2009年10月2日 下午7點56分07秒Dont believe ppl changed instantly

Genie thanks for fulfilled my wishes.. all three of them. Now i understand your advice. Genie, you want to know why i cry last afternoon. I got to know he has some1 else behind my back and now i and the gerl are friends. He told her he single and hasnt been married. Imagine he can even talk with both of us within one nite, by rotating. Im just sad after 5 yrs of sacrifices he did this to me. sacrifices ? like after 1 year my parents able to accept him and his kids, up and down of his life, forgiving him for the small affairs with others, changing him from a heavy drinker to not,happiness given to him and his kids and more.  I guessed im the stupid one who is blind by the love. That time i believe that god made his presence in my life for a reason. But now i feel god keep preventing me from being with him and married to him for a reason too.. All this experience that I gone through in life will be my guardian in future. Remember not to let history repeat itself. Slowly now I can accept my fate. As Im glad with what happening right now. Genie.. i don feel like exploring myself, as I noe there someone who will be there when Im in need. What I need now is my future and career. Im happy with wat I have now.. Thankq again for everything, i learn a lot..

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2009年9月26日 下午8點30分36秒What I need right now.....

Revising my Physiology exam right now...Just feel like writing what I felt right now. Been a habit lately, to let go of my feelings and memories . Whatever written here i don usually read it . Keep telling myself to be strong and positive. Think about myself first. People around me worried for me. don feel like telling them how i really felt. More and more memories being erased but the pain still can be felt. Why am I such a forgiving person. Why should I forgive the peoples that cause me this pain. What I really need right now is to be happy and think ...

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2009年9月24日 下午1點56分40秒Thank you...

Happy today genie granted my first wish.It was a shocking surprise didnt expect the wish is to be granted this way. Thank you for a friend who give me a reason to smile the moment i wake up every morning. Just hope the 2nd wish will no be as shocking as the first wish.. Got an exam later, hope it going to be a smooth one for me. Don really like Bioinformatics. After this paper only left Physiology then my goals i want to achieve. Able to achieve all this goals will make me the happiest person, I hope. Besides being sick of people who always preventing ...

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