2007年7月24日 下午9點56分53秒forever never seems to last

a lot going on inside my head lately
have been trying so hard to let go the past
wanted to open up to someone
wanted to have an unspoken understanding with someone
even thou the relationship might be headed nowhere
still..

whatever easy come easy go right?
over the yrs ive learnt tht “hello” is always accompanied with a “gdbye”
ive learnt tht looking back on the past can make you cry
because you realize tht ppl can change just like tht
change is inevitable and it will always be constant in life
ive learnt tht forever never seems to last
and promises are made to be broken

2007年7月24日 下午9點56分10秒為了心頭愛

諾貝爾獎化學家來香港開化學生：
讀書選科，工作擇業，
不要受金錢、工作前景、父母期望影響，
做自己喜歡做的事。

最重要是這一條：做自己喜歡做的事。
讀書選科、工作擇業、與戀愛找對象一樣，
不要誰來「指引」，也不必跟誰「諮詢」，
不要以為表哥當了醫生，堂弟做了律師，
鄰居的小孩讀了電機工程，你就要跟隨。

當周圍的三叔六婆，人云亦云地告訴你：
讀酒店管理最「吃香」，讀電腦工程最有大陸「市場」，
要勇敢地告訴他們：不，我只想讀古巴比倫的考古學。

當他們一雙雙小眼睛睜得像小燈籠一樣大，驚呼：
「咁你將來出來點樣搵食」的時候，
告訴他們：我選科不是為了搵食，
不像你們把婚姻當做傳宗接代的動物繁殖工程，
不關你們的事，請你們滾開，
我選科只為了一樣，叫做心頭愛。

把 「吃香」、「市場」、「搵食」這三個華文詞彙，埋葬在垃圾堆填區。
當你發現這個小小的地方雖然有八家學府，但沒有一家容得下你。
不，你不是狂妄，也不是囂張， 只記 住一句話：
人的一生不是為了周圍的人的眼神和臉色而活的，
特別是當他們的視野東自將軍澳，西至天水圍，
做自己喜歡做的事。

沒有錢，工作幾年，儲一點血汗錢好了。
二十三四歲從頭讀書也不遲。
不是假大空，也不是好高騖遠，只是做自己喜歡做的事。
歐元很貴，英鎊幣值很高，
但閣下年輕的前景，要握在自己的手。
縱使這個決定會令你孤獨，一時喪失了許多朋友。   
他們覺得你很怪，不再叫你去唱K，但是不要緊，
在心中細說名城，立志向世界出發，
我如何能夠，講一聲：我係我。

夢想有一天會實現的。
有「吃香」的行業，也有裁員吃癟的季節；
有旺盛的「市場」，但市場也會不景蕭條。
至於「搵食」，世界上沒有一個學系，
是為葬送一個年輕人的前途而設的。
因此，永遠留你心中的美索不達米亞，
正如你記，第一次 付託的那個他，
不為傳宗接代，不為成家立室，
只為了一片真愛。

陶傑

2007年6月1日 下午9點15分47秒transfer or not?

have been thinking a lot, intend to apply to transfer to the archi dept
still it seems like we've lots of time to decide about out future career path
and that said before choosing a study field for further studies..
so, what are the aspects to consider in choosing the right job?

everybody is born with an innate talent
that somehow, someday i'll discover in myself
theres somethg i truly enjoy doing
day by day i want to improve to get better, becoming the best
that's when i know i've a particular talent and would like to make a life out of it
that's the start of my journey in quest for a job

what does it take? determination and motivation
being talented in something is knowing down within myself
that im good at it even if the rest of the world don't share the same opinion
this is where i need to strive to show that im really good at that
and im a talented and skilled person

everybody is a container of a dream, the pursuit of it leads to happiness
many times it seems i work for nothing or probably for others
but if it isn't about my own happiness, then there is smthg wrong somewhere
it goes back to me, down within my heart,
i should know why im doing or opting for a particular job
is it for my parents, to accomplish someone elses dream, for honour or for other people?
because if somehow thgs go wrong,
it would be that pursuit of happiness that will take me to the right path ;)

2007年3月21日 上午6點11分44秒DREAMGIRLS and RENT!

just finished watching DREAMGIRLS! and RENT! Two thumbs up!!!
thou this is the first time i ever watched these stories, they're incredibly good!

DREAMGIRLS actually won two Oscar and three golden globe awards
the dreamgirls are not only dreamers,
they reach for the stars, reach for the unreachable
Deena, Effie, and Lorrell, three young women desire to become pop stars
and get their wish when they're picked to be backup singer
then they're set free for leads, story carries on
yea its so true that life is not as bad as it may seem to be
just open our eyes to whats in front of us,
and we'll realize that our dreams give us more and more,
more than we’ve had before in our life 

talking about RENT! such an inspiring story set in NY city
how i wish im part of the bohemians, free and boundless 
enduring the obstacles of poverty, illness and the AIDS epidemic,
these unbelievable artists, Roger, Mark, Tom and Maureen
strive for their own life, their own love and their own beliefs
RENT did more than inspiring me to speak up for what i believe in my heart
its full of heart and passion, it points out what i lack
how do we document real life when real life is getting more like fiction?
how do we start a fire when there's nothing to burn?
and it feels like something's stuck in our flue?

i just love these two stories!!! DREAMGIRLS and RENT! ♥♥♥

2007年1月1日 上午5點17分34秒smthg true