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2008年2月7日 上午6點21分08秒New Year 2008
Same new year, same time schedule to go every year....JUst different clothes to wear...different mood to celebrate the festival...different mindset....
Last year, din really have mood to celebrate coz mid term is few days after the new year. Ya, this year no need to study,no assignment to rush and no mid term to die die study hard la.. But this year, i just think of my job....
It's almost 3/4 month since I worked in UOB. At the beginning, It's really hard for me to accept tt I need to work in a place tt I know I wont suit in. Reluctance to accept the fact tt I need to work for 3 years in the bank made me feel bad. This is already a fact. However, I can choose to be happy or unhappy.. Thus, with passion and willingness to work, I joined in the UOB workforce. Days passed... It has been 22days I worked with the bank. I knew it.. I knew tt this bank's culture does not suit me. Not at all...not to me... Othere commented that I wont know whether I'll like the company unless I work there for longer period. But, I just know myself that I wont be able to cope with the culture...A working environment where ppl used to work OT "ENDLESSLY". Efficiency is not really matter to them but the time frame stayed in the office determines your contribution, commitment, productivity...so on so forth...
DOn't worry, I am not feeling emotional or anything. But, this is how I felt deep inside my heart. I plan to do something on this. There are three available options to me: Risk taking (find way to repay the loan and change company), Neutral (change dept and see whether the boss would be better), or risk adverse(work quietly for 3 years and sometimes just stay OT). There is no certain probablity on which decision should I take coz sometimes it also depends on my fate. Know bout it but not accept my fate... this is a philosophy developed by my dear dar ^-^. He'll go to Penang on saturday and "qiu Qian"...so just see what he gets for me and I'll see what can be done to "improve" my current status....If I choose the risk taking path, I am not sure whether it's the best decision that I could make but as long as this is my decision. Another philosophy: If you're in doubt in making particular decision, try the path way that you din try before...
Neways, gambate to all my friends. Appreciate if you could provide me any piece of advice oh.:) Happy new year to you all and may your wishes come true^-^ Good Luck