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moved....

Tue, 23 May 2006 17:57 EST

don't rili come 2 here that ofter lar....

will keep my space in runing...here is da address

space.msn.com/tiarakaka

hope 2 see u guys soon><

All Done!!??

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 04:21 EST

I have lost it twise when I was about to finish it!!!!!! Now start it again!!! Phew.......finally i finished all my exams, all the schools, all the book and pass papers and all the good time in TRH, can't believe i am leaving!!!! soooo sad!!!! i have been here for here for two year, and sooo in love with this boring boring boring but lovely town, nice ppl ^nice view! i will miss here soooo much!! Exams went no good, especially physics! i am sooo gona fail my Unit 5 physics! too late to worry about it now, isn't it? time for summer, time for holidays! i started packing today, just realised how many i have got, so far 3 huge bags have been filled in with clothes, shoes, bags,make ups, all sorts of staff, no wonder i am always running out of money.....more than 20 pairs of shoes will easily do....better to stop this habit now! The delight thing to say is I can get rid of all my heavy book& notes, they looks so impressive, I mean the amount, can’t believe the amount of work I have done…… WOW!! i was chatting with Bertha online just now, miss her sooooo much!!!!rili wish to go to Australia right now, even tho i have been there be4, still excited to go!! we can go shoppin in Sydney, opps, no more shoppings!!! its wanna be fun anyway!! just remaind u,its winnter over there. sooooo coooollllll !!! Now, plan for summer!!! firstly, ON DIET!!!sooo fat now!!! passing my driving test, i am so crap...hehe!! having language courses, Italian or Spanish, go to WuHan, ChengDu, QingDao...... cook for my parents, they are soooo great to me!!! love them sooo much!!! emmmm,wot else? loving and be loved........anyway, wish u guys have a great summer holiday!! love u all!!

Quiting Smoking!? would it work?

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 11:38 EST

do u think its rili gona work?? i hate this country, one of the main reasons is that its far too expensive to buy cigarettes here....why the hell the goverment are doing this....!? anyway,its the time to think about quit!! well, as soon as i finish my exams...need to get another pack tonight...hehe...final treat to myself!!!

got two more exams to go next week, can't wait...don't know anything about the radioactive staff in Physics, and nearly forget every thing about Pure Maths 5!!!GOD forgive me, i am always working hard, plz plz makes my life a bit easier!!!

LSE wants a recent passport photo.goto have it done tmr, lets have a nice one taken, so they will regret if they turn me down eventually!! haha :p

going to have dinner with friends in Noddle Bar tonight, not in the mood of eating rili...drinking will do better, aha? try to still be alive next week, so i can be a whole person in summer!!!

BLESS ME!!? GOD

two more to go!!!!

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 11:11 EST

this week is done.... got two more to go next monday and tuesday.... the worest ones!! anyway, who cares!!?? i have sooooo had enough of exams!!!

summer time!!! any idea? guys. Let's have fun!!!

phew!nearly done.....

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 04:48 EST

long time no comment lar, due to busy doing my final exams, still got 4 more to go! the previous ones went no good, don't wanna think about them now, the only thing i can say is that God is not holping at all!! i am self-saving!!

now look forwrads for summer holidays, can't wait any longer!! hope its gona be relaxing and lots of fun!

phew/// u must not believe that how much...

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 16:47 EST

phew/// u must not believe that how much things have been done today......school time went as usual, had Maths physics and Maths again, made my finall decisions for universities,then replied UCAS, applied LSE accommodations---i wasn't bothered anymore, too many choices, noone perfectly suit me, well, in another word none of them is perfect (cheap+posh area) haha,i must have been dreaming....anyway, they are all done >_< chose Bristol as my insurance choice, suddently find its not that bad at all eventho is never gona be as good as LSE, still competitie tho! ppl found that i must be mad saying i don't want to put bristol down, but that's the one which works at this stage..... that was heart-broken to say no and bey to Durham,Cam,Warwick and UCL, i would choose all of them if i can 555 T"T +i bought the tickets for the leaver's ball.yay......

anyway, after school i went to have Yoga lesson, afterthat i went swiming.....oh my god,i must be sooo tired..i am actully///so i am going to bed in a min without doing any homework tonight.....naughty naughty me!! i will catch up tommorw :p

night night

Dear, i swear that i will never love u as...

