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- 個人簡介:Where are you?
Where have you gone without me?
Ithought you care about me
Where are you?
Where is my heart?
Where is the dream that we have started?
I can't believe we parted
Where are you?
when we said goodbye love...
What had we to gain?
When i gave you my heart ,was it all in vain?
All life through, i must go on pretending?
Where is my heart ending?
Where are you my love?
where are you
where are you
..............................................
At night
At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true
At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left
At night I wish we could go to the way things were
At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended
At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I
At night I realize there's no more us
At night I dream of us together again
At night I wish for us to be together again
But in the morning I realize it was all
At Night
.........................................
Purity once had a name,
And beauty once had a face.
Life once had a meaning,
And once I was safe.
Once there was freedom,
And once I could laugh.
Happiness once was alive,
And once I had another half.
Once I shared her love,
Once I was by her side,
Once I felt I fitted,
So quickly that died.
Her grace so great,
Her beauty so vast,
All I ever wanted,
Was for it to last.
Fate maybe had another plan,
Or maybe she had another love,
But it all fell apart,
The hand too big for the glove.
Now it's all died away,
Happiness, joy, love; all memories.
Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,
With no light to guide my way.
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Why does the thought of death
The feeling of ending this life
The torture, the pain, the hurt
The discomfort I cause,
Why does it feel so right?
But the thought of the pain
The mechanics, the method
The hows and wherefores..
Why is that so beyond me,
my abilities, My confidence?
I know I would be better dead
All I care for is others
All I do is hurt others
All I want to do is leave others
To their lives away from me
Is my inability from caring?
Knowing the final act of hurt
The final ability to screw others
To give those who truly care
A pain even I haven't done before?
But they would recover
And they could see it was done
Maybe not consciously, but truly
For the best for them
And therefore the best for me.
Is it fear that stops me?
The inability to take the pain
I couldn't inflict on myself
The yellow man I am,
The quitter, never finishing the Job
So I carry on to conceal the feelings
Trying to do all I can for all
And still I hurt and give pain
Cause confusion wherever I go
That is why I pray to die.
- 語言:english, spanish,hebrow,arabic,thai
- 興趣愛好:sports
- 喜歡的音樂:hiphop and pop
- 喜歡的電視節目:discovery channel
- 喜歡的電影:so many
- 旅行過的地方:many places
- 我在尋找:friends
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2009年9月26日 5:37hopeand01@yahoo.com
nomy
23, 塞內加爾
Hello
My name is miss hope,i saw your profile today and became intrested in you,i will also like to know more about you meam while
i have some important to discosed with you,and if you can send an email to my email address,i will give you my pictures,this
is my email address ( hopeand01 @ya hoo.com ) I believe we can move from here i am Awaiting for your mail,please contact me
directly with my e-mail( hopeand01 @ya hoo.com ) i will be happy to here from you,soon
2009年9月29日 8:4Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
this is why i cant see you ..
cuz i can see you online here but not in yahoo or msn
cuz i can see you online here but not in yahoo or msn
2009年9月30日 19:10Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
yes , more time im here..
2009年10月1日 4:27Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
is it 7 hrs time difference between here and there?
2009年10月1日 21:35Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
then i think that now in ur place is morning
2009年10月4日 1:27Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
i can see you online on zorpia but i cant see you online on yahoo
2009年10月4日 19:11Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
yes, these days im so bust , just some times i can open yahoo for chat :)
2009年10月5日 4:47Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
i can see that you online on zorpia but not yahoo ...
work will never finish but life dose ..try to enjoy your life as much as you can
work will never finish but life dose ..try to enjoy your life as much as you can
2009年10月5日 16:20Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
thanq, sure ... but these days should be so active :)
2009年10月7日 3:41Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
why do you hsve to be active these days?anything special?
2009年10月10日 17:10Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
coz, im going to imagration and for it need toget some score
2009年10月12日 6:14Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hell
why do you have to be active if you going to immgration?
r u trying to apply for job there or plan to travel abroad?
r u trying to apply for job there or plan to travel abroad?
2009年10月12日 19:46Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
apply for job... should do work for it
2009年10月13日 4:45Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
r u trying to apply for government job or its normal processes for your guy to go to the immgration anytime you wanna apply for work?
2009年10月13日 16:45Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
yes, i have barrister for it too , sure i want ajob in Canada
2009年10月13日 17:47Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
canada is nice place to live and work at .....
do you have any relative in canada?
do you have any relative in canada?
2009年10月13日 18:57Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
no, i dont have
2009年10月14日 5:36Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
o.k ...r u planing to go on working visa or juz wanna visit and try to find job over there and stay after that?
2009年10月14日 21:51Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
im going to live there
2009年10月15日 22:37Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
r u going as an immgrant?
