The word "IF", just two letters
says so much for somthing so small.
The biggest little word in existence
Never answers, just questions us all.

IF regrets were gold, I'd be rich as queen.
if teardrops were diamonds, how my face would gleam.
if Id loved you better, I wouldnt be lonley.
               if only..if only...if only.
           
               But looking back now i see clearly
               with my twenty-twenty handsight.
               Oh, but dont think i havent paid dearly.
               'cause you could be in my arms tonight.

               I could start over, If i could go back
               Have the power to change things
               Then I would do that.
               But i LISTENED to others like a fool
               oh shame on me
               
              But IF only you would just come back.
              IF ONLY, DARE I EVEN ASK
              OH IF ONLY........

well what can i say the title already says something!! Tonight Ive been down because I miss home so badly! I feel silly sometimes because  offcours you probably say Im a big gurl! But hey.....I dont care I can cry when i want to..I mean is there anything wrong with that? hehehehhe okay I feel a bit embbars*lobster* LOL for that. AnY way I wonder if they miss me too. sometimes life can be so cruel. sometimes i try to forget things that bothers me most but the more I try the more I thnk about them! why oh why....missing my family and at the same time Im thinking about some other people especially someone who once makes my day more brighter everyday......and wonder why me? Yes its sounds confusing but I just cant seems to have the guts to but out there you know.........wait a sec i feel like talking to some one now I need to get this offmy chest...so im going to stop for now and come back later to finish it up I need to calll someone to talk to.

I had a dream that we were together that night.
Everything seems so right that I was sure its real.
We were so happy and so full or live its feels so right.
I cant believe its happening I cant explain how I feel.

I was so happy that I can be in your arms again.
I know that you were happy I can see it in your eyes.
My heart is jumping with happiness and my tears drops like the rain.
The night is passing by and I know Im ready to see the sunrise.




That night we promised each others our love.
That no matter what we will always be there for each others.
You said that I will always be your one and only Dove.
And you will always my only one thats my promise I offer.