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Contented life

Thu, 11 Jan 2007 00:23 EST

I am now kinda settled myself in UTAR.. For one thing, I was told that I am improving a lot in my work there. Well perhaps la. One thing is for sure. I had prayed and prayed for God's favour in my working place that everybody there would find favour in me. That includes my own department colleagues and even my own department bosses. Well they treat me very nice. I mean my bosses. =) In fact, I found out that my big boss is a very nice guy although his joke might be a lil bit sarcastic. No offend ya, sir. He is very polite and well he is nice man. As for other department bosses, I find they all also very interesting. Some of them can crack joke with me. Is it because I am from finance department that they do that or is it because of their nature behaviour that they do this? Well I would never know bout that. I would say this la. I felt that I am very blessed in the sense that God had given me good working environment although at times, I had painful eyes due to the reflection from the computer screen. But other than that, I am doing well in the company. For this I wanna thank God for giving me a good PR skill although I never learnt it in college last time. I guess it is just something so natural that came out of me. Anyway with this so-called skill where I learnt to smile a lot to everybody collegues I met, say "thank you" to everybody I met, wishing them all the going-to-be festive seasons helps me a lot in communicating with them. At times I do joke with them. But I guess my smile to them is sufficient enough to make them felt welcome. And at times I would help them when there is a chance to do so.. But of course not all the time la.. =) I was officially confirmed in my job as an admininstrative assistant last Wednesday, 3rd January 2007. Of course before that I got fearful thought that I might be sacked if I ever do wrong. But guess what? I am wrong.. It was of course my dream came true. Thank God He guided me and kept me safety throughout the whole half a year last year. Otherwise I would not be able to survive in my job. So therefore I am taking this opportunity to thank God for all He had done for me. In fact, I counted it as a precious gift from God for my birthday last year from Him for me. Thank You Lord Jesus for helping and guiding me throughout my journey walking with You. May Your name be glorify always and always and always... and forever be glorify.. =) May this year's working and social life and in fact the most important life of my entire life, my Spiritual walk would be a better and more authentic than last year. Help me to grow and to know the truth and able to help those who are in need to grow as well.. For I have nothing to offer to You, Lord but myself. So use me and make me Your vessel for others to know You. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.. =) So with this I hope that my life this year would be more fruitful and more happening and I shall learnt to know His will more. For without Him, I am nothing. God bless... =)

God's images

Wed, 20 Dec 2006 10:46 EST

A meaningful story here... There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He's always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry herboyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can sees everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will youmarryme?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, andrefused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying."Just take care of my eyes dear." A lot of time we were like that.. We love others because we felt that we deserve it. We love others because we want to be loved, yet we don't want to show love to others. When bad things do happen, we blame the one we love and let them suffer thinking that we are the one always right.. Does that sounds familiar to you? Well it does sounds to me.. I was always like that and I still am.. Just that God is touching me and showing me how to love others with unconditional love. Honestly saying it's hard to love someone but we yearn for that love. So let us love others like how Jesus love us.. It's hard I know but then I am also learning.. Learning to walk right in Him.. Learning to love those who are in trouble just like Him.. Therefore let us give our life to Jesus this Christmas and by doing that we give our life to ppl who are in need.. I do not know how to do it.. But just let God help you to do it.. After all we are His children, His images.. As we see ourselves in the mirror, we always adjust ourselves a bit around the mirror so that we can look nicer.. So in this case, let God adjust us around so that He will guide us to see ourselves easily.. Cause we are His mirror.. He sees Himself perfectly and He sees us perfectly although we are not.. So let Him adjust Himself a bit on us so that we would look nice for Him.. =) Since Christmas is within days, let us show His glory and shine for Him and be Him reflection.. God bless.. =)