2009年10月17日 18:4Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
yesss
2009年10月20日 3:49Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
cool....when do you think you will be going?
wht part of cananda you will be at?
wht part of cananda you will be at?
2009年10月22日 8:59Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
i think that after 2 years , captal city
2009年10月22日 21:6Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
o.k
canada is nice place but its very cold there
canada is nice place but its very cold there
2009年10月25日 8:53Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
yes, i'd like cold place, i hate hot place
2009年10月26日 18:29Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
yeah i remember you told me that before ...
how is the situation there now?
how is the situation there now?
2009年10月26日 19:18Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
good i think :D
2009年10月30日 1:29Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
yeah i think so too cuz i dont see anything in the news for while ...
2009年10月30日 11:25Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
yes
2009年11月1日 16:36Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
r u married?
2009年11月1日 19:7Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
im divorcing
2009年11月4日 1:41Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
im very sorry to hear that ...
you got any kids?
you got any kids?
2009年11月4日 19:32Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
its ok, yes, one son
2009年11月12日 6:25Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
juz droped by to say hi
i didnt hear anything from you for sometime ..
i didnt hear anything from you for sometime ..
2009年11月12日 11:8Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
Hello
thanx, my son is 12 years old..
no, im muslim ... but im not agree with hijab
thanx, my son is 12 years old..
no, im muslim ... but im not agree with hijab
2009年11月17日 3:48Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
i have question for you ...i hope you dont mind anwering it ..
why did you decide to contact me here?
why did you decide to contact me here?
2009年11月17日 17:45Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
oh no,, just i was busy for this i've late answered u ..seems u are good person too, for this i repling u
2009年11月18日 22:6Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
i see your online in zorpia...r u online on msn or yahoo also?
2009年11月19日 14:3Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
no, just here, some times i open it
2009年11月23日 17:2Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
o.k no problem...
i was lookin at your profile the other day and i saw you got nice pictures in there..
heheheheheh
i was lookin at your profile the other day and i saw you got nice pictures in there..
heheheheheh
2009年11月23日 18:49Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
oh, thanq ;P
2009年11月24日 13:16Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
its good to see you online here ...
how is your day been so far?
how is your day been so far?
2009年11月24日 13:35Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
thanxx, my day wasnt so bad
2009年11月25日 16:1Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
glad to hear that ...
do you like to exchange phone numbers?
do you like to exchange phone numbers?
2009年11月26日 15:57Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
oh my lisining english isnt so good
2009年11月28日 16:37Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
do you speak any arabic?
you writing skil is good...
you writing skil is good...
2009年11月29日 17:15Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
thanx, i learn alittle arabic, im going to learn chinese too ;)
2009年12月2日 22:45Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
wht made you intrested in learning chinese?
its very hard language to learn
its very hard language to learn
2009年12月5日 4:27Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
yes,i know , i like to learn every time
2009年12月5日 14:47Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
once i tried to learn chinese but it drove me crazy...so i stoped it
im learning french now.
im learning french now.
2009年12月8日 16:55Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
oh, really?
2009年12月9日 5:29Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
yeah... i love learning other languages..its kinda habit now.. im learning french and sign language now.
i already speak 4 languages ..
heheheeehe
i already speak 4 languages ..
heheheeehe
2009年12月10日 6:32Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
really? great ? which once?
4天前Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
its fun to learn new languages .. plus it wil help me get good job when i graduate from school....
4天前Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
:)
2天前Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
well i guess arabic is very helpfull with my major ..cuz im studying criminal justice and the language skill will help me get good job with the government...
2天前Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
good, i learn it alittle too
2009年11月18日 22:0Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
thax for your thought abt me ...im juz normal person ..simple guy ..one thing i hate is lie ..i cant stand pple who lies...
how is work with you these day?
how is work with you these day?
2009年11月13日 4:20Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
god bless him ...
you seems kind open mined person ..its hard to find pple like that these days ...
how is work ?
you seems kind open mined person ..its hard to find pple like that these days ...
how is work ?
2009年11月17日 17:44Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
thanxx, im an engineer (computer software) and drive trainer too
2009年8月2日 19:13Narges
hi ……………………………………………………………………

you can join to my group: http://en.groups.zorpia.com/group/honest_groups
and free talk ,there are many subjectes for, exlapmle : ***** When was the first time you fell in love?**** true talk , love in net , and ….. , u can offer subject too
thanx
2009年8月27日 2:37Re: hello
nice major ....
you ever traveled abroad?
you ever traveled abroad?
2009年8月27日 20:45Re: Re: hello
thanq, yes, i i did, suriya, lebnan, india
2009年8月28日 4:32Re: Re: Re: hello
i heard benanon is nice place to visit ...
which one did you like the most?
which one did you like the most?