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 09:13 EST

Dear, i swear that i will never love u as much as u love me. i am still trying to be 'nasty' to u. for the safty reason, don't get too close to me ok? and don't be that perfect!!

today is 2nd of Jan, i am going back to...

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 17:20 EST

today is 2nd of Jan, i am going back to skool tmr morning...... it is going to be a long long journey again.....13 hours!!??make me get more annoied by this country....

anyway,it's 2005 already, a new start, so i have to try my best to think the positive way!got lots of exams coiming as soon as i get bk to school, haven't done much revisions at all! how can be such lazy....errr.....but what can i do now...!?keep saying the same thing be4 my exams since the first time i went to school.hehe...waiting to die..? pray for myself lar!!God plz plz plz just make my life a little bit easier!!

I got too much to say,but i rili shouldn't spend more time on saying rubbish, coz it wouldn't help at al!!so i decided to go to bed now and hope i can 'enjoy' my journey tmr.....

SMILE..............

今天是2005年1月1日。又是新的一年

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 13:51 EST

今天是2005年1月1日。又是新的一年，新的开始吗？不知道为什么会有时间这么个东东，让你有事狠它走的太快，而有时有觉得太慢。人生多久不重要，离开人世后会发生什么我们也不知道，就算有来生，今生我们要做什么准备呢？哎，可能人的欲望真的事无止境的吧，又了牛奶可面包，就想冰箱和彩电，又了这些呢？？就想生活的快乐轻松。世上哪有这等好事，或是我没有遇到吧。

在别人眼中我永远是幸福的，有完整的家庭，爱我的爸爸妈妈；优越的学习条件；良好的家庭出身；说的过去的相貌；善良的人品......然后呢？我还要什么呢？为什么我觉得我没有他们说的那么幸运呢？又一个女孩曾经在我失恋最痛苦的时候说过，你太幸福了有这么多的男人对你好，爱你。我都呆了，难道我应该觉得幸福吗？男人说放不下我就是爱我？爱我当初干嘛找你然后又留下这么一番话呢....?真是可笑！可能真的是我太不知足，这些东西一直在我身边，让我觉得他们是必然存在的...

不过快乐是相对而言的，我可以告诉你们我现在是不快乐的。什么时候快乐过？仔细想想也列举不出几件事。人的欲望无限，可能我就突出的反映了这一点吧。

大学的事我就不想说了，不知道应该是幸运还我应得的。offers我是有了，但最后会是什么结果呢？今年8月见分晓吧。我自己把自己推上了这么一个悬崖，没有后路只有向前，但是前面是什么呢？是一堵很高的峭壁，但是我也只能爬了，因为后面已没有路.....仔细想想，可能先阶段大学是对我来说最最重要的事情，然后呢？上了大学能怎么样，上了最好的大学又能怎么样？有一份好工作....呵呵....工作学习学习工作，我这一辈子就是个辛苦的命嘛。

我认为女孩本应做他们应当做的事，乖巧，温柔。可是从小听到大：男人是靠不住的，靠不住的。好像就是说，女孩都要有两手准备既要能干又要贤惠，这未免不太公平吧。我可能天生对事物认识的比较透彻，看清了这前因后果，但是我还是迷茫啊。开始羡慕那些天天傻傻享受生活的人.....

我从来对外界的要求不多，希望今年能得到满足。2004年艰难的一年，希望2005年我能轻松些....

again, long time no journal lar..... soo...