Fattening weekend, yet it was kinda happening as w

Mon, 18 Dec 2006 00:05 EST

     For once, my life had been kinda more happening than the usuals for last week. Well celebrated my be-earlied 27th Birthday (ahem.. ahem.. now you know my actual age this year) with KDU Christian Fellowship members last Saturday in One Utama KFC. Well I miss that day though although it were just two days ago. One of my actual Christmas wishes had actually been fulfilled by those CFers. They actually sang Christmas Carol in KFC just for me. Ain't that sweet.. Although I know it's kinda embarrasing la.. But then thanks a lot for singing the carols just for me.. =) Btw I still waiting for other Christmas gifts ok?
     Anyway I actually got a free Mc Donald's cone from Mun Yee and Li Yan.. They went together to get the ice-cream for me.. Imagine the long queue.. (Poor girls) Actually I don't know how long is the queue but the very fact that they came back 10 minutes or more later makes me think that they are indeed taken a long queue just for the ice-cream.. Ahhh... How sweet.. But too bad the ice-cream fell to my face when I nearly finished it. Good job Aaron Tam and Joram.. But too mad you two miss my whole face to the max. =P Just slightly smacked only. Thank God I expected it oredi. Otherwise the whole thing would fell unto my face.
     Then I followed Aaron Tam to DUMC's Pre Uni Christmas BBQ. Well the whole thing was kinda okay though but then I met a girl there. She was one of the CG leader. Kinda pretty.. But guess what? She knows my brother & she is a Foo Chow girl.. What crap? It's like going back to Sitiawan where I used to stay (sort of bred). But overall everything was kinda alright.. I managed to ate 1 BBQ chicken, 1 beef, lotsa salad (Mun Yee, you know I had become a vegetarian there.. So my diet was kinda alright, huh?) , two slices of domino pizzas and a few drinks. =) Yum.. Yum.. Delicious.. At the end of the party we all sang Christmas Carols..
     Then yesterday.. went to church.. Ate 4 packets of nasi lemak, provided by the church.. Ate too much not good for me.. (But I was told to take away two packet because nobody wants it anymore... Yeah.. I am left-over scavenger). After that plan to take some rest, but was invited for another Christmas party organised by my Calvary CG. Invited Aaron Tam there and we went to Tropicana and celebrating with them.. Got lotsa food as well... So as usual gluttonly I ate the food there.. And my CG members were saying, they were happy to feed me.. I was like, "huh?" (Whatever...) Anyway we managed to sang some Christmas Carols as well..
     Honestly saying last Saturday and Sunday are quite happening for me.. I mean I managed to enjoy the CFers Christmas Carol as well as DUMC's Christmas Carol as well as Calvary's Christmas Carol. And coming Wednesday we are going for Christmas Carol in Bkt Beruntung with Kenny and his church members. Not bad though for a Christmas celebration... Just got a sentence to describe all these..

You all had made my day very blessed. Without you all I do not know how to celebrate Christmas.. Thanks a lot and God bless you all.... Have a merry and blessed Christmas and God bless...

     Ps: I still want my Christmas Carols from the famous group.. BSB&G. You know who you are.. =)

Christmas - giving time

Sat, 09 Dec 2006 23:27 EST

     Christmas is approaching very very soon. 15 more days to go for countdown before Christmas started. It is time to give and receive. Well a lot of ppl perceived giving and receiving in term of gifts and treats. It is good and fun to have sucha activities but I felt that we do not do enough giving and receiving.
     Let me started by saying that Jesus is the main reason why we celebrate Christmas. It was because of His birth that we actually celebrate Christmas. Santa for one thing, is just someone called Saint Nicholas who were just a mere human, giving joy to the kids. I do not know the real history of his but what I do know in term of history is that his name became much more highly recognised when it came to Christmas time whereas a little baby boy by the name of Jesus Christ was born in this manger and a lot of time we actually totally forgotten bout Him. Honestly we all do not know Jesus' exact birthday. It is just a date the Roman fix as a rememberance of Jesus.
     But let us forget all those for a moment. Whether the date is His actual birth date or just a coincidence (borrowed from ancient gods) and whether Santa is highly recognised during Christmas time, let us always remember this. That Jesus' birth gives us hope. As the matter of fact, it was during the Jewish time in Isreal that His birth gives hope to the world. Jewish that time were living in ignorant (if I could say that) and their heart were hardened. They were rather proud of themselves. And guess what they are the chosen ppl of God. Imagine all the spiritual benefits they have had. And they took it for granted. When they took it for granted they actually make God angry. But because of His love towards Isreal and promises that He gave to some of the leader of Israel such as Abraham, Isaac, Jacobs, Moses and even King David himself, He sent His only Son to die for them and for us. For me, that is the ultimate sacrifices that God gave to us. And sacrifice means giving. And sacrifice also means giving in full although not yet in fullest. I mean we can't give to God in fullest. For one thing, God have everything. He did not need our givings. But I believe that He want us to give. And when we give, we do not just with joy, we also give in secret. This is an interesting givings that I have learnt. In Matthew 6:1-2 (NIV) it says like this:

1"Be careful not to do your 'acts of righteousness' before men, to be seen by them. If you do, you will have no reward from your Father in heaven.
2"So when you give to the needy, do not announce it with trumpets, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and on the streets, to be honored by men. I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full. 3But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, 4so that your giving may be in secret. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.

