2009年8月25日 上午7點59分25秒【Forgive】to someone

Time lapse.

One year ago,I sprinkled the seeds of pain like a plower

they broken throght the soil and grew up.

I got so many trees.

they all have themselfs name.

 

Former

U like calling me pigling with tender smlie

Bcz u said I can sleep all the day without disturbacen

Bcz u said I can eat so much when we came to Pizza hut

I know u know.

U know I need more sleep bcz hard learning.

U know I m thin.

Stay with me when I fall asleep.

hug me give me warm.

Bought many kinds of cate only for I like.                                                            

Dove Chocalate ,lollipop,and so on

But u were the past now

Former.

 

Oppression

I dare not let my friends my parents to know why I can’t accpet u anymore

They all think u love me so much.

After bronken,I felt the sky was grey,I felt the smile of people were cool.

I was so lonely.

I compelled myslfe to smile,I told myself that’s nothing.

just don’t wanna anyone worry about me.

My heart bleeds badly.

 

Reminiscence

The memories is a lake.

If u were subsidence more deep, the pain increased in intensity.

The memorise is bane.

It is in ur blood.

The time is key ,only use it can open the box of bane.

But u never know where was it and when did it work.

U just like a dying people.

Bcz the bane is fatal.

 

Grieved

Cry and cry at the night when only have myself.

Don’t wanna eat

Don’t wanna sleep

Don’t wanna walk

Don’t wanna speak

Don’t wanna think

Don’t wanna world

 

Irascibility

I became a lioness who had lost her status.

When I walked the same street which we had walked together

When I heard the music which we had heard together

Eating my heart out.

 No one give me hug.

No one tell me what should I do

I wanna myself strong.

 

Value

Someone asked me were u regret?

My answer was never.

I chose him.

That’s my way which I chose.

I find the feel just like u think u have one treasure,but many years later

Stand severe test

u found the treasure was phony.

But it had itselfs’ rediance once which let u feel so magnetic.

It will still in ur heart,never fade away.

 

Experience

That’s urs.

Costful,beautiful,immatrue,painful.

No matter good or bad ,that’s ur experience in ur life,

It teach u how to love ,how to be stronger then before,how to chose ur love which u really wanna.

Maybe it is the most beautiful love in ur life,the most veritable love in ur life.

That’s ur life send ur gift                             

We should say Thanks.

 

So I got seven trees.

Former,oppression,reminiscence,grieved,irascibility,value,experience

They teach me :Forgive.

By BAO

 

 

 

 

                                                           

                               

 

2009年8月24日 上午9點49分35秒【Nightmares】the lost

I always dream of such girl

white dress ,the long hair .

her hair is not black ,but a litter brown . ...

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