mine For the first time ... Destiny is what he wanted And that has made, by a miracle We can love And although I'm forbidden to love ... I could give, You were for me an untouchable Calandra, ... Far, far away Where can I find A world where you can love Far, far away ... Where can I cry I love you, Where nothing can separate us ... Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1906944 Tue, 26 May 2009 10:33 EST Lost among the dreams ... http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1905975 <div id="result_box" dir="ltr">Someday, ... ran through late And I have faced strong tamplele anywhere, .. And only a few broken words get lost in May, The soul of the desert ... Looking phrases of love ... But ... I knew that nowhere, I'll find than nothing, NOTHING ... He ran so fast by late That you wake up thoughts, And dreams, ... and eyes, And so I thought I see I love you ... so I wanted to be ... Only then I realized As lost you forever, I lost in late ... And I know I go back, TO YOU ... </div> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1905975 Thu, 21 May 2009 13:27 EST Trace ... A thought ... http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1902073 The end came without news ... Are you happy ?!... Aye, I pull the edge over Hope useless ... do the same! ... Not a word, I do not say that's a shape I know its full significance ... I know ... I will have another rule in life EU, but not standard front-n-worshiped me ... Do not I ever verse More ... in your way I have to get out Do not make reproaches, you're not guilty ... And I mean not understand ... It was of course only one mistake ... Could be much ... I was nothing ... In my eternity of boredom I can not imagine that ever put a point ... Yet few touches ... There have been enough to me dizzy deie I saw the air waving the angels Light-dark my doubts Oh, I have .. the only state with a time You have remained in the golden dream ... As an eternal ray aurora For us of course, indescribable ... Was irreversible-ended story Nor do you know it reads From among those randomly Which I would not be what you ... I was crushed under my feet I dream ... I have to stain them with words that I love ... I have to say ... you like any! ... But I do not want to mud bag ...   When life is bad to you ... When you improste or mud You run into the world of dreams ... to me ... We will be there alone, both ... With tears I washed me any spot ... The lyrics you nemaiscrise rubbing ... In their sweet swinging cadence ... You'll feel like in your dream first And will be ... I feel for a time ... Let go of-aicea from you soon ... When your voice ever call me a ... I will be back in your grave ... And will not be able to go ... Pecetluitele abroad forever ... I would struggle in the dust-ngrozitor cold Crying in the night sea growing ... Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1902073 Mon, 04 May 2009 15:48 EST What should I be Dor A, you! ... http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1901826 It would be I would collect the hearts in my arms, And I would kiss it slow To feel how you burn, And how I love you ... I would take my eyes slightly In the hands And you would comfort slow color To see how good are they And how much I want, ... You ... I would take the easy kiss. And I would sit on your lips To see how well you can kiss, And as I would love ... I would embrace tender tears, To feel that you are not alone, And see how much, I need you ... And then, I'd kill you with my hugs And I would burn the mouth with kisses, I would drown her cheeks with tears, I would fill your hands with me, ... To see how long I waited, And how much you miss me ... Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1901826 Sun, 03 May 2009 14:20 EST I had no time to lose ... http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1898913 Sometime later was ... Any moment or thought Slow blow Dying slowly as it may, In my heart ... I feel hope move Tried to scream in your ear, You look ... But, I ... I never heard one ... Happiness rot easily, Some dreams And tears me killed Break from time to time, Pupils my death ... Kisses my lips cracked easily, And your attacks, I burned the face and hair, And feel they have to rain As I pass away, You ... My feet were dying in pain That could stop after And my steps desperate Cry for you Let's wait a little You regain My fingers cry for you, And I ... I, blackberry ... And you ... you loved ... I cried my lips disparate But you ... you pretend to not hear, And let your gaze somewhere Deep inside me, Telling me like:            TE-I forgot long ago! ... But I ... I never had had time to lose, I'd had soul should I Forget ... Still ... I was dying And YOU loved again Once again, No to see ... As for YOU, Someone dying ... Muream...EU...             Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1898913 Tue, 21 Apr 2009 11:16 EST Love you ... http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1897972 <div id="result_box" dir="ltr">And I was miserable in unbelief chain Lucifer tortured me I was wrapped in terrible condition impossibility nobody was esteemed and valued. Power I died, I was just a wreck I was in the claw of death, I was doomed to perish And the world I wanted to lay the glass of poison me-ndeparte the road to Heaven. I fast in the pit of despair deepened when I felt that I have included sweet And I held the left arm of mercy What redeemed me and pulled me from Hell. You learned to play the waves Let me attack enduring suffering, to be more loving world conspiracy never to But I do not like me to find joy in my good shepherd. The one I found hope and love with you on the path I'm sure they arrive at the place of reward, to know what immortality It is why in there with love traveling. You untied Jesus, cursed chain What kept me as a slave in the deep ignorance I answer when the names you called me Because you planted in me a sense of importance. </div> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/valentin77/journal/1897972 Fri, 17 Apr 2009 16:29 EST