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2004年7月26日 上午6點30分00秒(o)(o) (*o*) (O((O)~q how is everyone today?
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(O((O)~q how is everyone today? i feel a little tired from a few hours of volunteering so i actually feel asleep just now in front of the computer. i think i am more awake now. Today was the last day of volunteering for me. I 've thanked the two staff members at the medical office and also handed them a note which briefly explained my leaving. it's because i have to start internship soon but i am not sure exactly when until the agency coordinator emails me back. i wonder if i can work well with little children because i know most of the time, i only smile at them.. i don't really know how to play with them. that is what i have to improve on. . in order to help them learn rather than being passive. babies and little children seems to always be so happy so i really admire them. it's not easy for me to be happy . * *
I sort of fell in love this song of Leon Lai's called 'Accumulating all my love." The cantonese translation of the song is "dui jik ching gam", which i am still not sure how to pronounce it accurately in cantonese and understand the meaning of the words separately, except "ching " which means love.. but "dui jik" , i am quite confused..
my cantonese is so bad. how shameful that is. This song is actually sung in mandarin so i am totally lost in terms of the meaning of the lyrics.. but still it's a nice song to listen to . i guess i am the only one or one of the few who listen to Leon Lai and Vivian chow. many xanga members seem to be much younger than i am and also they are much updated than i am.. they listen to the Twins and Edison Chen.
it is finally evening now and the sun has set.i am waiting for my sister to come home .. she always have new stories of she and her boyfriend.. i don't know if this is grammatically correct.. it sounds a little strange.
i'll end here for now. bai bai **
2004年7月16日 下午11點36分00秒(*o*) hi how is everyone doing today? As...
(*o*) hi how is everyone doing today?
As for me i went out for a little while and then came back home. The first thing i did was accompany my sister to Hallmark, a store that offers a variety of cards for almost any occasion you can think of and also cute gift wraps, adorable beanie babies .. and other things too. my sister ended up buying a photo album for her boyfriend as an anniversary gift. * *. she picked the gift wrap and the card in which the words clearly/coincidentally reflected their relationship now .. so sweet * *. i helped her pick out a gift bow which was baby blue in color. i love that color.. i also bought a pack of Precious Moments stickers for myself. . i still like their items so much and the figurines too but they are always not on sale.. Soon after we left, we returned home to put down her gifts and then we went to a warehouse.. everything was so affordable there.. and hefty since it was only sold in bulks.. i tried to lift a box that contained 36 cans of soda but ended up without much success..we only ended up with a container of green grapes , weighing a total of four pounds.. that was not bad compared to other items.. they even sold vita soy milk by boxes each consisting of 24 boxes.. i was trying to convince my sister to purchase it but she said that she couldn't drink it all herself and the weight gain issue. . i could help out if i could but i have learned my lesson throughout the past several years..that i am not supposed to drink anything containing milk and other dairy ingredients.. too bad for me. .* *. actually i did mind at first so it was hard to accept.. and then now i guess i am used to it.. i also have some kind of indigestion problem so i have been gaining weight so easily and so that was quite sad.. all i eat is rice and some vegetables and fish for dinner, a piece of steamed chinese bread for breakfast and some rice again for lunch. sometimes, i even skip a meal. my sister thinks that i have metabolism problems. .but most of the time, i don't have the motivation to lose weight. . to go from a medium frame to a very thin frame.. i am about 109 lbs now which means that i've gained 10 lbs over slightly less than 5 months. it's pretty sad. i have been constantly exercising too. i think one day when i do have some motivation , i will set Mary Kate Olsen's current weight ( i'm not sure how much she weighs but her body is very very skinny) as a standard and try to attain a weight of 75-80 lbs . but that's just one day. but gwo yut ding wui han lo dou mo lik ga.. i have been throught this experience once so i know how it feels.. pretty much like you want to fall each time you walk down a flight of stairs.. * *. so scary .
i'll end my thoughts here for now. .sweet dreams everyone * *
2004年7月1日 下午5點34分00秒(*o*) how is everyone tonight? i am not...
(*o*) how is everyone tonight? i am not feeling that well as usual. just a few days ago, i made a visit to a family physician ( a caucasian man ) for a medical condition. so i had some things tested and then now i have to take an antibiotic for 5 continuous days. i hope i would feel better afterwards. * *. i have to go there tomorrow once again to see if my condition has any signs of improvement. i was even worried about having diabetes so i have requested some tests from the doctor .. the nurses drew out about 2 tubes of blood from my upper left arm. afterwards, i have to admit that i felt a little weak .. but not like lightheaded.. or a passing out feeling . . i think that only happens if you are very thin .. i was also thinking of someone special this entire day.. and i thought that i had the time, which means the opportunity to see that person but i wasn't feeling well so i decided to stay home instead. to be honest, i am a secret admirer of a few other guys or several to be more accurate but i have a feeling that it will be hard to encounter them. so it's okay. ..usually i only go to the place where the special someone works at , about once a month but i haven't been there for one month since the last time.i can't even have a mental picture of him in the back of my mind , where i can retrieve it easily whenever i miss him ..it must be my bad memory again. i can only remember that he has cute looking eyes, a nice facial complexion and not much. i always 
when i see cute looking guys. so far, i am still not able to overcome my 
ness. i will end my thoughts here for now. . nite nite and sweet dreams everyone