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devil

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 02:19 EST

If the devil does not exist, but man has created him, he has created him in his own image and likeness."

for a friend

Sat, 14 Feb 2009 15:55 EST

You deserve to be happy, kapatid. For a long time you’ve been a good friend, a good daughter, and a good sister, even a good cousin, a good niece, and a good granddaughter. You’re such a nice person. It is time for you to be happy. Go for your own happiness. Don’t mind those people around you. If they saying that they only want the best for you, who are they they know what is the best for you? And if they really know what is the best for you, would it makes you happy. Is having the best in your life makes you happy? It is only you who knows what is the best for you. It is only you who knows what makes you happy. You’re waiting for this for a long time. And it is worth waiting for. Now that you have it in your life, don’t let it go. Don’t let anyone take it away from you. You deserve to be happy. You deserve him. If they really want the best for you, they will trust you and let you have your own decisions. You’re old enough to decide for yourself. Don’t let anyone decide for you. You already know what is right from what is wrong. I believe in your moral values. Have faith in yourself. Stop thinking for the other people’s happiness, start thinking for your own happiness. I know you are happy even before without him in your life, but we both know deep down inside your heart, something is missing. Now that you have the chance to fill that missing part in your life, don’t let it go, grab the chance. You’ve done your best to be a good daughter and a good sister, now it’s time for you to do things on your own. I am not telling you to go against your family, I am just telling you to stand for your own decisions. And there is nothing wrong with that. You know that whatever will happen, we are on your side. You don’t need to ask for our approval. Whatever you decided to do, we are here to support you. And you know that you can always count on us. What makes you happy is what makes us happy. Permalink

stucked on u

Sat, 14 Feb 2009 15:54 EST

i do try to be busy to take you off from my mind but no matter what i do i can’t think of anything but you why do i need to go all through this i just want to forget you and go on with my life i don’t need anyone to tell me what i should do coz i know what i need to do but no matter how hard i try part of me still hoping somehow

journey

Sat, 14 Feb 2009 15:52 EST

It’s a long long journey Till I know where I’m supposed to be It’s a long long journey And I don’t know if I can believe When shadows fall and block my eyes I am lost and know that I must hide It’s a long long journey Till I find my way home to you Many days I’ve spent Drifting on through empty shores Wondering what’s my purpose Wondering how to make me strong I know I will falter I know I will cry I know you’ll be standing by my side It’s a long long journey And I need to be close Sometimes it feels no one understands I don’t even know why I do the things I do When pride builds me up till I can’t see my soul Will you break down these walls and pull me through Cause it’s a long long journey Till I feel that I am worth the price You paid for me on calvary Beneath those stormy skies When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes It feels like everything is out to make me lose control Cause it’s a long long journey Till I find my way home to you To you

Hurting in Love

Sat, 14 Feb 2009 15:50 EST

To be in love, in a relationship, is to expose oneself to the risks of deep hurting. We pretty much give the other person the power to hurt us badly. The sad truth is that there is nobody in the world perfect enough to never hurt us. That kind of person simply does not exist. We can only hope for someone who will hurt us the least and whose love will make up for all the hurtful times. The only thing we can do is try not to hurt those who love us. And on the occasions when we are hurt, try not to retaliate or do something that will escalate the hurt and cause more damage. Of course, we also have the option of breaking the love, the relationship and leaving for good.

hate mee

Sun, 31 Dec 2006 04:28 EST

Hate Me ~ Blue October I have to block out thoughts of you so I don?t lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I?m alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you - will you never call again And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face And will you never try to reach me It is I that wanted space Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what?s good for you I?m sober now for three whole months it?s one accomplishment that you helped me with The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won?t touch again In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself you were trying to stop the fight You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take So I?ll drive so ------- far away that I never cross your mind And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn?t do for you Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what?s good for you And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made And like a baby boy I never was a man Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand And then I fell down yelling ?Make it go away!? Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be And then she whispered ?How can you do this to me?? Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn?t do for you Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what?s good for you

DREAMES

While on my lonely couch I lie, I seldom feel myself alone, For fancy fills my dreaming eye With scenes and pleasures of its own. Then I may cherish at my breast An infant's form beloved and fair, May smile and soothe it into rest With all a Mother's fondest care. How sweet to feel its helpless form Depending thus on me alone! And while I hold it safe and warm What bliss to think it is my own! And glances then may meet my eyes That daylight never showed to me; What raptures in my bosom rise, Those earnest looks of love to see, To feel my hand so kindly prest, To know myself beloved at last, To think my heart has found a rest, My life of solitude is past! But then to wake and find it flown, The dream of happiness destroyed, To find myself unloved, alone, What tongue can speak the dreary void? A heart whence warm affections flow, Creator, thou hast given to me, And am I only thus to know How sweet the joys of love would be?

DESTINY

Somewhere there waiteth in this world of ours
For one lone soul another lonely soul
Each choosing each through all the weary hours
And meeting strangely at one sudden goal.
Then blend they, like green leaves with golden flowers,
Into one beautiful and perfect whole;
And life's long night is ended, and the way
Lies open onward to eternal day.

