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2003年7月31日 下午7點44分00秒===Brian. T=== Haven't seen my old friend...
===Brian. T===
Haven't seen my old friend Brian for 3 years since he went studying abroad. Finally, we had arranged to see each other again. We had dinner at a Japanese restaurant in the World Trade Centre and tried to catch up with everything happened to us during the years. Brian KNEW/ KNOWS me. We used to be so close in high school and talked phone almost everyday. It is kinda sad that we didn't keep regular contact after he has left for the U.S. To be frank, I was a bit nervous before meeting him up as I fear that the bond/ 默契 between us might have faded away ... FORTUNATELY, it's not like that. We kept talking and talking and talking non-stop for a whole 5 hours until Cinderella has to go home (*Dong....X12*)! Although things have changed, Brian still knows me well. Whenever I tried to deny facing myself and said something like " I don't really know what I want arrrgg!", at no time, he would say "你知既!" --- which irritated me but I felt so "being understood" at the same time =-) Perhaps because we became friends at the age when I was first moulded from a child into a mature adult, he just knew the very solid foundation of my character....
I guess I am a lucky girl, I have quite a number of friends who I seldom contact but we catch up quick everytime we meet and share high-quality heart-to-heart conversations. Miss you all.
2003年7月29日 下午11點20分00秒== An Introvert== Probably owing to my looks...
== An Introvert==
Probably owing to my looks and outgoing character, people always get the WRONG impression that I go out often and date a lot. Friends who have known me long enough knew that I am far from any party animal and it's not at all easy to invite me out. I guess this is a habit tracing back from my childhood with strict parents. I remember during my "rebellious age", say, the junior years in high school, I was very very very very very unhappy about being caged at home. Parents NEVER (not up till now!) understand that "staying at home" does not equal "working".
Since graduating from high school, i feel more detached from the crowd as I don't see schoolmates everyday for long hours. Sadly, my group of girl friends in highschool has kind of broken down as many members has gone studying abroad. No more crazy night outz/ sleep over .... >__< Having said that, I really enjoy chatting with friends over a cup of coffee or some alcohol or a nice meal.
Things have changed a bit since I met David, I love sticking by him and go here and there, drive to remote malls or restaurants. David loves hanging out with friends, sing K/ boat trip/ wakeboarding/ play ma jong/ snooker/ bowling/ crab-eating gathering ..... (endless list, no idea how can they come up with the variety -- probably because they are all at least 27 at age). He met friends 4 days a week before dating me! *fainted* The problem comes as he wants me to join their activties... See. I just don't feel like meeting new friends... his friends are nice people of course .....but I ... I just don't want to get engaged into these "gang activites" ..... BUT I feel like --- WHEN THE HELL DID I START BECOMING AN INTROVERT?!!! This shocks me...see, this is just not me..... Don't blame me for be contradictory , u should understand if you know what a person i am. *confused*
2003年7月29日 下午12點31分00秒**MY BROTHER** *Applause* My handsome...
**MY BROTHER**
*Applause* My handsome brother is taken by the Chinese University as a Medical student! And I am confident that he would very soon get a place in HKU Medicine! Well done, Jerome!! Mom is certainly pleased as she now got a Law-daughter and a Medicine-son (Dad is forever discontented but i know he is happy). It SOUNDS nice, isn't it. But then I am the only one on the dinner table who truly know what's going on under the blissful surface --
I told mom : "yeah you got one year more to show off "
Mom replied: "Why? you still got your 4th year and didn't you say that you wanna do your Master abroad? Just to fulfil your studying-abroad dream?"
--- I have been hyper-lazy in year 1 & 2 that a MIRACLE is required next year in order to get me a place in the licence-earning 4th year.* Arrhhh* I am really upset...
And, as you can imagine, I remained silent and prayed. I taste the feeling of hopelessness when everyone is all hopeful.
2003年7月29日 上午12點39分00秒My left eye is swollen due to infection (Doct
My left eye is swollen due to infection (Doctor A said) and allergy (Doctor B opined). So this means that this ugly me is stuck at home. Luckily my hunnie does not care at all hanging out with a monster-like me...hmm..but i'd rather stay home for the sake of the public.
***MY MAID***
This morning, I made my maid, Auntie Luding, walk all the way to the hospital under the hot sun to get the prescription for my eye..... I was absolutely free but I made her go right after her wet market-shopping trip. I feel guilty. What makes me privileged? I must have done something really good in the past life. I feel sorry for Auntie Luding.. 20 years she has been living in a foreign country, serving my family and only meet her own family ONCE EVERY TWO YEARS... Imagine meeting your husband/ wife only once every two years....nonono...i can't even bear seeing my hunnie less than 3 days a week ! Auntie Luding is the best maid in the world. She is more hard-working than anyone else in the family. She never enjoys herself in the sofa or watches television. She even dare not to eat anything in the fridge without permission. Although I am bossy all the time, I reckon Auntie Luding a member of my family. So maybe this is why I am not ashamed asking her to go out for the lazy me! >__<
Go watch this :
http://pya.cc/pyaimg/pimg.php?imgid=344
especially the "election" & "coffee" episodes!!
2003年7月27日 下午3點16分00秒DAMN IT !! Is this Xanga trying to delete my...
DAMN IT !! Is this Xanga trying to delete my post and make me pay for the xanga premium?!! NO !! I shall not give in !!! Gosh... whata post I have made and xanga dare to delete it.......... What the F__K