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2006年5月29日 上午11點25分15秒Life's a test
The tilte of the sermon was "The second touch" and it really hit me cause I am in pain and suffering. Well I can't actually elaborate the whole sermon but then what I remembered is that I need a new touch from God. God allows thing to happen for a reason and that is for His reason. Nothing else. No one gone through blessings without gone any sufferings. If we suffer form Him, we need to know how to stand and rise up again. Not just that, we need to also know suffering for Him means He knows our troubles and will lift us up when the right time comes.
Well in this new beginning of perhaps a new job, I am hoping and praying for a new direction and path. In fact I am praying for more of His wisdom and knowledge, to help cope out with my streesful life. Hopefully everything turns up well.. God bless... =)
2006年5月10日 下午3點51分37秒Life imparter
Two of my colleagues quit their job today. Well misses them oredi. One of them is my department colleague. Well she is very nice and kind. I guess she tolerates my character a lot. Btw she is 30++ to 40++ years old oredi. Always disturb her and she scold back sometimes but then I will melt her scolding with craps and craps of mine.
Just now hug her before she left. Well her hug seems like my mom's hug. Well in the time when I lost my money and receipts, she helps and guides me a lot. I mean in a lot of things especially in how to handle students and handle other tough things. Well at first glance she looks fierce especially she don't smile much. But as I know her better and better, she is friendly and kind. She is like a big sister to me. Helping this little brother things that he do not know.. Hard to find such a good and nice lady.
Anyway a lot of staffs in my company had know bout my resignation. And most of them shows concern to me. Some of them are willing to give me a treat on Saturday (my last day of work). Well I felt very grateful despite this short term of me working here, there are angels that I believe sent by God to help and guide me. I mean it is very hard to get them to help. I mean they might not be able to help in term of financial but in term of advice (intangible stuff) are also good enough. Well all of them are very friendly though.
Well honestly I found out that there are staff in the company have a very grateful heart. They actually wish every staff farewell before they call the day off. I mean they wish everybody before they left. Well for this lady that I had mentioned above, I believe she had did a lot of good things that a lot of staff in the company miss her. Me included. Guess she had done a lot of imparting that had melted ppl's heart. Otherwise no one would miss her. But then all the best, Miss Janet. Well thank God that the world is getting more advanced. We have emails, sms and even the traditional way, letter writing. Otherwise we can't email, sms and write to each other. =)
Anyway with all the words that I am blogging right now, I do hope that I am also one part of SEGi staff that before I leave the company, I am able to impart good things into other staff's life. Pray that in all the things that I did, ppl would remember not only me, but in all things ppl would remember God's wonderful deed to the every person's life He had imparted. And I do hope that I shall be one of them. Every way I go, I hope to become a role model to everybody I met and who I know so that these ppl would be imparted by God to serve Him more. Amen.. =)
Anyway 2 more official working day before I actually quit the job. So hopefully within this two days good things would happen and I do not lose anything anymore. God bless.. =)
2006年5月6日 下午5點09分33秒Colours of friendship
Once upon a time, the colours of the world started to quarrel. All of them claimed that they were the best. The most important. The most useful. The favourite.
Green said: "Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all the animals would di. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority."
Blue interrupted: "You only think about the earth. Consider the sky and the sea. It is water, drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea, that is the basis of life. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing."
Yellow chuckled. "You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me, there would be no fun."
Orange was the next to blow her trumpet. "I am the colour of health and strength. I may be scarce, but I am precious for I serve the needs of human life. I carry the most important vitamins. Think of carrots, pumpkins, oranges, mangoes and papayas."
"I don't hang around all the time, but when I fill the sky at sunrise or sunset, my beauty is so striking that no one gives another thought of any of you."
Red could no longer sand it all so he shouted out: "I am the ruler of all of you. I am blood - life's blood! I am the colour of danger and bravery. I am willing to fight for a cause. I bring fire into the blood. Without me, the earth would be as empty as the moon. I am the colour of passion and love, the red rose, the poinsettia and the poppy."
