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2009年4月26日 上午3點20分18秒nothing
Actually,these days I feel upset....
I don't know why,maybe I'm only too sensative.
I don't know how to say about this kind of situation.
I know there are lots of obstacles,but I think mybe it will happen someday.
Sometimes,I feel it is ridiculous to chase an unreal dream,but I can't help but believe it.
I hope it could be real even if it have to spend my whole life.
Nonetheless,I think it worth for waiting and I am willing to wait.
2009年2月14日 上午11點50分46秒meaningful trip
It was 2006 that I just graduated from junior high school. I went to the U.S.A during my summer vacation. I lived neither a host family nor a boarding school. Instead, I lived with my relatives in Taxes. Without urgent schedule, I can be just like an American teenage girl there rather than a tourist .I can hand out with friends or shopping all day long. Best of all, I can attend summer camps. It was the greatest opportunity that I can experience an authentic American teenage life. One of those fantastic camps I like most was the “church camp: escape”.
Since we arrived to the campsite, counselors divided us into different teams. Initially, I was so afraid if I made no friend because of my shyness. When I was stuck over depressive emotion, a sweet girl called Anna tapped on my shoulder. Not only did she show me her kindness, but also introduce many friends for me. She was so enthusiastic that she swept my worriment away. Although, we were not at the same team, she had already inspired my motivation of discovery. Despite of the fact that I was an introvert, I decided to give myself a chance.
For the sake of Christian camp, what we have to do was read a bible and worship every morning. As far as I was concerned, it’s really awkward to sing and read for two hours. Moreover, “God’s words” are all in English, it might be a torture for me to read amounts of vocabulary. Strange to say, I love this ceremony after I experience it. In spite of reading tough English, they taught me gently and patiently. Besides, what they song were so impressive that I do like the period of “quite time”. I think it is a magic of religion. Soon after that I became one part of them.
The food was pretty simple there, especially breakfast. Such as scramble eggs, bacon and sausage were essential for them. Basically, they almost eat the same food in the morning. In addition to salad, you can hardly find other vegetables in their meals. But you could easily see bodies of meant there. I think it was because they have lots of activities to do.
You are totally exhausted after being abundant of activities. We competed with other teams through various games including swimming, arrow, Frisbee, volleyball, basketball, dodge ball and some exercise I had ever played before. All of them need team work. You can’t accomplishment missions without others’ help. It’s really a great chance for me to have fun with them.
Even until night, there were fabulous activities you could enjoy every single night. Something really special I won’t forget. For example, there was a party you wore nothing but swimsuit. It held at a swimming pool beside the playground. They also invited a rock band. People could choose to play in the water or talk to your friends. It was really awesome and I live it up at that night.
Just like we curious about the West, they were interesting in the Orient culture. For instance, they often asked me how to speak in Chinese or want me to write their name into Chinese. After getting along with those coolest guys for one week, I found it was not just a camp. To my amazement, not only their appearance but also their mind was mature than they real ages. That’s because culture and life experience made them strong. They have to face and get through it. By virtue of that reason, they completely knew what they want. Joining camps are small part of their life. It was a opportunity to cultivate themselves become a real person. Because they know studying is not the only thing in life. Something wonderful things are waiting for you to explore.
2008年6月8日 上午2點38分05秒It's complicated
This week I have complicated temper.
This Tuesday and Wednesday,I had a monthly exam.
Unfortunately,I mess all of things.
It seems that I feel that I was even far from my goal.
Even my most confident subject-English,I just got eighty.
though,I told myself ' it's not big deal to fail the exam',
I still did not cry until my teacher asked me why I got this score.
Not only a physics teacher but a biological teacher asked me the some question.
I feel shame and hopeless.
I know that my teachers are concern about me ,thus ,they wonder about what is going on me.
But,I have no idea why I got an'amazing' score.
After the exam,I stuck in awful thought that would not go away.
I compared with no one but myself.
The reason why I so sorrowful is I fail to much.
Why I always fall down before I become success?
Can I keep walking without fall?
Recently,it become more ridiculous for me to face this sort of things.
Am I numb ,are't me?I feel little guity in my mind with the time passed.
Maybe is why I make mistake all the time.
