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2004年5月26日 上午4點07分00秒how is everyone today? i am at home now...
how is everyone today? i am at home now trying to go online to yahoo.com, and after many attempts , i've finally given up. i think it's strange because i can't go online to any sites during night time, but xanga.com works..how interesting in a way * *. .today was another usual day for me. . i was still waiting for a call from the manager of a japanese restaurant which i've applied to since last week. aside from that, i was listening to cantonese music and also overate on some salt free crackers and oranges.. the oranges were so sweet and juicy *..* and cheap too. i think these days, i can spend freely on them since they are always on sale . .but i miss other kinds of fruits such as green grapes which are not in the season now so it's quite expensive per pound.. i'm waiting patiently for them to be on sale. so now my mini refrigerator is filled with only oranges inside and some apples. .about the salt free crackers, it's actually quite high in calories per cracker. .and the sodium content is quite high too .i saw some fruit snacks and cereal with Shrek on the outer package.. he looks so cute ** for an ogre. . they have so much cereals on sale at that supermarket but too bad, i can' t eat any since they contain too much sugar. .if it's only about the calorie and fear of gaining weight problem, that simple enough. .but it's something much more complicating. . anything that relates to health issues are always something to worry about. .
i was also quite bored just now so i took a few pictures of my sister and her boyfriend and i was trying to draw him. . but i've failed.. it turned that that drawing resembled more like a chinese guy. .a pure one..i think he looks like someone that my parents know too . at least in my perspective ..but it didn't look anything similar to her boyfriend.. i can never draw humans well. .i can only draw simple pictures such as that one Precious Moments or Cinnamoroll.. that cute puppy/rabbit looking sanrio character and little twins stars.. but i need a picture to follow along as i can't conjure an image of them in my mind.
i think i;ll end here for now. .sweet dreams everyone * *
2004年5月18日 上午8點27分00秒*_* how is everyone doing tonight? i am okay...
*_* how is everyone doing tonight? i am okay so far but i still haven't found a part-time job yet and for some reason, i am always feeling hungry. .and that is a symptom of diabetes and other illnesses too so that might be something new to worry about.. i can't believe i could gain 4 lbs in within less than one day and i felt so fat too* *. but i was able to lose it all back after two days when i eat less of everything. . i think i have to find something to do to keep myself busy so i won't have time to think about foods * *. .
i've also attended my sister's graduation ceremony yesterday morning and it was okay. the speeches were a little boring, only a little so i wasn't really paying attention but when they started to announce the names of the graduates , i paid close attention as i was curious if any of them were my recent /past classmates.. i actually saw a few of them but we hardly talked even in high school ( when i knew them) so i didn't dare to walk up to congratulate them .. but i wish them the best of luck in everything they do* *. .my sister was taking pictures with her boyfriend at the soccer field.. if you were at that scene, you would see that she was so happy to have him there.. they were constantly smiling at each other too and holding hands.. i liked his digital camera since it was nice and everything. .but it's too bad that i don't have much interest in taking pictures and also i have not much money so i guess it's not that suitable for me. .her boyfriend was quite well-mannered looking too and i know he is very smart as my sister told me .. how lucky.. i'm dumb .no accomplishments in life. . so i felt quite useless yesterday. .
i'll end this entry here for now. .bai bai **
2004年5月4日 上午3點45分00秒how is everyone tonight* *. it's quite cold...
how is everyone tonight* *. it's quite cold here as it has been raining but it's never comparable to the cold weather in Canada or in Japan during the winter time * *. i am still so stressed out about school, mainly everything pertaining to next semester's classes and the internship* *.. i don't know if i will be able to work well with the younger children or the babies **. .usually i smile at children but they don't seem to like me at all. . quite scary in some way .. now i have to make an appoinment with the coordinator of that non profit agency so i can go there to discuss with her about schedule of work (when to start and from what time to what time and which days of the week). .* *. many many things to worry about . and also two more final exams to prepare for. .i wasn't feeling well this entire day. .it s too bad for me. .my stomach feels really uncomfortable. .and i haven't eaten anything wrong either.. that is something to worrie about again. . i also found back a few diaries that i've written last summer .. quite sad . .mainly i was writing about my problems in life .. i think i'll end here for now. sweet dreams everyone * * 