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 13:13 EST

again, long time no journal lar..... soo busy or just being lazy, wotever!
interviews are coming,haven't done anything about them yet,rili don't know wot can i prepare for them. so just take them easy so less likely to be disappointed. booked the tickets for going up to Cambridge yesterday,cost me 50 quids as a SUPER SAVER!? can u believe that? ppl told me this is a rather cheap price wor..... and it will take me 7 hours to get there, i miss Beijing at this point if there aren't that lots traffic jums in Beijing.

anyway, i wanted to go home for my Christmas for the first time in my life, even its too late to change my plan, but still worth to say. 12 exams are coming in Jan around my birthday, never had a proper birthday in my life! 20th Birthday will be having fun the the exam hall!!!! how niccely i will be treated?thanks GOD!

anyway, gona get some work done!takecare myself and all the best to myself.....

“2070年北极夏季可能无冰” 环境�

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 10:53 EST

“2070年北极夏季可能无冰” 环境记者菲奥娜•哈维(Fiona Harvey)报道 2004年11月2日星期二据一项最权威的全球气候变化研究指出，北极冰盖正以前所未有的速度在融化，这可带来可怕的潜在后果。该研究发现，北极冰的厚度是30年前的一半。根据研究报告，同期北极冰的分布已缩小了10%。这份报告是受北极理事会(Arctic Council)的委托，由250位科学家在过去4年中完成的。北极变暖可导致海平面到本世纪末上升近一米，使沿海许多地区受淹，也许会使墨西哥湾流(Gulf Stream)停止，这一湾流给北欧带去更温暖的水流和气候。报告筹划指导委员会副主席帕尔•普雷斯特鲁德(Pal Prestrud)表示：“气候改变不仅仅关乎未来；这种变化现在就发生着。北极变暖的速度是全球变暖速度的两倍。” 据该项研究称，如果目前的变化速度得以继续，那么到2070年，北极在北半球夏季时就可能没有冰了。该报告将于周二在冰岛的一个国际会议上进行讨论。这是有关北极地区最全面的一份报告，由拥有北极领土的8个国家承担编写。这8个国家是加拿大、丹麦、芬兰、冰岛、挪威、俄罗斯、瑞典和美国。报告将重点放在北极趋暖的科学证据上，并对趋暖及其后果进行了预测。普雷斯特鲁德先生表示，找出防止这一未来前景的方法是个“政治问题”，因而超出了报告的范围。他说，通过减少温室气体排放，可以减缓北极趋暖，但这需要迫切执行。随着北极冰层融化，全球变暖可能会加速。由于冰层将太阳的大部分热量反射回了太空，一旦冰盖萎缩，将意味着地球将吸收更多的热量。普雷斯特鲁德先生说，北极变暖可能促进海运，因为一条今天仍被冰封的航道将得以通航，使英国和日本之间的航程缩短10至12天。据信北极地区蕴藏着25%的未开采油气储备，而冰层融化后可使人们更容易进入该地区。 I've just read this article from Financial Times, which remind me of the film called 'THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW' i have seen this film been put on the screen in China. So here I RECOMMEND EVERYONE: PLZ go to watch it!!! not just seeing it as a film but also a learning materials! I am sure it will SHOCK everyone!! in the film HALF OF THE STATES has GONE! Its a thing that really could happen!! Altho 2070 is a bit far away for our generation,BUT imagine if its happened now, what would u do??Complaining ur parents or ur grandparents or grandgrandparents haven't done their best to save u?!So plz start doing it right NOW!Its already late to start!!!! DO SOMETHING TO YOUR FURTHER GENERATION PLEASE!!MAKE THEIR LIFE A LITTLE BIT EASIER!! I AM SURE THEY WILL THANK U FOR THEIR WHOLE LIFE!!!! Can every one pass this article to any BBS u can paste on plz!!

Im here! still alive, still busy, still...