2008年2月20日 上午10點44分20秒凱薩大帝
剛剛看完'凱薩大帝'
不知道是不是主演凱薩的杰瑞米西斯托演的非常有魅力
深深的吸引我
讓我突然想更了解凱薩
更想去翻歷史課本
不過我發現國中可本裡提到的凱薩
只有說到他有軍事長才卻因獨裁而遭刺殺這部份
之後就被義子屋大維取代
在高中裡發現歷史老師的講義
補充資料'前三雄與後三雄'中
有提到比較多凱薩
雖然和電影有些出入
但還蠻開心的~至少有找到一些有關凱薩的資料
大部分的課本裡都說凱薩是位獨裁者....
不過看完電影後我卻有不同的想法
甚至不知為什麼
我反而很喜歡凱薩
我並不覺得它是真的這麼壞的人
至少最初的他不是
他有謀略有勇氣並深愛她的妻子
可以說我被影片迷住了吧!
一開始他並沒有被列在蘇拉的黑名單中
但他為了救他的岳父(我想是因為深愛他妻子的緣故吧)
而成了罪犯被抓(How brave he was!)
不過因為龐培看他未來會有大作為
就騙了蘇拉 救了凱薩一命
凱薩本身就非常的有學問
軍事長才更是不用說
他和第一位妻子有一個女兒 茱莉亞
在兩年的逃亡期間妻子或許是因為思念過度
在凱薩回羅馬後不久就死了
凱薩十分疼愛她的女兒
本身就是貴族身份的他幫女兒茱莉亞請了老師
茱莉亞不僅博學多聞且遺傳了爸爸凱薩一種特殊的魅力
(或許就是公明老師所說「領導者一種獨特的魅力」吧！)
最後和龐培結婚 也因此使凱薩有了出戰高盧的機會
他果然在高盧之役後 聲勢達到鼎盛
但這八年中茱莉亞卻因為難產而死了
龐培和凱薩是好友是親家卻也是敵人
最後龐培死在埃及人手中
獲許是受到羅馬人的大力擁戴
一些在元老院的反對者決定要推翻他並策劃刺殺的計畫
但我覺得凱薩雖然擁有羅馬民眾的擁戴並推舉他為王
他卻說他不稱王 這一切是屬於全體羅馬人民的這些話我覺得感動
他真的為了羅馬付出了很多
在高盧之役也真的很辛苦 瞬間蒼老了許多
他做了這麼多 讓他享受一下權力和榮耀 應該不為過吧?
而那些元老院的官員都是貴族出生從來沒上過戰場
他們分明是怕凱薩會因此剝奪他們的個人利益 因反對而反對
真的很過分!!
他帶軍隊如帶朋友一般
沒糧食時和她們一同喝水
和他們患難與共 同站在同一陣線
另外，卡托是自殺 幹麻牽扯到凱薩
而龐培也不是他殺的 是因為埃及人想要討好凱薩
不明事理就莽撞的殺了龐陪
最後還被解讀為那些暗殺者是凱薩的手下
凱薩He wanted world peace!他原本想和龐培講和的
卻在那些元老院的大老討撥下
連他信任的布魯特斯在最後也加入了刺殺他的行動中
當然，凱薩也有他一些我不能認同的地方
說好聽一點像是他為了擴充羅馬版圖使羅馬更富強
和美艷的埃及女王克利歐帕特拉結婚
這對在他在第一位妻子死後又有再娶第二位妻子非常不公平
但若姑且相信他真的是為羅馬帝國著想而出此下策
那他就真的是一位很好的政治家、軍事家
至少我是這麼認為
最後一幕凱薩被刺殺
當他看當他看到所信任的布魯特斯也在其中
已經被刺多刀的凱薩滿身是血的看著他
我是多麼的不忍...他就這樣死去了....
這一幕我真的很想哭...
他真的讓我很敬佩
或許是因為我歷史不好吧!不知道它到底有多壞有多獨裁
會讓這麼多人想殺他
也或許是該佩服演戲的人演的太好了
這麼英勇的傳奇人物就這麼死在元老院的大廳中...
總之，看完這片，我對凱薩改觀
也開始對羅馬、埃及....和那時候的歷史變的有興趣
接下來的後三頭(屋大維、安東尼、雷必達)也想必是個有趣的故事!