     My understanding of this passage is that we should give with clear intention that whatever we give we should not lift ourselves up, in terms of money, cares and loves. We give in humbleness.. It is like whatever we gave we would not get it back anymore. No benefits for us. But then it is not true cause when we give in this manner, we give all our belongings (which is not actually our own belonging but God's) back to Him and it glorifies Him. A lot of time, when our friends give us gifts, we will repay it back to them. But I do believe in this different theory. That is whatever things that we receive from others, we give it back to another needed person. An example would be,

A drives B around a lot of time since B do not own any car. So when B owns a car, if he still remembers how A had helped him, instead of paying back to A, he drives C and D around. So when C and D had seen what B do, they will learn and follow.

     There is no point we give back to the person who had helped us cause we are just giving back the favour of what the person had done for us previously. I felt that it defeated the purpose of God. (Maybe I am wrong and maybe I am not) I mean come to think of it, Christ died for us so that we shall receive hope from Him. So when we receive this hope and be secured bout it, instead of giving it back to God, we should give this hope that we receive to the person next to us. I mean it might be one or two or even three of them. In fact it might be hundreds but whatever it is, it is God's hope and love that is passed down. And not our own baton, but God's. And seeing someone grown in the Lord, perhaps stronger and marvellous than us is considered a joy. In a sense we are God's pioneer in planting seeds in other ppl's life and that is precious. And even after all the things we had done for God, even if I were to go back to heaven to meet God, (if) God is still not happy bout it at least I know I had done my part to the full for Him. That's my main intention. To seek and love Him with all my heart, soul and spirit. And it had happened with the birth of a baby boy who is called Christ. A willingness to sacrifice for us all, the mortals. He gives us hope, joy & peace. =)
     So let us continue to give with different understanding that we are not just giving gifts but rather cares, concerns and love because our God is LOVE, amen? =) Therefore let us see Christmas as a different celebration instead of the routine secular type of celebration.. For me Christmas is not just a time to give and receive gift, not just a time of sharing but I believe it a time where we actually really turn to somebody and tell that somebody God loves them and we do care and love for them.. =) God bless...

Life this weekned...

Sat, 09 Dec 2006 02:50 EST

Today and tomorrow is two special day. Special day because it a working day for me. Well for one thing, today and tomorrow is the beginning of my company's open day. So students are coming in to pay for their fees and doing all the necessary stuffs to pay for their education. For one thing, today and tomorrow is my first time working alone, all by myself. Although I had experience in working as a cashier, but still when it comes to working alone, I still do have fear that I would make lotsa mistakes. =( Touch wood... Chooi..... Anyway yeah.. It is kinda quiet here in the office. This is due to because Selangorians are having a long break cause Sultan Selangor's birthday fall on Mon. And it is kinda pathetic though cause I need to work on the Saturday and Sunday of which it means I wouldn't be having any long break even though I am working in Selangor and not KL. How sad.. Anyway Christmas is coming soon. I am hoping to have a chance to go back to Ipoh. For one thing, I had not applying for Christmas leave and I am hoping to be able to get leave to go back to Ipoh. Intending to go back to Ipoh to celebrate Christmas with family. More like Christmas Eve with them cause I might be going back to Petaling Jaya on Christmas Day.. =) Anyway don't know lah.. Hope that everything would be going smoothly.. =) Anyway I am getting old a year soon too.. Don't know how would I face my older years in future.. Hopefully I would be able to something as I continue to a year older each year.. God bless me always... =) Anyway back to work now.. Need to settle some stuffs before I can actually go back... It's gonna be 5pm soon.. So God bless... =)

