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2004年1月31日 上午11點59分00秒got ma grades n gpa...bit disappointed when...
got ma grades n gpa...bit disappointed when it doesnt hav RM..research method grade published...i know it will be damn bad nwaz, but tis da grade i wana know most...so when i see da dotted lines on that student connect for RM, i hav tis feeling of "what? am i sooooo bad that dun even worth giving me a failure????" nwaz, that means, next sem, must not goin ta pass three...cos am left with only RM for da sem..shit..real shit...ai...
okay, and then i make me real real real angy is that JOHN SPINKS GIMME A "C", YES C FOR CAT FOR THE SCIENCE BROADENING COURSE ON HEALTHY BODY HEALTHY MIND
which pulls down ma gpa.....angry...so angry...and jst really cant figure out why!!!! sooo, is that really mean that i dun hav a healthy body and a healthy mind afterall?
n IF i hav been worked hard, bio psy should be jst better...ai..should nt be mournin rite? i deserve tis grade, i know it...should not be lazy even in france!!! i know i will be lazy nwaz..hehe
ai....jst so difficult ta be first hon..ai....aii.....aiii...
anywaz, should be really work real harder tis year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2004年1月30日 下午5點31分00秒currently reading... the importance of being...
currently reading...
the importance of being ernest
which is so nice a read that i cant help drop ma book after i came back from da library yesterday
2004年1月28日 上午11點11分00秒SHIT!!!![IMAGE] angry level is jst so high...
SHIT!!!!
angry level is jst so high today..
supposed ta hav an appointment bout the visa thing 10 am tis mornin...
then at 9:25 am, i'm still on ma bed...
simply cos hav chat so late with mom till 5 am...
plus ma lovely sis promised me ta set da alarm fa me..which turned out she has set it one hour LATER.....
so now...i better go back n sleep again..............................................
then wake up again at one ta check out da results thing..
oh mates, wish me SUPERPASS *fingercross*
2004年1月26日 下午9點46分00秒a wish ta hav a wish... duno when i havnt...
a wish ta hav a wish...
duno when i havnt tried even fixin those new year wishes/plans/ whatever ya name it, then when ppl say whas ya new year wish...or jst ask ya ta make a wish thing, even a b day wish thingy, ma mind jst goes blank
n what i hav been thinkin at that moment is always like...WHAT IS REALLY MY WISH...what i really really want
if wish is not supposed ta be told to others, then wish can be of sth real secret n real personal, then i will go on thinkin like..what i really want deep down in ma heart...then it jst always end up like...b day song has been done, or those wish makin moments has been stopped, cos everyone has finished making his or hers
ppl usually like ta ask ya whas your wish is really bout, then many will be like too shy or jst too worry ta make da wish published ta da whole world n afraid that being told wish wont come true, ppl end up not tellin at de end, even if their so-called wishes hav been told, it often ends up like...liv happy each day, being healthy n stuff like that...then it comes ta me...that i cant really know what ppl make wish fa themselves...not even ta mention how they come up with those
then happens ta me, ta liv up with da rule of da game of makin wish or at least ta feel true n not lie ta ppl when they ask me what ma wish is really bout, durin that one-sec-wish-makin-time, i will frankly wish maself ta be liv happy jst each day...
but da thing is da i really jst wana liv happy each day n that's jst enuv? i doubt it...if wish-makin is ta use up ya only quota in making things come true...then that should be sth like an ultimate wish..a must-to-be-come-true-wish...so whas mine?
that should be sth i really wana accomplish...then what is really my-wanted-accomplishment thing?
or ya can say i jst dun respect tis wish-makin thing, duno why n duno when i start feel like...those wishes can never be true, or those sorta ultimate wish is jst sooo difficult ta come true..is tis da reason why i dun make wishes afterall...cos too afraid of not havin them realized nwaz? n is it cos what i know is that its simply impossible ta liv every single day happily? tas why i try fulfill n respect da rule of tis game by makin a never-gonna-realize-wish?
if there's a gun pointin at me rite now, n i'm now being forced ta make a wish..a real wish...what am i goin ta tell? (sorry mates fa havin tis imagined scene, pretty dramatic tho..and very those prime time jade drama)
but sorry ta disappoint ya guys...ma mind still very blank at tis spark...
n if tis so, prob ma ending will be like...being shot n no more wish needa make..haha, (forgive me once again mates, prob think too much after eating sooo much)
no matter what, i jst wish all ma mates hav all ya wishes come true...n think what ya really wanna hav deep there...what is your wish btw?
2004年1月24日 上午10點05分00秒havnt been doin much, but eating...plus take...
havnt been doin much, but eating...plus take some good pics with ma new toys haha really great ta hav bought that nitemare bfore cmas collection!!! yeayeayea...
gosh how come every time when i try ta upload pics, they jst gimme back that tiny little box with a red cross on it???????????????????
i surrender in front of tis hi tech thing!