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mataveeçš„ä¸»é http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee Fri, 18 Dec 2009 08:28 EST Fri, 18 Dec 2009 08:28 EST Zorpia.com I am http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1888204 <blockquote>"I never pretend to be something I'm not"You get what you see when you see what I've got We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl"I know exactly where I stand"And all I can do is be true to myselfI don't need permission from nobody else'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl "I know exactly who I am" (+ ^_^ =) <pre align="center"> </pre></blockquote> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1888204 Sat, 14 Mar 2009 01:38 EST I might run away http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1866370 What should I do about the promise that we had made a deal, to just get to know each other. I thought I could do it, with no regrets if we cannot go along; we can still know each other. And the days had passed; * I'm fallen * for you. Meanwhile, you realize I am not the one for you. "Let us be the same" you asked back for what was said. Can we still be friends?â€With the hurt this painful, I probably can't take it.I cannot do as said, as given in the deal. I might run away.Don't come looking for me, give me time. As of now, I cannot meet you. I'm sorry for not being able to do so.Please forgive me. There'll be a day things shall return, time may heal the pain. I will try to be the same. When it gets better, I will come back to meet you as before. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1866370 Mon, 22 Dec 2008 21:13 EST silence http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1865421 somebody said... " no sound in this world can be more louder than silence..and.. if no-one can't understand your silence, they can never understand your words.."  what about you honey ? Do you understand my silence? * i miss you * Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1865421 Fri, 19 Dec 2008 05:38 EST â˜ Ð¼ Î¹ Å¡ Ñ‚ Ä Ðº Ñ” ÅŸ â˜ http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1852912 <div align="center"><pre align="center"><a>â˜ Ð¼ Î¹ Å¡ Ñ‚ Ä Ðº Ñ” ÅŸ â˜ </a> <a href="http://photos.zorpia.com/matavee/photo/31015338.5b7592"><img border="0" src="http://org92.zorpia.com/0/4846/31015338.5b7592.jpg" alt="Zorpia Photo Sharing: Free Unlimited Storage & Bandwidth" /></a> <a></a> we make them</pre><pre align="center"> we blame </pre><pre align="center"> we avoid</pre><pre align="center"> we learn</pre><div align="left"> </div><div align="center"><pre> mistakes are</pre></div><pre align="center"> a part of life</pre><div align="left"> </div><pre align="left"> but why</pre><pre align="left"> do we tend</pre><pre align="left"> to recommit</pre><pre align="left"> them expecting</pre><pre align="left"> different results</pre><div align="left"> </div><pre align="left"> I think it depends</pre><pre align="left"> on what the situation is</pre><pre align="left"> and who is involved</pre><div align="left"> </div><pre align="left"> but one thing that</pre><pre align="left"> is a constant is that</pre><pre align="left"> we grow from pain</pre><div align="left"> </div><pre align="left"> for if we go blindly</pre><pre align="left"> through our journey</pre><pre align="left"> and do not appreciate</pre><pre align="left"> the rare and priceless</pre><pre align="left"> gifts we encounter </pre><pre align="left"> along the way</pre><div align="left"> </div><pre align="left"> that is the biggest</pre><pre align="left"> mistake we can make</pre> </div><div align="center"><pre><a>  </a></pre></div><a></a> <div align="center"><a href="http://photos.zorpia.com/matavee/photo/31015564.3f2320"><img border="0" alt="Zorpia Photo Sharing: Free Unlimited Storage & Bandwidth" src="http://org92.zorpia.com/0/4846/31015564.3f2320.jpg" /></a><pre align="center"><a>â˜ Ð¼ Î¹ Å¡ Ñ‚ Ä Ðº Ñ” ÅŸ â˜ </a></pre><a> </a></div> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1852912 Fri, 07 Nov 2008 08:29 EST Ramadan Kareem http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1832303 <div align="center"><a href="http://s168.photobucket.com/albums/u164/arr_matavee/Ramadan%20Kareem/?action=view&current=29737274c42e18-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img border="0" src="http://i168.photobucket.com/albums/u164/arr_matavee/Ramadan%20Kareem/29737274c42e18-1.jpg" alt="Photobucket" /></a></div>  Ramadan kareem to all my dear sisters and brothers around the world...  May Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala give us all the tavfiik to benefit from this blessed month  and may all our acts of worship be accepted by him most high.... Amin.  <div align="center"><a target="_blank" href="http://s168.photobucket.com/albums/u164/arr_matavee/Islamxforxlife/?action=view&current=Ramadan_Kareem-1-1.jpg"><img border="0" alt="Photobucket" src="http://i168.photobucket.com/albums/u164/arr_matavee/Islamxforxlife/Ramadan_Kareem-1-1.jpg" /></a></div> Religion & Ethics http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1832303 Thu, 28 Aug 2008 13:49 EST ~ I Love u Mom ~ http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1827546 What 'Mother' Means M... is for the million things she gave me O... means only that she's growing old T... is for the tears she shed to save me  H... is for her heart of purest gold E... is for her eyes, with love-light shining R... means right, and right she'll always be. Put them all together, They spell "MOTHER" A word that means the world to me <a href="http://s168.photobucket.com/albums/u164/arr_matavee/?action=view&current=1209197489_f-1-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img border="0" src="http://i168.photobucket.com/albums/u164/arr_matavee/1209197489_f-1-1.jpg" alt="Photobucket" /></a> I love you Mom .... Happy Mother's day You are the Best of me Mommy <3 Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1827546 Mon, 11 Aug 2008 07:34 EST ~I love u Daddy~ http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1824220 I love you Daddy I love you Daddy I love you Daddy 28.07.2008 03:25 PM Stay Happy In Heaven I Love You Forever Daddy <3 <h2> </h2><h2> 28.07.2009 Daddy's First Year Death Anniversary</h2><h2>Daddy, </h2><h2>*I Love You*</h2><h2>one year past so fast... you know why</h2><h2>cuz you always here in my mind...we never far.</h2><h2>you may gone but never forgotten <3</h2><h2>*I Love You* also miss you so much.</h2><h2>Nothing to worry about us, everyone in our family </h2><h2>never forget you, just you know *we love you*</h2><h2> </h2><h2>Dad, you know...Mommy stronger than you think  :) </h2><h2>and now I know...How much She Loves You <3</h2><h2>sleep well Daddy... rest in peace for eternity.</h2><h2>*I Love You* </h2><h2> </h2><h2> </h2> <h2> </h2> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1824220 Tue, 29 Jul 2008 04:55 EST ... http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1804976 <a href="http://s168.photobucket.com/albums/u164/arr_matavee/other/?action=view&current=untitledoooo.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" src="http://i168.photobucket.com/albums/u164/arr_matavee/other/untitledoooo.jpg" border="0" /></a> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1804976 Sun, 18 May 2008 21:04 EST *Best Friend* http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1795465 <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px">.:Âº.:.*Best Friend*.:.Âº:.</div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (A)ccepts you as you are </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (B)elieves in you </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (C)razy friend</div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (D)oesn't give up on you </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (E)nvisions the whole of you(even the unfinished parts) </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (F)orgives your mistakes </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (G)ives unconditionally </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (H)elps you </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (I)nvites you over </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (J)ust be with you</div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (K)eeps you close at heart </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (L)oves you for who you are </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (M)akes a difference in your life </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (N)ever Judges </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (O)ffer support </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (P)icks you up </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (Q)uiets your fears </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (R)aises your spirits </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (S)ays nice things about you </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (T)ells you the truth when you need to hear it </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (U)nderstands you</div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (V)oice for me when I need it</div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (W)alks beside you </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (X)plains thing you don't understand </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (Y)ells when you won't listen and </div> <div style="MARGIN-LEFT: 5px"> (Z)aps you back to reality</div> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1795465 Sat, 19 Apr 2008 01:07 EST áƒ¦Adwin_I love u Brotheráƒ¦ http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1791942 Adwin ..dont know what to say Brother Cuz Im silly now ... huhhhh!!! Lol :D :P Serious Sh*t I feel it but cant prove it out ...just same same word.. that I said to you everyday "I LOVE U Brother" only one word ..Lol..Im sad now..Huuuuhh!! Serious