The honest of me

Mon, 04 Dec 2006 00:20 EST

     As my previous blog entitled Finishing Strong, I think a lot bout my life and myself. Did I actually finishing strong or did I just finishing so-so or worst finishing of all, did I finished in failure? Come to think of it, I felt that I am finishing so-so. I mean as much as I had grown (so to say) I felt that I did not grown much spiritually. In fact, I felt that I am sort of like stagnant in spiritually. One thing is for sure. I do not know what is my path at the moment. I am still wondering, waiting to hear from God and as usual I can't really hear from God. I mean I need to know where I am heading to so that I can know where I am going.. Well I know we all moved by faith and I did that but my problem is move by faith to where and to do what.. I do not have any goals in life. No objectives though. No vision.. What I have is just the heart for God and I am still waiting for guidance from Him.
     Honestly saying I am "blank" guy now.. Don't know what am I thinking oredi. A lot of time I thought, "is whatever things I say or write or blog actually correct?" I mean I do doubt a lot when God guided me. For one thing, I do not easily trust what ppl say though as much as I do not trust my own words that much as well. In fact I do have lotsa evil thoughts. And some even go further extreme. I am good in manipulating, controlling, telling lies, kutuking, being sarcastic, backstabbing, racists, sexism, egolistic, proud, perfectionist (at certain time), gossipping, slandering, rude, angry person etc etc.. You name, I somehow or rather got it as well.. Baiscally I am the devil and I am the angel. It's like one body with Lucifer and Gabriel.
     Well somehow or rather, God changed me. He changed me from a person who likes to do bad things such as above to someone who started wanting to do good for God. I mean I am in the process of changing and yet throughout early this year till now, I still felt that I had not really grown. Actually I grown not enough. I felt that I do not have enough of Him. I want more but I felt my laziness conquers all.. And my tiredness destroys it all.. And now I am still wondering whether I should go back to Ipoh next year to work or stay back in PJ? Cause all of us can decide whether to go back next year or 2008. And I do not know what to do. One thing is for sure. If I were to stay here in PJ, I want to serve God in anything. In fact, I am looking forward to. Otherwise I shall go back to Ipoh. At least in Ipoh I know I can take care of my parent. And I can saved up money to buy cars or other necessary things in life. Perhaps even get a wife back in Ipoh. But as for PJ I do not know what to do. I am no longer in KDU Christian Fellowship. And as usual I am a hider. I hide from anything and everything. Not to say I am scared or what, just that I am used to do that oredi. In fact I felt I am too weird to show up myself to the world. *Whatever*
     Anyway still thinking of whether to stay back in PJ or going back to Ipoh.. Hmm... Any suggestion? Still asking for guidance.. See how lah.. If God answers I shall blog it here.. =) God bless...

Finishing strong..

