2008年8月23日 上午3點51分05秒he is ignoring me

i was suppose to tittle it "it sucks twice more than u think it does" but i want to be discreet.. but yah it really sucks twice more than u think it does..ive been here for quite close to a month..like my life is quite dull ( that is if u call it life) books-dormitory!! Yah dormitory!! like boys and girls dormitory ( actually most of my dormates are gay hahaha) but their are still those straight and cutie..and thats the reason why i put this journal.. actaually this cutie guy is the bro of my roommate..and i got an eye on him( that proves iam not lesbian hahaha) like he is nice to everybody,hmmm kinda sweet to his sister in fact.. like i never saw a guy so caring before until him...then secrely i develop an admiration to him( yah i know it sucks) but what can i do.. actually we are not friends( we dont get to talk just smile everytime our path crossed) hell!!! super hell like my heart beats to fast everytime i saw him( like having a tachycardia hahaha) i feel shy when he is near hehehe( teenage infatuation lolz) but lately he is literally ignoring me!!!! like just this morning they were in the sala i was talking to his sister and borrowed her keys coz i left mine..i was expecting him to ask why, he was just a foot away from me..but he did not!!!! he just continue playing with (i dont really know what its called) .. but the line is he really makes me feel i dont exist in his world tsk!tsk! like a slap to my face!!!! he only he knows!!! :'(

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2008年7月31日 上午11點31分01秒too much is expecting

its been a while since i post journal!!! i thought never again i will do it.. but i need some airing out to do:) like this past few months ive been self centered,taking for granted things!! gosh!!! im so bad ive indulge drinking whoa!!!! vodka,beer name it!!! hahaha well to be honesat its just my way of escape of all the pressure in my shoulder!!!! like i have this up coming exam and everybody is expecting me to pass it.. like all eyes on me!!!! so much is at stake tsk! tsk! what if if i fail??? knock on wood.. god forbid!!!

i really want out.. like ...

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2008年6月7日 下午2點34分12秒no boyfriend

when will my prince charming come? :(

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