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2004年9月23日 下午2點27分00秒
think i hav really stopped crying for long, sooooo long indeed...i used to be cryin very often...sometimes, i jst luv the whole idea of crying..luv da feeling of crying..nwaz not nmore
jst feel like tellin tis ta ya, i'm alrite these days, no needa worry
2004年9月19日 下午9點35分00秒
friday nite...movie goin...then i got back home for the weekend..mom n sis kept mockin why i always get back home these days...pathetic..but do spend very good times with them..i luv ya so much..ma mom n sis..haha, of cos my luvly pa as well
saturday...apart from sleeping, eating, watching tv...there's "jules et jim"...it really marks my day!!! nwaz, ya really dun hav much to say with tis wonderful movie
sunday at the airport,
it's gigi's turn finally...gosh, i miss her even before she left..jst hope everything will be fine for her...n wish her fun tis year...hmm..then, good to get baron's email...tho a mass one haha
went to shatin for yum cha and shoppin, wonderful...then, we've got that stupid-man-in-the-car-chasing scene on our way back home...haha, ya jst cant help teasing male drivers who are not soo good at driving..plus they feel so pissed off when women drive soo much better than they do...nwaz...men, dun think ya're always better than women, ya are not! haha
monday...the french class...the french opera faust...the new french frd...
feel good to hav the french class, en fin, avec karen..it's soooo good to go to class with her..gosh..ever since form one!!! we jst cant help talking, talkin n talking..ALL THE TIME!!! haha, jst as it was, wonderful!!! but i really needa boost up my french...keep listen more..improve my grammar..vocab...bascially, everything!!!
tuesday...
bumped into john-the-buddy and alex-the-american for actually three times within two hours in supersandwiches, library and haking wong podium!!! then, there's benjamin-the-french-buddy in run run shaw podium...gosh..havnt met him for quite a while~ every frd of mine says he's a real cute guy, funny. keep bumpin exchange ppl from my tutorial gp...then, vincent jst cant help sayin that i know almost every exchange student in the campus
...i wish i could...ya can learn so much from them...hmm..but definitely not when it's time for clubbin...hmm..not that ya cant learn from locals..but it's like once ya've been away from a place for quite a while..expatriats like me..become so difficult to tune back to the really hong kong way...still remember how gigi says that...i'm not those really local ones..like canton pop...speakin cantonese without eng words poppin in...anywaz..sorta western...so it's only natural of me ending up like tis...it kinda strikes me still..am i missing jst too much bout my wonderful life in paris..thas why i end up like tis..always hang out with exchange ppl in order to remind maself bout the past? if thas really so, i dun really want to..cos thas not living in the present...hmm..but the thing is...i feel jolly good with tis..at least it makes me happy..but that sometimes, creates some sorta barrier when ya meet new local frds...to be honest...it's no fun when hk ppl keep askin ya questions like, where're ya from(pls, i was born in hk, raised up in hk, definitely a local), which sch you're from (gosh, we're in the same tutorial, i look so chinese, cant ya see that i am from hku, so pls dun ask), have you been studyin in the states (i know i dun speak english with a brit accent, that doesnt mean that i hav lived in the states all thru my life...), so ya always liv here(YES...apart from the fact that i was away for the last six months in europe for exchange, I LIVE IN HONG KONG!)
hmm..can ya really understand the logic behind all these???? tell me if ya can!
2004年9月18日 下午2點42分00秒
jamais dit jamais...
2004年9月14日 上午6點34分00秒
identity crisis again...
is tis a good thing or bad thing?
is it better to adjust or
it is alright to stay the way it was?
keep looking back or
move on...
does it matter how others look at tis?
tonnes of questions which without an answer...
2004年9月10日 下午11點26分00秒
it's good to stay at home to take a break from life...esp when ya dun feel well!
dun hav much to put down these days, maybe life is not that interesting after all...kinda depressing isnt it?
back to sch en fin, mais, c'est seulement pour trois jours...hmm..try to wake my french instincts, if any! good that the lang centre admits me for advanced french..better work hard on the lang this semester..i want fluent french!!! but that means, i hav to put german aside for quite a while...cos i need to stay focused!
nwaz, shld be summin up my life as well..
monday
getting back hall for a dinner with john-the-buddy n other intl students, we went to "ming sing" for a dinner...quite funny that i was the only one knows cantonese when the waitress came over for the order thing...ya know what, there were actually some other chinese gals...or asian gals there whom i thought they're from hk..or at least they know cantonese..which happened not...they speak definitely english yet seems extremely local...it's kinda strange even when an aussi guy speaks mandarin n understands some cantonese..funny encounter
through out dinner, i was BOMBARDED, yes i'm not exaggerating..with tonnes of questions on how to speak cantonese...i'm teaching one brit, one aussi n one american how to speak my lang...gosh..it's so funny..yet pathetic..dunno if i'm not good enuv to teach cantonese or they're jst so helpless with our prounciation..apart from teaching them cantonese..there we go, chinese table manner, names of colourful n of course delicious dishes...amazing..i was SOOOO tired after dinner..gosh, ya never know!
there we go, DESSERT at 森記 rite after dinner...pathetic...i was actually so full..nwaz...it's even worse to explain 芒西 or 涼粉 n tonnes more other goodies there...in the end, i jst give up n randomly ordered different kinds of dessert for them...funny~
then john, the american from LA whom i forgot his name n me went back to starr with beer..hmm..yes, we had beer on our way back starr..a nice stroll..seems that my buddy knows sai wan n kennedy town far better than me!!! he even knows the short cut!
met another french student when we got back..and talked bout sciences po which i miss quite a lot these days...
tuesday~
ya dun needa put down much with nice chongmates that i got..it's jst wonderful, thas all i wanna say 
wednesday...
back to sch..with one lecturer who bascially doesnt speak english...wdf
thursday
had my first mandarin class...regarded "failure" when ya cant pronounce ya name correctly..of cos..i am one of those failure of the class....but the fact is that, i learn quite a lot..cos everything is new to me...hmm...i actually couldnt listen to the tape of what thas bout for the first few minutes..pathetic..
saw baron's face finally!!! good that there's webcam..how i cannot luv modern tech!!!
friday
tea with chongmates, quite random an arrangement...went back home with mom cos i didnt feel well...had a good break from life at home
saturday
got up late...read some novels...some rest...watchin dramatic soccer with dad...haha
dunno why, i dun hav tis urge to get to the theatre..cinema these days..maybe i jst cant find anybody whom i wanna go to the theatre with...i need quality mate to go see a film with me, so if anyone of ya hav tis luck to go to movie with me, ya shld be real grateful haha
thinkin to go to theatre alone tmr morning..hope i can wake up