網誌
2009年5月10日 上午3點16分25秒Im back again~
Okay, I think it has been months I didn't log into this account. I was extremely busy in real life. Time passes so fast and now I'm 20 years old. Just a glance and suddenly I was engaged into a relationship and broke up again. Pathetic. Is it so hard to find the right guy?
I'm SUPPOSED to finish my assignments last night, but I couldn't because I really dunno how to complete it. My mind is totally blank. I lied to him that my work only left 20 percent whereas the truth is that I still got 40 percent incomplete. Ya ya,,i know I shouldn't blog at this moment. But, I just couldn't resist on the verge of blogging. I am in deep shit right now. It's mother's day and I haven't shop for the present and tonnes of work waiting for me to do. OMGGGGG.....
Happie Mother's Day everyone~
will update soon, miss you all~
2008年10月15日 下午3點58分58秒Im back!
Hello guys!!
Yeah its me..im back..very sorry for dint manage tis account for so long...
life is unpredictable..and life is about making choices and deciding options..
which option shud i choose? which one is better?
I dont know..haiz...
Recently, been brooding over a matter.."why i care so much" is the thing i'm so fed up..reali annoying..just cant find a possible explanation..=.=
Haiz...will be back for more actions!
Till then bye!!
2008年8月28日 下午1點15分08秒OMFG!!!
I'm so stress!!!
Help me!!!
YTTT!!!
HELP ME!!!
faint~
2008年8月14日 上午5點27分10秒Haiz...
Seriously in need of talking to someone right now
Because things are not going well lately
I'm stucked and couldn't move on
I'm sad because I let all those setbacks put me behind
I've thought of finding him
to unload my rubbish to my rubbish bin
but several times hez making me disappointed
In order not to repeat the history
This time I kept it all to myself
I'm seriously in need of talking to someone
but I don't wanna make it like a habit to unload everything into the rubbish bin
So here I am writing this journal
Elly is dead
You will probably never see the same Elly anymore
Some words are spoken out cannot be taken back
Some wounds you inflicted eventually will cure
And all it lefts are the scares that you hurt throbbingly
Some thing that happened...you cannot denied it existence..
But I tend to deny the obvious
Everyone is doing that
I don't know how much sin I've commited
I knew they love me
God is here to love me
But I hurt them more than loving them back
Please guide me
2008年8月10日 上午5點48分18秒Frantic or cranky?
Haiz...well, obviously the writing style here and my blog seemed different. I couldn't control it because it happened without realization. I'm implementing an experiment. I used slang alot [I admit] over my blog there but it's normal right? So, I purposely used foul words just to see still got anyone who against me or what. I really hope my intuition is wrong. Sigh.
Recently, I'm cranky. I've been acting in a way that doesn't really like me. I kept repeating "when life is gone to another extreme stage, you will start to behave abnormally just to adjust yourself". Holy that's all crap! I know that were all excuses to cover up my uneasiness. BUT! IF that really doesn't look like me, then what I'm suppose to be like? Huh? Lost again. Why am I feeling uneasy? Okay, if you said I got heart problem, maybe. I'm not quite sure about it. But I just cant figure out what. Something is obviously stirring inside my mind. Feel like going crazy already. HELP ME!!!
I'm going frantic too! Because I'm going to have another one week holiday! C'mon, I hate holidays!!! Especially you don't get to do according your plan which was always marred by parents! I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT!!! Phew, sorry for "shouting". OMFG, what am I suppose to do in this little one week holiday? Well, I guess part time housewife it has to be. Darn, cooking, doing laundry, washing, sweeping. LIFE IS SO SO SO DRAB!!!
I want to hang out, but with who? and cash? no money T_T
Sienzzz...gaining weight againT_T