I've been away recently Im sincerely apologize if i've not reply
any comment lately however u stil remain in my thought & heart

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2009年4月24日 上午9點24分14秒THANK YOU - MY DEAR BROTHERS AND SISTERS

It make me think and think hard. Whatever happens might have a blessing in my life. I always failed to see the reasons & the blessing. Allah will not give hardship or happiness without reason. Allah knows the best. Allah gives hardships and he knows that a person can take it. As human beings at times we cried over spilled milk and we starting regretting, blaming & failed to see the fact behind every incident that happen. A friend or to be précised a brother to me, make me realized that whatever happen - we must go back to Allah and said alhamdulillah. Believe in HIM & HE will answer our prayer. It is just a matter of time - sooner or later. I am blessed with many good friends - which I know i can't buy their friendships which were rendered to me with a sincere heart. Brothers and Sisters even do prayers for me to ask from Allah to give me happiness. I'm crying in joy & disbelief that Allah gives me all this wonderful persons to me. Allah oh Mighty. Today I am determined that I can't failed again and again. No matter whatever happen - I believe Allah is always being with me. Insyallah. Like my HUSBAND told me before - "after all come back to Allah" To all my dearest brothers and sisters - thank you for your concern & always asking how I am doing thou for a just 5 minutes - I do appreciated it. Alhamdulillah. Thank you so much. My prayer for all of you - Allah blessed them & their family. Give them happiness, strength & a place in paradise. Insyallah ... Amin...

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2009年2月14日 上午7點42分19秒Watch Ur Back

In his eyes you see He'll bring you down to your knees
And your mind will bend He'll get to you in the end

The wolf inside him is never satisfied
He's like a spider and you could be the fly

Hold on .. He's like a love attack
you better watch your back Cause you don't wanna be
the victim of his crazy fantasies

When you feel his breath you stutter an S.O.S.
The queen of hearts is coming to tear you apart

He brings some heavy weather on you
Your brain gets cloudy There's nothing you can do

Hold on He's like a love attack
you better watch your back Cause you don't wanna be
the victim of his crazy fantasies

So you better face the fact and take a big step back
Cause you don't wanna be the victim of his crazy fantasies

Don't wanna loose your self in him .. Don't wanna take that chance

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2008年11月10日 上午7點13分07秒TRIBUTE TO YOUR LOVE THAT ONCE I HAVE IN MY LIFE

What do I want in life? I'm living in a modern and well-developed country like Indonesia, thou I am thankful to the mighty Allah for things that I got. Thanks to Allah, my life has been better thou I went thru a lot of bumping roads. I am happy with my career now thou I face a lot of challenges in my work. To me happiness can’t be bought with money. Happiness comes from the heart which is fills with satisfaction. I don’t feel that with all the luxury in life or wealth or money or status. From appearance people might think that I am that sort of a person who is after all the good things in life. As the saying goes Look can be deceiving. What I want is only happiness and simple life.

I have everything what women’s need it in their life, I have wonderful kids that I love with all my life. I have great HUSBAND who is always there for me with sincere love. He led me to be a good wife, mother, woman and muslimah. He always to be loved, care and respect, listen to my happiness moment, my sadness & complains and my joy. He is my tender love, passion, care & protection from him. I always feel Ur caring nature; Ur protection against any possibility & tender loving touch. I want to be lead to a proper muslimah who have place in Jannah. We are here for a while; we need to prepare ourselves before we meet our creator Allah. You are a good man. Your characters show it all. The way you get angry, handling me when I was full blast in anger and the way you protect me when I am with you. You are not the man who shows neither his authority nor taking advantages of me. I was impressed thru out our time together even that we have our differences. Ure the one who always understand all my bad things. A man with a lot of patience, full of responsibility with me and ur kids & care about me without a doubt. Since the first time, yesterday, today and tomorrow, You are the man that I want in my life. I LOVE YOU PIPI, May Allah & your heart play the same rhythm and make me the happy woman on earth as u always do. Ameen...

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2008年10月28日 上午7點51分42秒Unfaithful

The Song On My List From Rihanna - Unfaithful .. Dedicate for my sweet husband PIPI, from MIMI :)

 
Story of my life Searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul Cause it seems that wrong Really loves my company
He's more than a man And this is more than love The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in Because I'm gone again And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be... A murderer

I feel it in the air As I'm doing my hair Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek As he reluctantly Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long Just hanging with the girls A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know Where I'm about to go And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be... A murderer

Our love, his trust I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with .. I don't wanna do this .. Anymore
Uh .. Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore .. I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door .. I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore .. I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be... A murderer (a murderer)

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2008年10月17日 上午9點43分12秒Thank You

My millions thanks to all for giving me the chance to be your friend. I'm grateful to be given the opportunity to know all of you. A big thank you for the comments, message given to me & spending some time trough my page. I will be online here during my free time. At times I am busy If I have not send any comments or message - however I will if I have the every opportunity to do so and I will find time. Pls take note that I don't speak other language except for ENGLISH & INDONESIAN. I would appreciate if you do not ask for my YM Or MSN. I can't use the MSN or Yahoo at office and I seldom online at home. I'm here strictly for FRIENDSHIPS ONLY. Please do not post Nudity or Pornographic in my Page. Please do Respect my Profile, my Friends, my Comments and my Writings. I Appreciate your kind and true friendship. May Allah bless us to be a better Muslim. Ameen

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