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2003年7月31日 下午10點47分00秒how is everyone doing? i just arrived...
how is everyone doing? i just arrived home about two hours ago from the school library. Today, i read a total of 33 pages and tomorrow i still have 25 more pages to read. The final will be held on next week wednesday if i haven't remembered wrong but i still have to wait for the professor to hand out the study guides. i tend to have a bad memory. ** so i take a little longer to study and memorize information. apart from school, i haven't done much. usually my days are almost the same. today is quite windy so it's much cooler even though there was sunlight everywhere. i still haven't eaten anything yet. i don't feel that hungry. ** actually i do, but i'm scared to eat and my stomach will start to bloat again. i did 1000 situps yesterday since i had a big appetite so i ate 2 boxes of sushi. i didn't think it would help but i didit anyway. it was quite exhausting. ~i'll stop here . have a nice night . bai bai **
2003年7月25日 下午2點46分00秒hi how is everyone today? I just came...
hi how is everyone today? I just came back from school about one hour ago. I have an exam soon and the professor passed out the study guide today so i stayed about 2-3 hours to complete it at the library. it's summer time now so the library is quite empty. all of the students must be busy working part time. it will probably take 2-3 more weeks until one of the managers from the supermarkets will give me a call so i'll wait patiently for it. my sister didn't get hired until one month after a store's manager interviewed her so i guess it does take some time. i can't believe i can gain 3 lbs within oneday . *_* i must have high metabolism. i recall eating only vegetables for lunch and dinner yesterday night plus some cereal and a 8 piece of sushi. i can just eat one slice of cake and gain 2-3 lbs the following morning. i'm quite strange * * and interestly, if i only eat the same lunch and dinner plus fruits i can lose back almost 3 lbs by the next day. so i was planning to follow that plan today but instead, i bought a sushi roll from 7 eleven which contains fat due to the mayonnaise. i'm sure i'll gain again but it's okay . just hope that tomorow my stomach won't be hurting again . ~sparklisnobubbo
2003年7月13日 上午7點08分00秒how is everyone doing? *_~ i am...
how is everyone doing? *_~ i am still waiting for a call from the manager dealing with my part time. as for my sister, she has started her first day of work at a large store today. i always liked to go there to buy asian snacks and chinese almond tofu( in powder form) there ,but now i feel a little embarassed perhaps to go there often since i wasn't hired. i guess something is wrong with how i think or feel. As for the day, i had finished up an assignment for my parenting course and spend most of the day listening to music. i heard "Through the rain " by Mariah Carey and "You" by Jane Krarowsky. Those songs are not that recent, but it is still very nice to hear . Nowadays, i can't eat much foods . Basically my diet is limited to low fat or no fat , and less sugary foods. i don't eat any meat too ,except for fish and fish related foods. Someone once asked me why i have stopped eating meat since they didn't consider fish to be a type of meat. I actualy don't really know either. A part of me thinks that i am not healthy and happy like many other people so it might be due to the fact that i have commited bad deeds in my past life .so now in order to compensate for that , i have stopped eating meats. and also most meats such as chicken and pork and beef are fattening so my digestive system can't handle it .but i still do not understand why i told the person who asked me that i was basically bored of meat. i know meat tastes quite good so it's hard to become bored of it. so i guess i have lied. This entry is getting too long again as i feel as if i can't explain things briefly which is one of my weakness. i bought a few pounds of bananas today and ate it all in less than one hour. i feel like a *(oo)* . i was walking through all of the aisles of a supermarket but i couldn't find anything that is not oily or too sweet except fruits, and bananas were the only ones that i could afford so i bought it . ~sparklinsnobubbo
2003年7月11日 下午10點57分00秒How is everyone . I'm sure some of you...
How is everyone . I'm sure some of you had an enjoyable day . ** . i finally got to drink honeydew bubble tea yesterday , bought from a sushi store. I purposely bought it from there since it's a little cheaper in terms of the cost and it's not as sweet as the ones sold at other stores. It's also not that creamy tasting too. I'm scared of bloating again . I 'll try to control my cravings next time. As for today, i met with my sister at the mall after she was finished having lunch with a boy type of friend from asianavenue.com . I have never been on any dates before. I must be one of those abnormal ones. I just don't feel pretty enough to have a boyfriend and i'm not healthy either, so it's also mainly because i have other things to worry about and no time left to think about guys, which is okay. i don't feel sad not having a significant other. sometimes, having other things or just feeling better will make me happier *~* .on the other hand, my sister is healthy and she does not have much worries in life. she is almost graduating from U and i wish her the best. She wants a boyfriend now, simple someone who is either chinese or japanese, is at least average looking ( which is good enough for her) , has a stable job, at least average weight ( probably skinny is even more preferable) and height ( taller than her) and is willing to spend time with her and make her feel safe and happy. i don't know why , but whenever i see asian guys ( either chinese or japanese ) with nice skin and cute /pretty looking eyes, i am attracted to them .so far, i have 3 asian boys that i secretly admire. i don't have feelings of love for them, since i am not even sure what love really is. it's good enough that i can see them sometimes on campus. but i just feel so shy and that i have low self confidence so i don't dare to take a look at them as they are passing by or in sight and once they have walked away , i told myself that i should have at least taken one look at them. ~ ~
2003年7月8日 上午10點21分00秒how is everyone doing. I was such a...
how is everyone doing. I was such a slow reader today. I spent at least 2 hours reading a textbook (one chapter only) and also took notes. The twins are so cute. I found a nice background of Gillian . she is cute. * *