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 15:02 EST

Im here! still alive, still busy, still depressed sometimes,still crazy!but feel in a good mood today. i just went bk from the cimema seeing new 'Bridget Jones' thats great, gave me a laugh but not a cry! im ok recently, apart from essays, oh god: plz plz just being a little bit helpful!ok? got a letter from Cambridge seeing they wanted two school essays! WHAT?? look the subjects im taking.. only essays would come from Business Studies or Art, unfortunatly i have not been given any essays from them! so im actually writing two 3000 works eash essays fro Cam- just been setting two topics from my BS teacher! well, great,aha? my half term was alright, have seen some friends in Birmingham and Newcastle,they are nice and friendly,thanks for that! Warwick and Durham visiting are alright! Durham is rili my type of compus,but i put it down for my back-up choice. never mind i will still be happy to be put down there! thats my recent life, good luck for everyone who i love and who loves me!

刚刚发现一句话质问很对"一直都�

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 11:30 EST

刚刚发现一句话质问很对"一直都问自己做的够不够好，而却从没有问自己快不快乐....." 快乐是一种奢望，在现在这个状况下对我而言。谈及快乐是件太难太难的事。快乐是什么，我什么时候最快乐？就算问自己，我都不见得会答得出来。谁知道是现在人的毛病多了，还是生活真的不如过去那么单纯和逍遥了。我觉得我是个及其懒惰的人,喜欢安静和舒适的生活,最理想的状态就是“呆着”… 讨厌为了种种目的而活着,讨厌被人控制,无论是有形的还是无形的…鄙视那些生活在别人言论下的人! 我就是我,不为任何人而活!

说是这么说,你可知做起来谈何容易… 你是开心的为自己所活了,可还有很多的人(那些社会腐朽的造就的人)还在为你而活着,他们会把他们的悲欢喜乐都粘合到你的一举一动上,这就是天下最悲哀的事.一代一代的,10年,100年,社会像蜗牛一样一寸一寸的想前爬…… 难道从来没有人觉得悲哀吗,从来没有人为自己无意义的一生感到不平吗?

不学习又怎么样,起码那些人知道童年时什么滋味.没又考上重点学校怎么样,大把大把没读过书的‘暴发户’,生活不知多逍遥. 没有工作怎么样, 人都有手又脚,就不信能饿死在大街....

每人对快乐的定义都不同,为什么要都去抢一个面包… 我劝你们都回去睡你的大头觉,想想自己是怎么样的一个人,为自己而活吧! 这样我也不会这么累了……

sori about haven't been here for such a long...

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 11:04 EST

sori about haven't been here for such a long time! i was busy and im busy as i always do...hehe... not rili lar, im da kind of person who can't rili sit down and do my work i have to say, i love sleeping,like eating,shopping...life don't have to be soo colurful but has to be my life--quite and relaxing....

school is as usual,ppl are never changed..but life being harder and harder...why ppl all wanna be the better one rather than laid-back and enjoy the life, so i can be easier....

went surfing last weekend as soon as i got bk to UK, that was qutie fun tho. unpacked my stuffs from suitcase and tidied up my room....

DONE!! now every thing is settled, apart from my UCAS form...im trying not to think too much and take it easy!ppl asked why Cam??i said it's gambling anyway, why not the best one??

昨天不知怎么的，上不来留言，可

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 09:35 EST

昨天不知怎么的，上不来留言，可能是人太多了吧~~所以今天我来上传昨天下午照的相。昨天我们几个高中的胖子（铅笔除外）来了个临别前的聚会~说是聚会其实本意是出来撮儿一顿~哈哈~猪永远改不了吃！后来因为种种原因临时决定改去朝圣唱K..也算个不错的主意吧，谁让我们有几个超级歌王在呢~ 之后爸妈来接我去配眼镜。还算是开心。今天完成了我的一个小小心愿，就是去照一张全家福~开心。不过谁知道效果如何，不过明天就知道啦~~期待ing~