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2003年8月31日 上午7點19分00秒hi how is everyone doing? hope they...
hi how is everyone doing? hope they are physically healthy at least. that is quite important. school has just started so i have a lot of assignments and group projects to complete. as of today, i have finished typing out two papers just for one class. this semester will be really really stressful for students like me who are not that skillful at writing essays . as for the part time job, i have received a letter from one of the supermarkets a few days ago stating that they are happy to receive my application but due to the overwhelming number of applications they have received, they will try to take me into consideration. so i will be waiting . today i had an ultrasound procedure done. it didn't hurt at all but i'm worried about the bill . i am not even aware how much the procedure costed. actually the doctor suggested that i have the ultrasound done to find out if there are gallstones in my gallbladder because i told him whenever i eat oily or fattening foods, my abdomen will hurt .i woke up at 5:45 am when sunlight wasn't present yet and walked to the phone booth near a supermarket so that i could call a taxi . if the buses were not on a strike, i would be most likely to take the bus instead to save some money. if i waited downstairs of my home, my parents will find out sooner or later that i'm heading to the hospital to have a procedure done. so far, no one in my family knows that i have health problems, except my older sister. usually my stomach isn't sore during weekends ( i'm not sure why) but today it started to hurt during early morning. that is quite bad news. i'm starting to lose hope again. usually i react to hopelessness by either falling into a state of depression or overeating. i am not sure which one i chose, since i'm unhappy now, but not as serious as depressed and i ate the whole 2 pound bag of grapes but it could be because i am hungry. that was my day. nothing special happened. i'll end here for now. nite nite and sweet dreams. ~_~
2003年8月23日 下午11點40分00秒How is everyone today? ** Allow me to...
How is everyone today? ** Allow me to recap about my day. Today didn't go that smoothly . First of all, i accompanied my older sister to buy our textbooks and some supplies for the upcoming semester, which will start next week monday. I 'm really afraid of attending classes and receiving the syllabus. I don't have enough confidence in passing all of those upper level courses. We spent about an hour at the bookstore buying books and some jelly roll pens . The total came out too a total of $600 something which was quite much. Our textbooks were quite expensive so i've expected that the cost will end up being quite much. Soon, we left the bookstore and headed toward the parking lots only to find that my sister's grey honda accord car was out of sight. I thought i looked wrong so i told my sister to find it but she couldn't find it too and came to the same conclusion that it must have been stolen by either a student or someone living close by the university. SO we rushed home via the taxi and called the police department to report our case. In about half an hour or so, a police called us and told us to come downstairs to have us elaborate more on the incident. He said he will contact us when the car is found. So then we decided to go to the mall for a little while and then to the grocery store to buy some chinese cabbage and rice . that's about it. And i also wish to mention about one more thing, something not good. I went to the pharmacy this afternoon to pick up a prescription but i found out that it costed a little over $200 usd and i couldn't afford it. so i said sorry to the worker there and left quickly. i'll call the specialist soon and tell him that i can't afford the medication so maybe he can prescribe another medication or i can just take yesterday's medication for 9 days and see what happens . i'll end here today bai bai **
2003年8月18日 下午6點27分00秒how is everyone today? i feel overstuffed...