Purple rose up to fill his full height: he was very tall and spoke with great pomp. "I am the colour of royalty and power. Kings, chiefs and bishops have always chosen me for I am the sign of authority and wisdom. Ppl do not question me! They listen and obey."
Finally, Indigo spoke, much more quietly than all the others, but just as much determination. "Think of me. I am the colour of silence. You hardly noticed me, but without me, all of you become superficial. I represent thought and reflection, twilight and deep water. You need me for balance and contrast, for prayer and inner peace."
And so the colours continued to boast, each convinced of his or her own superiority. Their quarreling became louder and louder. Suddenly, there was a startling flash of lightning. Thunder rolled and boomed and rain started to pour down relentlessly. The colours crouched down in fear, drawing close to another for comfort.
In the midst of the clamour, rain began to speak: "You foolish colours, fighting amongst yourselves and trying to dominate the rest. Don't you know that you were made for a special purpose, unique and different? Join hands with one another and come to me."
With heads bowed, the colours reached out to each other. Rain continued: "From now on, whenever it rains, each of you will stretch across the sky in a great bow of colour as a reminder that you can all live in peace. The rainbow is a sign of hope for tomorrow."
And so, after a good shower has washed the world and a rainbow appears in the sky, let us remember to appreciate one another.
2006年5月6日 下午5點07分30秒Happening potbless..
Organised a potbless today. At 1st it was sort of like disappointed me a lot due to because a lot of ppl I thought coming but at the end they did not come. Anyway my disappointment turned happiness cause at the end everything turns up well. Perhaps I have not been in a very jovial mood nowadays since I lost the stupid money. But anyway God is sustaining me in that sense. He is giving me grace after grace though despite the fact the usual me was pretty tired and restless with the loss of the money and also my exams which would starts this month.
Anyway the potbless was good. I guess it was much more better than last year June's potbless, during when I sabotage Joram with wasabi. As much as the potbless is over, I still missed those time where I am able to organised it well enough this time, compared to last year. Well last year I was putting my emotions a lot on the potbless. But this year, it seems to me that everyone knows their task well enough. No one is complaining that the food is not enough or the drink is not enough. In fact there is nothing to complain about except perhaps, the game itself only. Well in that sense, it was sort of like my fault cause I did not really organised or delegate the game master job to anybody. I was like doing it last minutes thingy and at the end ppl who came for the potbless was rather a bit blur. Other than that, I see there is nothing wrong with the potbless this time.
Honestly saying, I thank God that the SEGi CF and KDU CF are able to come together and have a wonderful fellowship together so as to build a tie between both CFs. And honestly saying as well, I saw a miracle that God had performed throughout the whole event. Well we all prayed for a good weather and indeed God removed the bad weather so that good weather would be with us throughout the event. Right after when everybody planning to go back, it rains heavily. And this rain can actually happen anytime before the potbless. Instead it happen when potbless ends. What a miraculous miracle God had make there for us all. And in fact, when I was about to allow pride to come into my life God shows me His way. Well I would not say it was God's will that such things happen but then it is because of this thing that I started to go lose my prideness and go back to being humble. I was proud because the event that I organised succeed but at the end it turns up to be so few ppl came. Well honestly saying even that "L" was not there during that time. It actually makes me wanna quit the whole event. But then after all the feeling was over, I started to realised the main thing is not "L" alone after all. It was all about ppl. How we live and guide ppl to God and help them to know God and this potbless is a part of the big picture where we all as Christians should live in unity and not in our own world only. I believe in this. Even Christians can live in their own world despite the fact they are growing in the Lord. They think they are doing things for God but actually they are not. They are doing things for themselves in the sense that they serve the Lord for their own ppl only. Sometimes we may say we know our own heart but how sure is that we do not know. But nonetheless, it is always God who knows our heart motive more than we do ourselves.
Anyway I think it is time to sleep oredi. Tomorrow I got church to attend. Very early in the morning. Must wake up at 8am. =( So that's all for my thought for today. Hope that things in future would allow me to grow in Him more rather than less. God bless and nite nite.. =)