Wed, 29 Nov 2006 00:33 EST

     I had been pondering.. I always has... =) This time I am pondering bout our achievements. Well I had been looking at the past and and compare it with the current life. From what I had been observed, this year had been a very good year though it might not be as exciting than previous years. Why I had been saying this?
     Well for once, I had went to Bible class in Calvary Church concerning finishing strong.. (I always go to Bible class that is unpopular and not many would attend. I don't know why.) The class talks bout how to finish strong although we may start our journey weak. An example would be Moses. He was born in a poor family. And then he become a prince of Egypt after his basket was swept to the Pharoah's daughter. That was his first secular victory. Then because he wanted to serve his God with his own will and might by killing Eygptian soldier and save his fellow Israelites's life, he was condemmed and he ran to wilderness for forty years. Thank God that He still provide Moses during that time (wilderness). He sent a wife to Moses. Forgotten the wife's name oredi but during his wilderness, he still being blessed by God. And then one day after 40 years in wilderness, God spoke to him through the burning bush. Wow!! Imagine that.. Burning bush for me shows that God is still interested to use him although Moses had tried to do God's will all by himself. But because of wilderness he learnt to obey God and seek God in God's way. To cut the story short, he became God's servant when he leads God's ppl away from Eygpt to the promised land. At the end of his life, despite all sins he had done, he is still God's choosen ppl and finishing strong for God.
     The same still applies to us. For me, I had seen it with my very own eye on the KDU Christian Fellowship members all of my friends. For once, I had seen Mun Yee grow up to be a beautiful young lady at 17 years of age. Well for me she had become one lady that had grown a lot despite the fact she is still struggling with her life. She pour all her love and cares for others and despite all persecution, she still stands firm for God. I was not like that when I was 17 years old. I was still the playful and looking for fun type of guy. Not to say fun is not good but rather I seek pleasure more than God. But anyway yeah.. Mun Yee, I am proud of you lah being my mui mui... =) I also Xi Ying as someone who would grow up to be a matured lady. For one thing Xi Ying, I do not really talk to you much but yeah.. You rocks girl.. Keep on growing for the Lord. Li Yan as well.. From an unknown girl, she had tend to be close to the CF members. Keep on growing for the Lord, girl.. =)
     Aaron Phua as well.. Although you always kutuk me, well what the heck. We are still friends. Am I right? Fei Chai.. hahahahaha.... Then Aaron Tham.. This is the year you are coming back to God. Learnt more about Him and grow in Him.. Abide in Him and He shall abide in you.. You rocks man.. Kenny.. Well as usual we are always in different opinion about God. Whatever.. What is more important is both of us grow in the Lord and being blessed by Him. Perhaps God is teaching you this way. But God is teaching me that way.. So with both different mind, let's hope that we can use both teachings of God to expand His kingdoms. Let His glory fall on us and let us not keep the glory as well but let us give away this glory of God and let God expand this glory so that we can see everybody have it yah.. =) Ms Angeline.. You have changed a lot.. Thank God for that. Perhaps I might not be able to see what is it that you have changed but you are definitely more cheerful than before. In fact I can see that you are open-minded to the youth than ever nowadays. Good to hear that though.. God bless you... =) Sim & Nick.. I do not know how are you two over there in UK and Australia. But I am praying and hoping that you two are doing quite well there.. May God's name be glorified.. The same goes to you too, Adrienne.. Jia Hsien you have changed a lot as well.. May He continue to flourish His love unto you and make you the man He wants you to be.. =) Not to forget, Joram.. You too.. May you continue to care for those who are in needs. Let them be a blessings to you.. And God bless you Joram for you are one hard to predict type of guy that I ever known. God bless you always.. =) Jeffrey.. I do not whether you would read this blog or not, but I just want to say that you have changed. From a suffering guy, God had guide you to be someone who can show cares and concerns to those who are in need.. God bless you for willing to obey Him.. =) Eu Jin.. You rocks.. Continue to shower love to Him and let Him continue to guide you to walk His walk.. His way might not be easy but obey Him is the first step to know Him more and obeying Him more..
     Who else I had not mentioned? Well sorry but just want to say thanks for being my friends. Never been that happy to know you all... God bless you all... =) You all have indeed finishing strong but please do not be satisfied with what you oredi got.. Ask for more... =) And let His glory filled you even more... =) God bless...

Ps: Just drop by here to say farewell for Angela.. Hope that you shall have a safe journey back to Malacca and then further it to USA.. God bless you Angela but please don't forget us oh... =)

Carollers in need?

Mon, 27 Nov 2006 00:26 EST

     Life has been pretty nice these few days. For once I felt that I had been released from some sort of burden. Well my exam is over. Indeed it is over.. It is as though this is a new life and new beginning. And I am looking forward for Christmas. Well it is not much as though that special 'DAY' is coming but rather I am looking forward for Christmas.
     I felt that Christmas this year would be different. I want to go to Mid Valley to view the nice scenery of Christmas decoration. Well 4 more days, the month of December would arrive. Can't wait for that month though. =P Perhaps I won't have the chance to enjoy the winter in countries like USA or Australia or UK and yet I do not need to go to Singapore to enjoy the Christmas mood anymore. I can actually anjoy the mood once I go to Mid Valley.. I felt that Mid Valley is the best place to go (among all shopping complexes) for Christmas in Klang Valley. Went there last year with Mun Yee.. Was kinda excited feeling though.. Took picture with Mun Yee there last year as well.. (Btw Mun Yee, I had not receive any Christmas pic in Mid Valley yet la) Never knew that I would enjoy Christmas that much. Last time I would rather put the 'DAY' first rather than Christmas. Now not anymore. Well for one thing, I am getting old and that celebrating the 'DAY' more than Christmas would mean I have to admit I am old and I do not want to admit I am old. That's why Christmas comes first only the 'DAY'. =P
     Anyway I hope to go for carolling this Christmas. Went for my first carolling in year 2003 (if I am not mistaken lah) with Jefferey Ng in Shah Alam. That's all.. Anybody's church is going to have Christmas Carol this year? I can only go for carolling any day from 1st of December until 23rd of December. Anybody needs caroller? Well I am here. But then I do not have transport to go though.. Can anybody fetch me as well? For one thing, I am different. I no need much training though. I can sing the famous Christmas songs. If I can't sing the songs, give me the lyrics and I shall practise it for you. Just put me into Carolling session. =) (I am pretty good in promoting myself eh?) hahahaha.... =P
     Anyway anybody needs me, please let me know ya.. Thanks and God bless.. =)