how is everyone today? i feel overstuffed now. i think my stomach is bloated again because i didn't eat the 2 vegetable and chinese fishball meals separately and also because i drank the whole can of diet pepsi which contained some caffeine. usually by the next morning, my stomach finally shrinks again to a smaller size. thanks to one of my "note friends" on this site for telling me the title of the song . Everyone should listen to "Shower me with love " by Surface and "Because you loved me" by Celine Dion since the lyrics of those songs are so meaningful. Sometimes, i don't seem to understand myself enough. For example, today afternoon, i spent one hour on a bus ride to my community college . Then i started walking on my feet again from that school all the way to the famous shopping mall. I finally felt the pain that has accumulated in my legs since yesterday afternoon. it's okay. the pain will soon go away and it's not so serious that i have to go to see a foot specialist. i walked a total of one and a half hour. i felt so dehydrated on the way since it was very sunny and i didn't drink a sip of water since i woke up. i passed by many bustops on the way but i didn't have the thought of taking out my bus pass and boarding the number 3 bus which will take us outside of the shopping mall. i don't know why. it's really not all about the weight. weight does not determine every aspect of happiness in life. Soon, i arrived home and i went to 7 eleven to buy a bag of popcorn with bits of arare and msg. has anyone tasted those before? it's really good. too bad, i 'm so aware that i can't eat any fattening foods so i added it into my so called "snack bag" in my room. i can't eat anything in that bag, but it's just my snack collection. that was all i can think of to say about my day. just now, at around 9 pm , i took a few quizzes on http://quizilla.com/users/vinacross/quizzes/... in response to the questions for the quiz "How depressed are you?", the results came out to be that i was heavily depressed. to be honest, i am sad but not seriously depressed. for the question "What kind of pocky are you?", i turned out to be a chocolate pocky, described as someone pretty normal. for the quiz, " How sweet are you?", i turned out to be "sweet in a shy way, and someone who don't know how to act around others." yes, i do agree that i am shy and i often lose my composure in class or in a group setting. i also took an iq quiz on http://www.emode.com/tests/uiq/. it turned out to be that my iq score for that quiz was 115. i think i was just lucky. i had some trouble on some of the problems, especially the ones about shapes and guessing the next appropriate shape. i'll end my thoughts here for now. nite nite again . sweet dreams to everyone ~o~
2003年8月15日 上午9點46分00秒hi how is everyone ? it's good that...
hi how is everyone ? it's good that xanga is working again * *. Today i just went to a large store for a little while to buy some japanese rice crackers which contain very little fat and little sugar too. Many local residents and japanese tourists like to go there to buy groceries and household and electrical items. While i was shopping , my sister was sitting on one of the seats of a table outside eating chinese spring rolls , which they call chung guen (i'm so bad at chinese english pin ying)and mochi dumplings with pork fillings or ham sui kok or kwok? Once i came out from the store and walked to where she sat, i could smell the pleasant aroma of the spring rolls. it was so oily too. I decided not to even take a glance at the inside of the small fast food restaurant where she bought the foods, since they sold chinese rice cake and i'm those who will buy things that i really like to eat. But it does work. as long as i don't look, i didn't have any cravings for it. Soon, we went to Disneystore to look at stuffed animals and other merchandises. I liked the pink cinderella school bag in particular but it was obviously too childish for someone of my age. I think i like messenger bags and tote bags more than backpacks. I was hugging a blue euyore stuffed animal and it was so soft and huggable. the infant clothing also looked so cute . That was almost all that happened in the afternoon. Now, it's almost 10 pm and i'm at home. i was listening to one of expose's songs but i wasn't sure of the title. The lyrics goes something like this : (chorus) I'll say goodbye for the two of us, tonight while we sleep, i'll kiss you softly . sorrie i forgot the other lyrics. i should have typed it while the song was still playing. this coming Sunday is my sister and her quite new boyfriend's one month anniversary. hope they have an enjoyable night together. i'll end here for now. nite nite and sweet dreams to those who are reading this entry and to all of the other people too. * * ~bai bai **
2003年8月7日 下午10點15分00秒hi, how is everyone doing. hope...
hi, how is everyone doing. hope everyone have an enjoyable weekend. * B* i just arrived home from the mall. i was just looking at different clothing but i didn't end up buying anything except some groceries at the market. i can't believe i ate one whole bag of haribo gummy candies. it contains some vegetable oil , which i'm afraid of due to my stomach condition. it also contains almost 60 gram of sugar . so i was quite afraid of cavities and teeth decay why explains why i rushed home afterwards to brush my teeth. can't believe also that i like to use children barbie toothpaste more than the adult cologate or crest ones. i'm so childish. that isn't good is it. i controlled my cravings for any candies until today. i also ate two white flesh peaches. it was so juicy and pleasant tasting. hope to buy more soon as a snack so i won't have to think about buying chips and cookies. i just took medication again. the pill is half black and half pink. i thought it looks quite interesting. it's for gastritis. i'm not sure if the constant bloating symptoms of my stomach is due to that disease or irritable bowel syndrome. just admire everyone who is basically healthy. i'll end my thoughts here for now. nite nite (* *)