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2008年8月15日 上午4點55分36秒A-level result
they didn't let me down, i've let myself down.
if i was only a few marks away from the requirement grades, i will be upset, i will be frustrated. but after receiving my results, i actually felt relieved because i really hvn't done as well as i hoped for, not even close at all... but luckily i was reading one's msg on a leavers' book, saying that sometimes, even if you've done your best n you think the result would still be the same, it doesn't matter - as long as u don't regret wt u do... isn't that just luck that i read it b4 i got my result? becoz it has really given me strength... thank you.
i hv contacted the uni n ask for any alternative ways for getting in. but even if the outcome is still a 'no', i won't be upset anymore - becoz i just need to do my best in the next few years n make the most of it; so that i won't let myself down, n i won't let anyone down... the old saying is always: 'look for the future, the past has been passed, never look back'... yes! i hv let myself down in the last exam - the resulst are sersiously, BAD... but thinking back, i hv worked very hard on the exams... i hv been making lots of notes, looking through the past-paper... n sometimes it could hv just been luck or nerve... i m not going to blame anyone, not even myself, becoz i hv given it the best shot...
destiny... it hasn't been made for me; i m about to make it! the results might hv prooved that i m not made for studying - funny thing is, i m not upset about the bad results... becoz i realise i don't really care that much for results! wt i care is wt i dream of doing... n my dream doesn't depend on wt uni i go to... it depends on wt i do!
n i m still going for my dream!