Thank God exam is over and apology.. =)

Fri, 24 Nov 2006 00:22 EST

     Finally.. Finally.. Finally.. I finally finished my exam. My CIMA exam.. Well life were tough a couple of week before.. Had not been really studying for exams.. And in the midst of working, I do not have the enough time to study.. Well when the exam comes, I managed to answer some questions.. And yesterday was my final paper.. That was the paper that I study very hard to get a pass and focus on it deeply. So I hope that I can get a pass for that paper. God bless me.. =)
     Now I am as free as a bird oredi.. Life is good.. Life is free.. Now I am free to do whatever I want to do.. Hope that after this exam I would not be back to my boring rountine life anymore.. Instead I wanna do something interesting, something exciting, something special whether it is for God or it is for me, or it is for friends and kai muis around me.. But then I don't know what to do.. Can't think of anything to do.. No ideas of what I shall do.. Hmm.... What shall I do eh? *Blank Mind* That's the thing bout me.. I am blank when I want to plan things to do for myself. Why am I always like that one? Why? Why? Tell me why?? Sien lah.. =(
     Anyway just wanna apologise to someone through blog here.. Well of one thing I do, I had been hiding from this person for quite some time oredi. I mean yeah.. I am good in hiding.. I am just taking this opportunity to say "sorry". It makes me guilty if I don't hide. Cause I felt that I am a burden if I don't hide. I felt that I am ruin your relationship with God if I don't step aside. Well what to do.. Now I don't intend to hide no more.. So hope that everything would go back to normal.. Like last time lah.. How we go watch movie together.. Hey.. I still want my ice-cream... You know ice-cream potong.. =P I love ice-cream potong.. My house got lotsa ice-cream potong.. All finished by me.. Not bad eh? That's why I go back and gained weight. Anyway hopefully everything would be settled well.. I don't mean to hurt anybody's feeling.. Just that I feel weird when I don't hide. So whoever you are, hopefully you know what I mean.. Thanks.. =) @{- This flower is for you.. I hope that it does look like a flower. =P Hope that you like it though. God bless you... =)
     Anyway back to me now.. Well tonight I am going to watch HillSong United concert in SIB.. Wonder how it gonna be.. Hmm... Hope it would not be as rocking as Planet Shakers. Cause I don't jump and dance.. As usual I think I would be standing at the back and becoming baby-sitter.. =P See how lah.. And as usual I don't think Li Yan or Mun Yee can push me to the front. hahahaah.... =) Kenny I don't know lah.. Hopefully not as well.. Whatever..
     Anyway got to go now.. Blogging too long oredi.. Later ppl scold.. For blogging so long.. =) God bless...

All well ends well.. =)

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 07:25 EST

Yesterday was the DAY.. It was the day where I can relaxed a lil bit in my company. It was the day where I felt freedom gazed into my life. It was the day I felt released. It was the day I felt less stress.. So ppl, what is this DAY all about? Anyway yesterday was a day I had been waiting for. Why is that? Well for once in my life, I had finally finished doing my office assignment for my boss. Well it took me bout two weeks to finish the assignment. Actually the assignment was a nothing. Just a simple piece of analysing item in the company. The problem is this. My boss is a bit fussy. He wants everything perfect. But can't blame him for that though. He is the big boss. Surely he wants everything in the right and perfect way cause he would need to present it to the big boss. Anyway was running around a few times doing the assignment yesterday. But at the end thank God that everything is settled and done in a happy manner.

Anyway beside thanking God for finishing the assignment I also wanna thank God for giving me a considerate and patient boss. He is patient enough with me and are willing to guide me to do the assignment even though I does lotsa mistakes. He do not even shout at me. It's hard to get such boss though.. Thank You Lord for helping me.

