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2006年10月20日 上午8點19分26秒Alone!alone
How much longer do I have to be lonely,
How many times do I have to sigh
How often do I have to face the disappointed love
Play love songs alone, It's so lonesome to be the only who loves
Looking around and I don't see anyone, Why does it have to be me
Try to console myself that someday I will meet someone with true heart
Still telling myself that there will be someday.. But I don't know when it will be
Please send someone to love me. Its too cold to live like this
I want to know what true love is like.. Does it really exist?
Please send someone to be my mate, that will not make me lonely
Please make me understand, and love somebody like other people do
It's too lonely that I can not resist, tried to restain myself but I couldn't
I really want to know what is it like to love someone
2006年10月17日 上午4點56分09秒my real love :)
hey everybody!this is my happiest life :) u know what is it? of course ! this year i was so happy about my love although that was no longer time but it made me so happy all of my life lol ^-^ do u want to know about himself?ok i 'm telling u now :)
Mike or Michael ^-^ yes he was my boyfriend 3 months ago since 10th july (he could remember but i couldnt lol) .he is aussie from Perth .he is electric.he is sincere and very good guy for me and important he is CHRISTIAN.aww i loved him so much
First time i met him in zorpia site and i've had many greeting to him but that time i thought he still had girlfriend till one day i was sending my young sis to go school and then BEEPS!BEEPS! oh that's the first sms from him >>>>hey it's mike if u got my text reply me back)i was so doubt who is Mike :P aww i remembered !then i texted back to him and that time i thought what's he thinking about me?then i asked him and he said he attracted me!WoW u know that day i was so happy cause i was falling in love with him ^_^.we talked on MSN many times and he texted to me everyday(till now) i could see him on cam many times !OH he's so handsome and his smile so cute but when he saw me ,i was so shy cause he wrote text on the sheet (i luv u!mmmmmwah!):$ and showed me ^_^ then one day i called to him on phone !so exciting.i could hear his voice !so cute voice,so warm(yes i loved his voice)but we talked no longer time cause he spoke very quickly lol :Pbut he still loved me !oh that time i was so happy all of my life.REALLY!i didnt know how much but i knew i loved you !Mike ^_^
But unfortunate.one day we had some problem :(of course about distance .we broke ,i was so hurt and so sad:(u know at that time i didnt want to talk with him cause i was so hurt and i thought there's no real love to me .then i told him that i didnt want him to care or worried me and i wanted him forget me cause the reason i wasnt good or precious enough for him but he said NOOO!no matter what he still care about me and he WONT forget me and the important thing he'll keep me in part of his story :)u know i couldnt believe untill now .i just saw his personal web site !wow he posted it about my story XD
Although we had ended already but we're starting a new friend. of course we still be good friend and to be continue and yap if i have oppotunity to go Perth.I promise i'll meet him sure.he sincere with me really ^_^ i think that's my true love :)
Mike !I wish you find many good things for ur life fromm now :)and DONT eat too much ok?and take care ur health too cause i've heard about your health problem before.Mike i still care about you ^_^ u know why?cause u r my friend and u mean A LOT OF me and u have precious for me,i'll keep u in part of my life too :)you still my greatest guy :P my friend Mike
P.S. i had never sad that i loved him.although he's not perfect for someone but for me he's very perfect guy in my eyes ^_^
2006年10月7日 上午4點34分15秒what is trule love
whenever you want to say "love",you should to think before will say that word and dont promise anyone if you're feeling not sure because you will cant find what is true love and you both will feeling hurt and hurt again.you should to learn about true love more and more. BECAUSE TRUE LUVE HAVE ONE TIME
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails."
Sex is not love! Our culture has taught us that sex and love are one in the same. This is a lie. Sex is a beautiful God-given activity that is wonderful when practiced within the boundaries of a Biblical marriage. Sex is the completion of the binding of two people within Biblical marriage; it is a God-given gift.
And although now i dont have b/f but i'm not sad because i have a warm family.whenever i'm feeling sad,my family will soothe to me ALWAYS. and they taught me that we can sad or sorrow ,can cry but dont sad long time because there are many things we should to do.the new day waiting me and the future waiting us.and dont think i'm strong girl ,no i'm not but i'm just have dignity enough. i dont want anyone care, worry or love me except my family.i can still alive if without b/f but how do i live if without MY FAMILY right?
2006年10月6日 上午5點52分22秒I'M MS LONELY
Although now my status is single girl but i dont care because i have a warm family. i have my mom,my dad and my young cute sister.they r the best person for me.they will be with me forever. I LOVE MY FAMILY<MY MOM,MY DAD AND MY SISTER>AWW!AND I LOVE MYSELF AND MY FUTURE TOO :)