2009年8月28日 20:32Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
lebnan is so nice place and india too
2009年8月31日 5:1Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
i visit india for 3 hrs only when i traveled from jordan to thailand ..i had transit in india ..i smelled curry as soon as i landed ..hehehehehe
2009年9月4日 20:44Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
yes, i did too, its poor country
2009年9月5日 5:14Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
yeah its very poor country ...
but i heard GOA is nice island ..i might visit that place oneday ..
but i heard GOA is nice island ..i might visit that place oneday ..
2009年9月6日 17:5Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
yes, i like to visit india again
2009年9月7日 5:35Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
when do you have plan to visit india again?
i will have my vacation trip to asia by next month ...
hehehehe
i will have my vacation trip to asia by next month ...
hehehehe
2009年9月7日 20:14Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
oh nice, maybe after 2 months , for nice weather, i cant live in hot weather ;)
2009年9月10日 6:2Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
how is the weather in iran?
i like hot weather cuz im used to it ..i was living in thailand for while so i get used to hot weather
i like hot weather cuz im used to it ..i was living in thailand for while so i get used to hot weather
2009年9月11日 21:23Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
the weather is so nice hear , but i dont like hot weather , i hate perspiration :))
2009年9月13日 17:36Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
the weather here is getting cold also ..i dont lke winter .its too cold for me and im not used to cold yet ..
2009年9月14日 9:42Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hello
no no , its goood , just feeling cold .. snow, wow , i love it
2009年9月14日 22:29Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hell
dose it snow where you live?
here where i live dosent snow alot ...
but its very cold during winter
here where i live dosent snow alot ...
but its very cold during winter
2009年9月15日 4:27Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
yes, sure , it dose, yes, i agree with u cold without snow isnt nice :))
2009年9月16日 17:4Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
i was living in northen iraq which was very close to iran and we used to have snow every winter..
do you have msn or yahoo massenger?
do you have msn or yahoo massenger?
2009年9月16日 19:48Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
yes, i have
2009年9月18日 5:37Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
can i add you?
2009年9月18日 10:28Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
yes, its ok
2009年9月20日 0:55Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
whts your id?
2009年9月20日 18:55Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
My ids are:zorpians_friends@yahoo.com
And
I_will_magic_u@hotmail.com
2009年9月21日 16:33Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
thax for the id ..
mine ...gazwaan@hotmail.com
melad_backouse@yahoo.com
mine ...gazwaan@hotmail.com
melad_backouse@yahoo.com
2009年9月24日 22:3Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
welcome ...
2009年9月25日 16:27Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:
r u online now?
2009年8月15日 19:15Re: hello
good to hear that everything is good there ...
over here is good too ...
wish you gr8 day
over here is good too ...
wish you gr8 day
2009年8月16日 13:30Re: Re: hello
thanx alot , too
2009年8月21日 1:46Re: Re: Re: hello
wht do you do for living?
2009年6月24日 6:23Re: Re: hey
Jessica
18, Vergina, 美國
ha ha ha ha see dear , i understand that you are not from Japan , but united state looks nice on u if u say you are from there coz you looks tall and sweet :)
ok i don't want to make your complement otherwise you will get more proud that even you won't talk with me , you will say oh she is not nice like me ha ha ha a
kidding , no dear not my pic .
ok i don't want to make your complement otherwise you will get more proud that even you won't talk with me , you will say oh she is not nice like me ha ha ha a
kidding , no dear not my pic .
2009年6月24日 7:18Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hey
Jessica
18, Vergina, 美國
thanks i did add you . see u there
2009年6月24日 7:25Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hey
o.k
im online now
im online now
2009年6月24日 7:45Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hey
Jessica
18, Vergina, 美國
i added you but you are not showen on line now .
2009年6月24日 18:37Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hey
i was online ..then i thught you might not come online so i went off to go to bed...
wht is your id?
wht is your id?
2009年6月25日 3:51Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hey
Jessica
18, Vergina, 美國
hello ,
get mine
fara_sadat@yahoo.com
get mine
fara_sadat@yahoo.com
2009年6月25日 3:55Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hey
i added you already ...im online now
2009年6月25日 3:59Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hey
Jessica
18, Vergina, 美國
my dear sweet friend i am also online but u don't see you here :(
2009年6月25日 4:1Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hey
you seems offline to me or it says pending request ..
do you have msn?
do you have msn?
2009年6月24日 7:13Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hey
Jessica
18, Vergina, 美國
yeah , i use yahoo. if you like you can give me urs ID
2009年6月24日 7:15Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hey
o.k
melad_backouse@yahoo.com
melad_backouse@yahoo.com














2009年11月13日 0:36hi!