Anyway that's all for this blog. I lost a paper and I need to find it back. Hope that all things turns well for this piece of paper too.. God bless.. =)

The Assignment

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 09:12 EST

     An extraordinary things happened today. Went to work as usual. Well right half an hour before its time to go home, my boss called and I thought I am going to be dead meat since it is not usual for a boss to call his employee to enter his room unless it is either urgent or it is for scolding purposes. But when I entered his room, I never knew that I am gonna get something like this from a boss.. An assignment..
     Well there is a simple task that my colleagues want his opinion and he is supposed to analyse the usage of the task to the maximum and since he is the boss he do not want to waste the usage to its minimum. So he ask me to help him to handle the task since he told me that he wants me to learn and since I am CIMA student. Well I am very delighted to receive his offer but at the same time, as timid as it sounds, I am scared that I am not able to cope with the assignment that he gave me. The very reason is that I am not good in analysing things. In fact I take times to analyse which might prolonged to a longer time. And it is going to destroy my reputation as being slow coach. So I don't know lah. But I took the offer as an opportunity of course. And I am given a week to perform for my assignment. After work, I called my mom (I am very close to my mom nowadays) and she told me that it might be a blessing in disguise. Don't know blessing for disguise for what but it is good thing though. And I agreed with what she said. I believe in this. When boss gave you more work, it means good thing cause boss won't give works to those who are lazy and those who are not trustworthy. So I guess I am the priviledge one. But then I was being a negative person ever since I was young thinks that I could not do it. But thank God He sent someone to help me. (hopefully lah) He is my closest colleague (closest because he sat next to me) and he offer me the help. So I felt grateful that I got some priviledge and I hope that I would not blew it away.. =) Thank you very much Lord..
     Okaylah.. Got to go back to study oredi.. Came here to find answers for my Galaxie contest. The latest Galaxie magazine just came out today.. So wanted to win the prize. So go online and get the answer that I felt I do not know the answer. God bless... =)

The Assignment

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 09:12 EST

A new beginning....

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 00:02 EST

I had not been blogging here since for ages.. I guess since last year.. Well the very reason why I felt that I don't wanna blog here is because whatever I blog here I felt that no one would read.. Not to say that I am looking for attention here but just that I felt we blog for others to read whether we are using broken English or perfect British English..

Anyway I am back to blog here again.. Who cares whether anybody would read my blog as long as long as I am happy with my blogging lifestyle.. =) If there are readers out there who is interested with my life and with my blogging life, feel free to comment.. I shall take harsh criticism with a gentle heart in order to improve myself.. Thank.. God bless.. =)

Happiness cum reconciliation time cum hopeful hear

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 22:30 EST

     Tomorrow my mom is coming down to KL. Well I am not sure the reason why she came down but I am quite excited though. One of the reason is because I can meet my mom again. Yippie!!! Not to forget I would be able to stay and eat for free throughout this whole weekend cause I might be going down to KL to meet my mom and stays in my uncle's house. At least I felt saved and secure (i mean in monetary term) since I am going to stay with them. I know there are ppl out there who would be saying the word like, "babi" but hey.. that's my life.. I need to survive. =)
     Not to forget, I am going to meet a friend this weekend. Well the reason why this friend is blog here is because well he makes me angry over him and I actually have some grudge over him. I mean I done him no harm but he scolded me. And I kept it within my very own heart the bitterness because of him and his scolding. So I am going to meet up with him since he wanted to see me so desperately after the bad incident. Well one thing I would say here is that I would put an agreement friendship with him, it is something like what I did to a lot of my friends who hurt me. We would be friend and we shall continue to be friend but we would not (try very hard) scold with each other and everybody would make a peaceful talk with anger arouses. There would be no provoking and no angry tone that might attract anger into our own life. I mean I am not compromising anything with him but rather be clear of what we all talk about in order to avoid any argument. Wonder would that work or not? Well it work with a lot of my friend which had been re-conciled. Hope my friendship with him would be the same. =) I came to realised when a friend told me that perhaps I couldn't be blessed by God because I harboured so much of anger and bitterness in me and even unforgiveness too. God couldn't do anything cause I reluctantly to forgive others. That's why I am not blessed until now. Well what my friend say is true as well. So I am planning to make a first step to change and hope by doing that God would bless and touch me. =)
     Okay lah.. Got to go and find work oredi.. Planning to apply by post, the job in KDU and UTAR. A friend of mine applied by post the job in UTAR and she get a reply within two days. Hope that me too though.. Honestly I felt more comfortable working either in college environment or in audit line rather than other field. Don't know why. =) Okay lah.. Chow now.. Please ppl continue to pray for me for my job application ya.. God bless.. =)

My belief of why attending Sunday service....

