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2007年1月30日 下午2點55分57秒complicated...
I suddenly think of avril's song...
" y u wana make things so complicated?"
tis is REALI REALI drivin me nutz!!!
oh..im 18 tis yr...bt i nvr have my own bedroom...
i nvr have my own wardrobe...
i nvr have my own study table...
oh...mb im a little bit greedy...
or im jz selfish...
or im jz contentious...
i dun care wd u think abt me...
cos i lost faith in u...
u guys nvr trusted me b4..eva...
y??? y tis thing hapen to me!!!
urgh!!...sigh...
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ok...calm down...tis is no big deal...
papa n mama...im reali sorry if ive acted so selfishly...
BUT!! i jz cudnt stand it anymor...
i wan my own privacy...
plz...i dun wana share any bedroom anymor..
i dun lik d stuff being place to their own...
n u guys shud noe dat d spider nvr stops building webs....
cos tis is a shophouse...their r cobwebs everywher...
fine i can clean it myself anyway...
wadsoeva~
but jz y??
y u guys reali lik to make things so complicated??
FINE....i reali duno wad im tokin rite nw...
neither do i noe wad im writin nw...
ish...can at least a person,or anyone dat cud understand me??
*sigh*
=_=
2007年1月25日 下午2點49分47秒car accident....
tis is totally absurd...
i wen for my drivin test today...
n i met sumtin datz reali shock me to death....
my drivin centre is at matang ther...
n if anyone go ther b4 shud noe thers a pondok infront of d carpark....
[ which used to b a canteen ]
so...therz one stupid malay guy...luks lik 30+...
hu actuali mistaken d oil pedal as brake pedal...
at 1st...i tot he is jz careles...
cos d hol kancil ran over d bump...
i wonder did he realize how many lives were standin inside d pondok???..
d jpj raise his hand to warn him to stop...
i gues dat guy too nervous..
he juz kept steppin d oil pedal...
n d car crash into d pondok....
d JPJ was dumfounded...bcos he was jz infront of dat kancil..
al d ppl inside d pondok run for their lives...
without second tot...d jpj jz push d table in front and ran outside to avoid d kancil...
AND!!!! as for me...i was standing at d back...
tis is d mos appalling sight i eva seen...
now i reali understand y d actress in al movie rooted to d ground wen therz car comin over....
i was d same...rooted to d ground...BUT!..
fortunately i managed to turn away...
damn..i trip over a chair n fell down...
d car "long" into d tiang n fell into d drain...
OMG...tis is a life scene car accident i eva witness...
i punteng so nervous for my drvin test...
bt after witness tis..huh... my mind totaly blank...
tankgodnes nobody hurt...
bt onli me fell down n gt bruise n scratches al over my hand...
how funny izit...nobody injured bt me..!
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poor little guy...i think hes black-listed ledi...
d jpj reali unhappy about tis accident..
i reali curious how his tutor teach him to drive..
n yet call him for drivin test b4 he even gt ready...
tis is so stupid...
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mos funny of all....i bcum famous bcoz of tis accident..
"hey r u d gal fell down juz nw?"..*sweat*
"r u okay?"....mos jpj officer ask me tis wen they saw me...
urgh...
for the sake of god....i pass my drivin test eventually...
haahaz...XD
2007年1月10日 下午2點48分24秒Funny...
Haih...jz nw wen to cinema watch movie..
erm...i wen 2gethr wif elysia, stella & yanxin..
a hol new branch of weird group..x)
wow...tis is d 1st time my dad let me watch movie at nite..
quite surprise bt happy too..
gt a feelin of contentment..hahaz..XD
bt veli disappointed cuz i cant watch ghost movie..
tis is bcoz elysia is freak of horror movie..
aiya..mis a gud chance...
cuz nxt time duno wen wil go watch again..
*sigh* bt nvm....
wel...we watch d Sinking of Japan..
ngaiti..totally dull..
i mean..d graphic is nice...al d sound effect n de..
BUT...too many climax...n it bcums so bored...
no surprise...nothin dat makes me excited..
unlike watchin ghost movie...it makes us thrilled...
wel...its onli my point of view...
yanxin complaint durin d movie..say wana fell asleep lor..
as for stella, she sumtimes giggled al d way...
n i feel lik laughin too wen ppl at d bac seat cried out "WOW"...
u noe why???
cuz theres a scene abt a guy kiss dat gal...
huh...=.=! nd o nt...i mean its so common anyway..
atlas..d movie end...n we see tiok stella's uncle hol family..
d world is reali "round"..we ll meet sumday anywher..
after watchin d movie..yanxin & stella wan to sing oh..
walao...tis is unblivable..
they wen to d K-box..
oh my god...so many lakia..
elysia n me cudnt stand it anymor..
bt since stella insist so boh pien..
wow..i think my ears nearly deaf..so do elysia...
al d lakia sang song wif piercin voice n broken vocal..
we wen into a smal cubicle..
n den...we choose songs..
finaly choose F.I.R de song..
yanxin sang til voice broke ki..ahahaz..
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tok abt my future...
i think i wil probably end up in Form six...
but i dun wan ler...cuz i dun wana wear uniform again..
but i duno study wad courses wor..
confused...hmph...*sigh*...
elysia go australia..lihung & stella go to swinburne..
ahling n me stil duno..
aih...hop i get gud result in spm...
den everything gona b easy...
*praying hard*
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As a conclusion...
i hop i can watch ghost movie wif him...
its reali hard to find sumone dat noes wad i think abt..
n enjoy watchin ghost movie 2gethr...
juz hop so i wil hav dat chance in d future..
*reali hope so*
2007年1月1日 上午4點18分31秒bored....
Today i woke up..:oh, its new year...!
new year...haiz..year 2007...
i wonder hw am i suppose ter spend tis year..
anothr bz year? unmeaningless year? or an eventful year?
continue frm las journal...
my relationship wit dad turnin fine nw..
um..apart frm dat..
wel..everytin seems too "fine"...
wadsoeva...im damn bored til i duno wad im tokin abt..
haih..yesterday i jz took my 5th drivin lesson..
i reali hate roundabout..sienz..
dunno y dat kancil car...rainin gok wor..
owwes scould by my sifu..ish..
my sifu told me to rest a hol week...
" a whole week!!"...he wen vacation for a whole week..
datz mean i cudnt take my drivin test nxt week...
probably i hav to wait til the end of the month..@#%$*
sienz...im so bored..everyday is so boring...
everyday raining...raining n raining...
as for me,
repeating d same routine again n again..
its everyday...urgh..
im findin job nw...
juz wish me gud luck....
i duno y my parentz owes make it so complicated...
juz so...errr...haih..
im barely bcum a dead fish...
grounded in tis little house...
oh gosh..wad am i tokin abt..
anyway..i feel more upset after writin tis journal..
is tis called 'distraught'?