GIVE ALL TO LOvE

Give all to love;
Obey thy heart;
Friends, kindred, days,
Estate, good-fame,
Plans, credit, and the Muse,-
Nothing refuse.

'Tis a brave master;
Let it have scope:
Follow it utterly,
Hope beyond hope:
High and more high
It dives into noon,
With wing unspent,
Untold intent;
But it is a god,
Knows its own path,
And the outlets of the sky.
It was not for the mean;
It requireth courage stout,
Souls above doubt,
Valor unbending;
It will reward,-
They shall return
More than they were,
And ever ascending.

Leave all for love;
Yet, hear me, yet,
One word more thy heart behoved,
One pulse more of firm endeavor,-
Keep thee today,
To-morrow, forever,
Free as an Arab
Of thy beloved.
Cling with life to the maid;
But when the surprise,
First vague shadow of surmise
Flits across her bosom young
Of a joy apart from thee,
Free be she, fancy-free;
Nor thou detain her vesture's hem,
Nor the palest rose she flung
From her summer diadem.

Though thou loved her as thyself,
As a self of purer clay,
Tho' her parting dims the day,
Stealing grace from all alive,
Heartily know,
When half-gods go,
The gods arrive.

Here I love you.
In the dark pines the wind disentangles itself.
The moon glows like phosphorous on the vagrant waters.
Days, all one kind, go chasing each other.

The snow unfurls in dancing figures.
A silver gull slips down from the west.
Sometimes a sail. High, high stars.

Oh the black cross of a ship.
Alone.
Sometimes I get up early and even my soul is wet.
Far away the sea sounds and resounds.
This is a port.
Here I love you.
Here I love you and the horizon hides you in vain.
I love you still among these cold things.
Sometimes my kisses go on those heavy vessels
that cross the sea towards no arrival.
I see myself forgotten like those old anchors.
The piers sadden when the afternoon moors there.
My life grows tired, hungry to no purpose.
I love what I do not have. You are so far.
My loathing wrestles with the slow twilights.
But night comes and starts to sing to me.

The moon turns its clockwork dream.
The biggest stars look at me with your eyes.
And as I love you, the pines in the wind
want to sing your name with their leaves of wire.

Cry of my wishful heart

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 22:26 EST

We started as friends,
Now we still don't know how it ends.

I think it is our destiny to meet,
but our roads now seems to split.

We both need to grow,
And that is the fact that I will always know.
You know I am scare,
that no one else I'll care,
and this thought causes me to fear
and that brings me a tear.

My eyes will cry
I don't know how long will it dry
But I want you to know
that I made a vow
of always remembering your
sweet and tender loving care,
you had once share.

Cry of my wishful heart

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 22:25 EST

how did i fall in live with u

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 22:14 EST

How did I fall in love with you?
How did I fall in love with you
After all you've put me through?

I remember when flirting with you was for fun.
But all of a sudden, those days are gone.

I remember how we used to rely on each other.
We were so close, like sister and brother.

We were such close friends,
I'm dropping the act, no longer pretend.

I didn't know a while ago you felt something for me.
I was too big-headed and conceited to see.

What can I do to make you mine?
I'm falling so hard so fast this time.

What did you say? what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

how did i fall in live with u

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 22:14 EST

Dreams Are Better Than Reality

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 22:10 EST

When you fall asleep at night you see that special someone lying beside you,
holding your hand and taking care of you.
in reality you wish your dreams came true
and wish that someone would recognise you
and take care of you just like your dreams.
They are better than reality
because they would never be there to give you presents and flowers for you to enjoy
and they would never love you like you love them.
Dreams are better than reality but they don't always come true.

becuze of u

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 21:55 EST

Because of you I can't eat
Because of you I can't sleep

All that is possible for me to do
Is for me to think of you
Wishing and thinking of what could have been
Now I'm just a sad and lonely teen
With no shoulder of which to lean

You ended it softly
But it hasn't stopped me feeling the pain
Was it when my mind was hoping the knife would pierce my vein?
Or was it only to see you again?

a girl asked a guy

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 21:49 EST

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty...
...he said no.

She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...
...and he said no.

She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry...
...and once again he replied with a no.

She had heard enough.

As she walked away, tears streaming down her face, the boy grabbed her arm and said....

...You're not pretty you're beautiful...

...I don't want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever...

...And I wouldn't cry if you were to leave I'd DIE!!!

FRIEND's

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 21:46 EST

A friend is like a flower,
A rose to be exact.
Or maybe like a brand new gate,
That never comes unlatched.

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A friend is like an owl,
Both beautiful and wise.
Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,
Whose spirit never dies.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

A friend is like those blades of grass,
You can never mow.
Standing tall and proud,
In a perfect little row.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

A friend is like a heart that goes,
Strong until the end.
Where would we be in this world,
If we didn't have a friend...

1989

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 21:42 EST

Standing in the sunlight
Behind the shady trees
All my questions answered
By a sundress in the breeze

She filled in all the spaces
She was my comfort dream
My happy ever after
For a boy beyond his means

We never knew the meaning
Of a card game by the pool
Or the fleeting tender moment
Of that summer after school

Her smile, I carry with me
Like an echo down the hall
Chasing down the decades
In this slow and endless fall