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2008年6月8日 上午2點38分05秒It's complicated
This week I have complicated temper.
This Tuesday and Wednesday,I had a monthly exam.
Unfortunately,I mess all of things.
It seems that I feel that I was even far from my goal.
Even my most confident subject-English,I just got eighty.
though,I told myself ' it's not big deal to fail the exam',
I still did not cry until my teacher asked me why I got this score.
Not only a physics teacher but a biological teacher asked me the some question.
I feel shame and hopeless.
I know that my teachers are concern about me ,thus ,they wonder about what is going on me.
But,I have no idea why I got an'amazing' score.
After the exam,I stuck in awful thought that would not go away.
I compared with no one but myself.
The reason why I so sorrowful is I fail to much.
Why I always fall down before I become success?
Can I keep walking without fall?
Recently,it become more ridiculous for me to face this sort of things.
Am I numb ,are't me?I feel little guity in my mind with the time passed.
Maybe is why I make mistake all the time.