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2009年10月27日 下午5點14分27秒why
Phew..well, i m choosing to open a journal here because there is not much of my real friend will go through this website. Just in sudden, i m not happy. Don't know who should i talk with or actually i don't want to share with everyone. Just let me to be selfish this time. Sigh..three more months, we are moving into a new house. It's not a happy news, really. We are moving without father. Since the argument between my father and with anyone in family, there is no more talk anymore. Who need to be blame? Well, i think should blame with those adults who can't solve the problem calmly and correctly. Most of the time, i need to be afraid what they will do next, bang the door, throw plates..i don't know what will happen next..one family become enemies. Why we need to become this way? i don't know..i got no right to ask.. maybe, their faces or what so called 'reputation' are more important than staying as a family. Well, i m not sad after all, is just, i need to feel afraid everytime..no secure..i m 20 this year, i understand what are happening around. They just make me feel disappointed actually. (Who cares). Sorry for my bad english here. I don't feel wanna share with my real friends around..sigh..my one week holiday mood was almost spoilt..I m quite lucky that i m going start my internship next monday..