Sh*t Im Crying GGrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! I will miss you Brother Try your best for work ...I never far. Take Care of you and Buzzzz me all the time when you need someone support you.."Duhh" .."Huhh".. "Yes??".. "Serious Sh*t" all of them remind me about you.. "Sis" you called me just to say 'I love U'  I do the same brother 'I love U' too *Tight Hugs* take good care brother *Muwahhhhh* * * **Dedicated for Adwin  one of my brothers on Zorpia** Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1791942 Tue, 08 Apr 2008 12:44 EST Random Sh*T (thks someone lol rr ) http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1790756 <a href="http://s168.photobucket.com/albums/u164/arr_matavee/leavemealone/?action=view&current=untitled06-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i168.photobucket.com/albums/u164/arr_matavee/leavemealone/untitled06-1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a> <a href="http://s168.photobucket.com/albums/u164/arr_matavee/leavemealone/?action=view&current=untitled09-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i168.photobucket.com/albums/u164/arr_matavee/leavemealone/untitled09-1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1790756 Sat, 05 Apr 2008 05:42 EST ~O.o~ http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1787630 Welcome Back My Best Friend " what falls from the sky earth will hold " " Dedicated for Born In Hell " Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1787630 Thu, 27 Mar 2008 18:40 EST O.O wherever u are O.O http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1786362 Hey!! Yellow hat  (^_~) When I am hurt I tell you my pain When I am lost You are there to show me the way When times seem to get rough You some how seem to show up We might not get along but we try the best we can But no matter what we always seem to get throw the bad times I hope we remain friends Even when the road starts to end Lets stay friends like we were from the start And I mean every word from the heart P.S. Come back when u found ur Wallet  (^_^) *Love u CraZy Friend* *BiG  HuGs*    ***Dedicated for ONE of my BEST FRIENDS*** "Born In Hell" O.o LOL missing u terrible try ur best then back early all of ur friends still waiting u here. lol BoOoo  o.O Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1786362 Mon, 24 Mar 2008 06:42 EST Power Of Friendship http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1786119 The power of friendship is much stronger than meets the eye.  It's something special to each other  and every person. But the sad things in our life is that some people aren't really true friends. The thing that hurts me the most is knowing that . . . There are lier's out there   and they pretend to be your friend. But this goes out to all you guys, you all are great friends! and i am glad you are there for me!! thanks guys! **Dedicated for all of my Good friends you all make me stronger & I can past one more step to lives my life** Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1786119 Sun, 23 Mar 2008 11:07 EST "The Pretender" http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1785450 <address>"Keep you in the dark"</address> <address> </address> <address>You know they all pretend </address> <address> </address> <address> And so it all began </address> <address> </address> <address> Send in your skeletons </address> <address> </address> <address>Sing as their bones come marching in...again</address> <address></address> <address>They need you buried deep</address> <address> The secrets that you keep are at the ready </address> <address> </address> <address> Are you ready? </address> <address> </address> <address> I'm finished making sense </address> <address> </address> <address> Done pleading Ignorance </address> <address> </address> <address>That whole...defense </address> <address> </address> <address> Spinning infinity, Guy </address> <address> The wheel is spinning me </address> <address>  It's never-ending, Same old story </address> <address></address> <address> What if I say I'm not like the others? </address> <address>  What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays</address> <address></address> <address>"You're the pretender"</address> <address></address> <address>What if I say I will never surrender?</address> <address>  "I'm the face that you have to face"</address> <address>  </address> <address>So who are you?  who are you?  </address> <address> </address> <address>"Keep you in the dark" </address> <address> </address> <address>You know they all pretend </address> <address> </address> <address>"You're the pretender"</address> <address></address> <address></address> <address>(Dedicated for)</address> <address> <a href="http://www.zorpia.com/withouthope">http://www.zorpia.com/withouthope</a></address> <address></address> <address>Goodbye The Pretender</address> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/matavee/journal/1785450 Fri, 21 Mar 2008 08:30 EST