Sun, 04 Jun 2006 02:24 EST

     There had been a lot of misguided thoughts of attending church to a lot of ppl. There are some ppl out there who felt their time is wasted by attending Sunday service. Well here in my humble blog, I would like to give a few humble opinion of why attending church or Sunday service is very important. If ever I gave a wrong opinion feel free to "kutuk" or critise me back. Feel free to any feedback. =)
     I would like to say this by saying that church is a very important place for Christians to be. Well it is a place where Christians gather together to seek God and worship Him together in unity and in love and peace. It is because of this part of body in Christ that we are all living in harmonised and peaceful life. We prayed together in the church and we have our Holy Communion in the church as well. It is through church that we learnt His Words and it is also through church that we serve Him. For me, church is not just a building. It is a relationship with Him. It is all about ppl. A congregration. It is where we learnt new things and make a new life grow and plant new seed. Perhaps you may say we not necessarily need to do all those ministries in church. We can do it outside church. You are right. We can serve Him outside of the church. But how many of us know that (this is what I believe in) if not because of this Christian gathering, we would not know our callings. We would not know where we are heading. We might not know what God wants from us. You may again say that calling from God is for individual, not just for church. And God speaks to individual. Well you are right again. But in order to serve God, ain't we supposed to serve man? Jesus came down from heaven to serve man and not to be served. In fact Jesus have His own disciples, in fact 12 of them. For me that's church. Theirs are more like walking church cause they do not have their own building. Well we have our own buildings. Some may be big church and have the best architecture and made of the best raw material in the world. Some may be small church, located at a shoplot and may not have air-conditioned room but rather are still using ceiling fans or stand-up fans. But whatever type it is, it is still church. It is where Christian brothers and sisters should go or attend.
     Some ppl might said that:, "Hey, the church is very fake, full of hypocritical ppl, full of proud and arrogant ppl, full of whatsoever bad ppl and they are full of love. Rather they are the "faker" of the church with their so-called structured duties and structured lifestyle where when they are in the church, they acted holy but after the church service is over, they are the real devils. They do not show love after the service is over. Instead they act like how the world is doing at the moment and be the "true believer" of the world's lifestyle. They say things they should not say and they do things they should not do. Whoa!!! If I were you, I would also rather stay at home sleep and not wanting to go to church but here's the truth that I believe apply to all of us.
     Do you know that Jesus' church are also the same during His public ministry? Peter, one of Jesus' disciple disown Him 3 times after Jesus' sharing. Judas betrayed Jesus for thirty pieces of silver. Thomas did not believe that Jesus actually risen from the dead until Jesus shows him His nail wound and putting his finger into His wound (John 20: 24 - 29). I forgot which two of Jesus' disciples but they are brothers and they want Jesus to give them a seat, each at the right and left side when they all went to heaven. And the all the disciples very angry at them. Peter want to walk on the water but lose faith when there is storm happening. Well I can tell you a lot of more stories of different type of faithless disciples of Jesus and they formed Jesus' church.
     Anyway what I am trying to tell you is this. There is no one perfect in a church and there are no perfect church. The only perfect church would be the church of Jesus Christ when we all go back to heaven. So if any of you felt that going to church is a waste of time, then Jesus Christ's church is also a waste of time and that His disciples are declared as failures since they failed to obey Him. God never call us failure cause we are not. We are able to rise up because God is for us. In my own understanding, we called an individual who is follower of Jesus Christ a Christian, but we called lots of invidual who follows Jesus as Christians or "The Church" because the church is make up of many Christians. Everybody during Jesus' that time was actually trying to seek His will and obey Him. So every Christians in the current Christian gathering of what we called a church now is seeking to know Him and obey Him and follow His will. So let us go to church to seek Him (our primary concern) and obey Him and not seek man, for seeking man would definitely hurt us a lot. That is what the 12 disciples were doing during Jesus' time.
     So let us be blessed and attend the Sunday Service rather than seeking man. Man hurts but God don't. God bless... =)

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