2009年4月22日 下午6點41分56秒My 25th Wedding Anniversary

Although I and my hubby are approaching on our 25th wedding anniversary in July, i 'm still wondering why i am still stick around with this relationship for long after those misunderstanding and unfaithfulness, lol. :P....[never give ur hands to point on me, hehehe!]  Maybe bcuz of what i so called "responsibility" to take in my whole life. 

Many downs and falls, trials and heartaches, troubles and conflicts but i remain standing still.   I dont know if im ready now to renew our vows, i don't know how to celebrate this things with lots of love.  when you lost the respect twas very hard to bring back the love you ever gave before.   People change feeling change,  as well as i do!  i dunno...

When we're just started, i want a simply life, having a family to take care of, give my whole life for my children and for him.  But if u feel betrayed and get hurt too much it is not so easy to put urself back for what you have started at.  Now, i cannot blame myself for beeing  confused, for somewhat i dont feel those feelings anymore!

Just wondering ...! *sight*

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