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2004年6月30日 下午12點38分00秒
sometimes, ya jst dun hav ntime to think...think i hav been like tis for the entire month, hope that july would be a good start? at least, i try to be bit happier..duno if thas a good sign or not...
to sum up what i did in june..tonnes to tell...
the first week ofjune, june 4-6: still keep exploring paris with my frds, cos finally realize that i've got not much time left here, so kinda rush to all places that i havnt really been to...n ppl that ya havnt spent much time..
et puis, le 2e semaine, june 7-8
as my gp daughter of sss o camp came over, i sorta took her n her frd out, being tour guide by showin them around paris
juin 9-10
continue to travel around paris, to go to those non-touristy places, keep exploring bits of it, wonderful
11-16 ...TRAVEL TO SPAIN
...then went to barcelona with my gp daughter, meet up a new frd there in barcelona, nice trip, funny experience...learn more bout architecture, more bout spain, start luving spain, good to know that french and spanish are jst so simliar, better learn good french, so that i can use in other parts of europe
start luv sun tan after the trip, find spain is so wonderful a country, it's also dangerous, lively, nwaz, jst wonderful, cant wait to get back here again, and think i really get used to the euro way, duno if thas a good thing or not tho
june 16 17 et 18
getting back to paris for the exam...for farewells, for picnics, ppl n frds in paris all get back home, and all start getting back home...pathetic, i hate sayin goodbyes...i jst hate goodbyes so much,
tis time, i really duno if i manage to meet them all again, these ppl belong to paris, n sciences po...
my exchange experience, in short, is jst wonderful, i really hav met a lot of ppl, from different parts of the world, they're all very different, all with their characters, all are so smart, then i learn a lot from my courses here in sciences po, tho i hate their way, the french way, forever slow...in getting things done..but i jst luv it here in paris, at least ya dun needa face ya life, ya real life back in hk, i remember what my frd has told me, xchange is jst like a dream, yes, it certainly is, and it's a sweet dream indeed
june 19-28
mom n sis came over to visit me before we set off to italy, our family trip, pity that pa cant make it here, i miss him so much...(oh btw, good that i finally manage to get him sth today in printemps haha, bet he must luv it SOOOO MUCH) think me, josci n mom jst get closer n closer after tis trip, i jst luv them soooo much, will see em pretty soon after my central europe trip
the bad thing bout tis trip is that ya cant go to every place ya want during da trip, cos mom doesnt wanna do much musee visite et ma sis jst wants do a bit more shoppin...and at the same time, i wanna do sth cultural, plus me and my sis can afford a much harsher n tougher trip than mom, of cos tis trip sld be a relaxin one for her, she's takin her annual leave afterall, but the VERY GOOD THING IS THAT, i luv travelling with my family despite our varied interests!!! ya really luv them so much more after the trip, ya know them, ya can be da really ya in the trip, ya can play down ya mood, ya can be bad, ya can spend so much money at ya mom's expense(ahhaha
), ya jst hav much more communication with them during the trip, those pillow talk thing haha, it's jst so great to travel with your family esp when ya havnt seen them for four months!!!
june 28-30
another hi-sch mate came over n being tour guide for the third time tis month, somehow, ya can be tis tired in showin ppl around tis city that ya hav lived that long, n ppl are jst staying there for a couple days, ya cant show them the most authetic way of tis city, ya jst cant manage to show them all the best of tis city, but at least i'm tryin all my best to show them the best part of it...sometimes, ya can be tis tired to show ppl around...keep walkin..but the good thing is that ya know much better bout tis city after showing ppl around, and get the chance to speak the language, cos somehow, my frds here always speak FOR me..bad thing tho..ahha, in a way, good to be a tour guide, at least i can be so proud to tell ppl that i hav really LIVED here..i know the city, i know the language( tho still not very well), at least i can tell maself, my exchange experience has not been wasted!
2004年6月26日 上午6點23分00秒
the thing is...i'm not well, i jst cant help...bet no one can
the thing is, somehow i jst let maself play down the mood, i dun even know if i'm jst tryin to feel down n sad n so stick it with the past, liv in the memory, cos only when ya liv in ya memory, ya will manage to remember things, if ya're forever moving on with your life, takin new things, ya will then forget bout everything in the past, it's jst a matter of time that ya hav everything forgotten...they're leaving from my mind, bits by bits, pieces by pieces..i doubt it when exactly i will forget them all...n i jst dun want that moment comin...
getting sick again...it's sore throat n fever tis time...pathetic
2004年6月17日 下午8點40分00秒
gare...free train ride...fountainbleau...pictures...pompidou...crepe...cooking...dvd...
moyen age...mcdonalds...opera...laduree...whsmith...madaglene...metro
sciences po...mp3...odeon...movie
catacombs...try getting signals...walk...post office...numbers...rain...whsmith...chez papa...tuileries...seine...stroll...sitting there...our quote...random question...
wall street journal europe...new hair cut...the shirt...peter pan...polidor...phone call...odeon metro
the end
and i jst cant help burst out tears...afterall...
2004年6月17日 下午12點25分00秒
whas better than ya can end a relationship in the way ya want, without anything being rotten?
whas better than the two of ya met in paris and everything jst ends in paris?
but i'm still tis devastated
the thing is whether i can take the whole thing is different from i know what is goin to happen rite from the start
hey pals, i duno if i'm alright or not, i'm not really that sad, gosh, i dun even cry, but the thing is, i'm not happy, i jst feel life is missing sth...
2004年6月9日 上午8點32分00秒
i can finally get online in the sch library, using my notebook, i feel so great bout it!!!
cos i can now study in the library, WITH AIR CONDITIONING, thas the good part of it, then workin on this revision on eu law n integration...i have to prepare the exam for june 17...
guess what i really miss studyin in hku lib now, it's huge, ya can stay there till 11pm...it's openin on sat n sun, ya can borrow 20 books for two weeks, renew em online, use wireless, borrow books without waiting, n of cos during exam, ya see lots of your friends studyin with u, study together...
but here, the lib is so TINY, the office hr is 10am to 7pm, mon to fri, you can borrow at most three books, n three journals, for a week, if you forgot to return your books, your "fine" will be not being able to borrow books for the next week, then usually the book is stored in another place, so you need to wait 45 minutes or more to get the books, sometimes, ya may not hav em after waiting for tis long...n of cos no friends studying with u, like what ya got in hku...i miss the days when i stay in lib with baron, gigi n mina last semester, wonderful
see, one thing in common is that..ya usally online, check ppl's xanga when ya're in the lib, supposed doin your revision...haha, wish me luck for the exam tho haha