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2008年9月15日 下午6點28分38秒my life
i have a pessimistic life, i am always lose of stress, but ihave a optimistic live.
my friends all only want join me when i am happy, no body wanna acompany me when i am unhappy. i am easy to going crazy.
i have many many trouble in my life, but no body wanna listen on me.
y i am always fell like as in bad luck, everytime what i am planing, that will got something break my dream, i don`t want like as that, plz let me have a usualy life, somethime i will thing in my mind like that, what i born on this world for?
maybe in my life is nothing at all until the end... i have a distance emotion, but i love her very much, i have a hard situation, and i hate it,i had many friends, but care of my vexed is few, i have a nice family, but i am always make disappoionted of themand always let them care about me. so what can i do for them, i am the useless guys.....
how could i stay my life with long like this, i have a dram but that is break...
i have a poor father. but i don`t want be a poor father and husband too, i want there life better than me, i will give then everything i got, but how?
how can i make my future better? i have no idea.....
somebody talk with me plz, i will going crazy and be a murderer. plz help me and take off my trouble...