it was thursday in the evening and i've been thinking bout her, cos she was get into the ICU in the afternoon, when i get this shocking message, my mom was past away, i wasnt there when she closed her eyes forever, i haven't made an apologize to her before she was gone.

if i can turn back the time, i really wanna tell her i love her, i wanna make her happy...

two days before she died, i had a dream bout her, she came to me with a smile on her face and told me to be a good boy, and take care of my little sister if she wasn't around..i dont know if it was the last goodbye from her.

mom if you can hear me, i love you, i'll take a good care of my lil sister, rest in peace mom, am sorry cos i've been wasting the love you give to me, and i always make you angry, may God gives you a better place there..

i still can feel your love around though you weren't there, cos your love will live forever in my heart.

love you mom, and i miss you so much...