2008年12月2日 下午4點08分54秒why?

Many people ask me why you are doing these things.

Why do you go to the hospital? Why to suffer?

Doesn't it harm you?

Does it worth the efforts?

 

Well, it is hard to explain to people why to do that especially if they didn't try to do such things….

But I can tell for sure:

It does hurt…

It does cause pain

And sometimes, it does fell that it wasn't worth the effort

But still….

When a little child come close and whisper in your airs thank you….

It is worthy

When a little girl come close and smiles in your face….

It cures you from felling sorry

When children sing and laugh with you….

It doesn't hurt anymore

 

I have learned not to fell pity on the especial children I visit and try to help them especially the children with the special need…NO

I don't treat them as if they are sick

I look at them with respect in my eyes

I deal with them as they are … humans … normal children with a great power inside their hearts …. Little angels visiting the earth for a while before they go back to their God …. Little flowers needed a lot of attention and great tender and love

 

That's what I always advice volunteer who are coming for the first time to do and to feel, because every new day with these children is a day to learn new things

Is a day to learn what is life should be

Is a day to learn how to live strong like a stronghold

 

I wish one day we will not have people suffering and in need to others….

But it is somehow ok. Everything from god is ok as we usually say

 

I just want form people who are reading this little article to have a minute and think what they can do to help others

And whatever you did believe me when I say:

Someone is happy because you did so.

God is happy because you did so.

Someone is grateful for what you did.

And someone, especially me, is thanking you for what you did

And we will always pray for you and for others to be like you

And I am more than happy if you share it with me and with the others so we can all learn from each other how we can be human and act like human.

Let us all take care of each other.

Because after all:

We are humans.

2008年10月14日 下午10點57分29秒this is love

I never thought one day that I will be involved in community service

It is started one day when the Family International Club asked me to be a clown in there team!

At the beginning I wasn't sure, because it was something I didn't believe in, it was 4 years ago.

After a while, it was really something nice when you have the thanks coming from a small happy child, it is really a beautiful thing when a child come to you and says: thank you Falafel which is my clown name. You have to see the expression on their faces when they know that my name is Falafel…..

After 4 years I can say just one thing. I am so sorry that I didn't start early in this project, but I know for sure that I will continue doing clown activates for the needed children and I would like to carry it out far away beyond this level, I want to create a life stile full of helping not just the children but every needed human even if it wasn't material help because smiling is also helping.

Now, we are in the process of making everybody into this action. We have important business men helping, big companies, local institutions, and voluntary organization

All of us to create a better world for all human kind, and maybe one time we can have the power to help people out side of Syria, yes why not. We can be a pioneer in this action. Maybe we will have the power to do that

But for now let us do something for our country Syria and the poor needed people here.

Let us work together.

If you like to join us I will give you the phone number of our members, which are foreigners, or contact with me, and I hope that we will create a big educated team to build this action fare away from ideas and dreams

Waiting for you

With all respect

Khaled

2008年9月25日 上午12點59分30秒read and think

There is times when you fell you are alone

There is times you fell you have been forgotten by every one

But the most shocking

When you fell that God has forgot you

How many times you asked God for things but no answer

How many times you were disappointed from life because of the way she is treating you

But most of all

The times you felt God isn't fair with you

I will tell you my story and I hope you will understand

At that moment you aren’t alone

At that moment you aren't forgotten by God

God always think about you and he has something especial for you

It was the year 2000 when I took something from my grandmother house and I was going to bring it back after a week

When I did so, I didn't want my grandmother to know about it so I thought of going to the basement were I can but it and then my youngest uncle will take it and hide it

It was winter and it was so dark that I could see nothing

I went the first level and then I decide to go under the next level

There was a lot of constriction going there; the stairs should be next to the wall

"I thought"

I made my step and then ……

I felt nothing; I felt like flying, it is the same felling when you are falling from a big height

I was really flying

A hit, a flash of light, then nothing. I felt of nothing, I could see nothing

Darkness …… darkness …… darkness

After a while, I felt of a strong pain in my head and I was asking my self if I was a live

It took my half an hour to remember what I was doing and why I was here

I stood up and went home for along sleep

The next morning I wok up with one question: what did happen there?

I went back to the basement, were I felt down, and there was my surprise

First, I fall from more than 3 miters height

Second, the pain I felt in my head was because of a big block on the floor

Third, I always asked God to give me another 10 CM in height but if he did I think you couldn't read this story because there was an iron stick coming from the floor 10 CM far away from my head!!!!!

It took me no more to understand that God did want me to die there

I understood that God has something for me to do and that he was there to protect me

After that small but deadly experience everything changed even my understanding for life.

Now, I try not to forget thanking God for everything he gives me even if I didn't like it because by time I will understand why it was like that

I hope you will do the same because I can tell you that

God is there for all of you

God loves us all

2008年9月25日 上午12點53分37秒thiing that push you forward

When it was the last time you stop and think!

When it was the last time you stop and think about humanity

When it was the last time you helped the society you live in

I think it was from along time ago……

Wasn't it?

There are a lot of things you can do that can help a lot of people

But you think it doesn't worth it

Here I am telling you:

It does make a different because little things you do can cause a big result

I am going to tell you here about my story in the cancer hospital for children

My name is FLAFEL (which is a name for a very famous local food)

My specialty is: clowning.

I remember the first time I went there, and I can tell: it wasn't a pleasant one.

It was from 4 years ago, we did there a puppet show, the kids were laughing as if it was the first time they laugh.

But I was thinking all the time:

I was wondering: who it can be?

Now after 4 years, I still can't understand:

Who it can be like that!

But now I know that I am doing something different.

I now that the children is waiting for me to come, they wait for me to help them to forget what they are in; they wait for me to plant a smile in their faces.

I remember one time we were at the hospital for two hours.

We were doing clown acts and playing with the children like crazy

We were trying our best to please the children, and there were this child.

She was holding the cirom in her hand and she was almost a sleep.

You can tell from her eyes that she was in great pain.

I tried for two hours to make her play with us, color with us, talking with us, doing anything with us.

But the answer was always: " a dying look in her eyes, and a whispering word: NO"

She was doing nothing, just trying not to fall a sleep.

When we were just in our way to go, I looked at the kids and shouted: good night kids see you the next time".

All of them were busy doing something.

But that girl looked at me and said in a very weak voice: THANK YOU FALFEL!!!

I touched haven that time, I was so happy knowing that I was doing something for this particularly kid, I was pleasing her even though she wasn't expressing happiness as I wanted.

From that time when I fell down I remember the time when I was thankful more than ever, I was thankful because I was helping that girl to forget even for minutes her suffering.

That girl passed away!!!

And I am sure that God has placed her next to him

This is my little story about what you can do:

Even though you are in pain

Even though you are in doubt

You have the bower in your hand to do great things even if it was a small thing

But we are here to tell you:

It is not a small thing and God appreciates you