2009年10月24日 上午9點58分37秒What mean really love

"Love many people think they know what it means.
But they only give you a bad rap so here it goes.
Love is just a word it’s a feeling that happens long before the word surfaces.
Love is staying up all night with me just to hear my voice.
Love is always true never lies never treats one bad.
Love is when you fight but after words you know you were wrong and you two still stay strong after.
Love is never lust but passion the passion of two people that can’t go a day with out talking and without
thinking about each other or just feeling that person’s heart.

Love is when you become one with that person and the only thing you can see is your future with that person.
Love is when you’ll do anything for that person with out asking any question and knowing they’ll do the same for you.
Love isn’t just a word I say to you love is what this is.

Love is what that person means to you.
When you love someone you can feel their heart even when you’re apart.
Love is when I wake up and I never have to wonder where you are.
Love is when you see a perfect person in front of you and nothing else.
Love is forever and always even through the fights love is till death and even than I’ll still love you. "


Me also think these feelings are the true love but there are some questions in my head ....
The man and woman can love equally?
That men can not love these feelings?
Perhaps the passage of time does not love each other but the feeling that the relationship was at the beginning?

I had two true love of my life
I gave all my heart and deep love but only very rarely feel that I'm important
I think maybe men think differently of love
I thought when I was a little girl will be the only man in my life
My husband. ...and live happily until they die but now I am 32 years old and realized the men think differently ....

I'm not saying all men the same

I think they are shy show of emotion because they think it is not manly but the women need it
To see and feel that he loves us
To see their eyes light
if they are sad to see the tears
This does not mean that they were not strong men
This means there is heart and soul...
All of the women seeking soul mate when looking for love
And I think everyone lives somewhere in the soul mate
I found my soul mate but mine was only 20 months
I am not crying because it ended the relationship
I am happy that it happened
The memories will always be with me my life is happier because for 20 months a wonderful man was my love
I advice for men always show what they feel and respect when a woman gives a true and pure love
because it is very rare and it is difficult to find ....

Love in the world the best feelings but just if man and woman feel same.

2009年10月19日 上午5點43分28秒True Love

TRUE LOVE

we look into each others eyes,

 we see our life, our heaven our destiny as god made us for each other so perfectly.

 endless nights we cried alone, wondering, wishing, praying for one another.

 the first time we looked into each others eyes, it was known, deep in the soul, in our hearts god could have only made us for each other.

 since that time, we have grown stronger,deeper in love, a love that is soo comforting, you know with out question you are blessed.

 thinking nothing of this world, only the one we live in for eternity.

we dance with each other in the clouds and our dreams, we share one soul, one heart, one life. our heaven is in each other, no lies, no false persons, just a true and eternal love soo deep, only god could create it.

 I pledge my love, my honor, my soul to this man!!

 my love, my angel and best friend she always will be. nothing feels better then him love and those 2 words he always says to me
Szeretlek Canim

2009年9月16日 上午9點06分06秒EX-LOVE

EX-LOVE

 

 

you left me alone in dark
and made the pain just like a shark
There is no need for talking
Don't get tired for explaining

nothing will be the same again
And our love never will begin
stop telling me about your regrets

you'd never touch my soul again
and never search my heart again
cause i don't want hear your usual lies

wowww, it's too late
i'm afraid ex love, i started to hate

I deeply felt as i die
understood lately everything was lie
Fought with my soul and heart
Try to push you away so hard ...

2009年9月2日 上午7點54分29秒Askimsin

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU ( Nedim )

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

 
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

 
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

 
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

Ne zaman üzgün olursan, seni güldürmek istiyorum
Tek istediğim seninle yaşlanmakSeni özlüyorum, seni öpüyorum. Üşüdüğünde sana paltomu veririm

2009年8月30日 下午2點13分57秒You live in my heart Canim

this only   little  part  of  my  life  but  for  me the  best  important  part.

perhaps a lost love
but won the 18 months of happiness
for me  this  name NEDIM
means paradise.

maybe I'm just very sensitive
but I believe in miracles
and believe in everything which can be

love stories always beautiful
mine is amazing
like a fairy tale but life is no fairy tale
and happiness is not always the end
sometimes sad, sometimes tragic …

All  culture but I'm sure every girl's dream
to get married children will be and live happily with her family for life
this is normal 
It was my dream too
I thought I was 10 years
My kids are wonderful and I thought the best husband in the world

but unfortunately the dream was over quickly
One day I was still happy another day I stood before the mirror
and to think that this happened
and we will be here with me
I was sad, depressed for a long time...

I hated all people
I think that all of the enemy

I was only happy when I looked at my children

I started to learn English
and talk to people all over the world
my friends who have been neglected
  

This helped to forget the pain
then one day love found me 
The feeling that makes life beautiful
when I saw him the webcam I knew that a special  
 
and began my real life
8 months every day long hours we are talking 
after traveled with my  friend
were a foreign country
Everything was wonderful i felt  i found  my real  love  my soul, my heart . 
18 months of happiness
We met 6 times
8 hours ago parted forever
because it is the reality and not a fairy tale
2 countries
2 Religion
2 culture
and there are many obstacles
but only one heart
because I'm sure
Such love is only one people's life

10 wonderful days spent together again ..

this 10 days for me same dream

wonderful dream  and  bad  dream.We lived  everything this days,we was happy and sad but every day with him was fantastic.
He returned in the morning
but the only airplane on the night begins
I'm sitting in the hotel
where all the memories it represents
where again I was so happy
and I ask myself
was a good decision?
I let go of the one true love
my life
just because I'm not brave enough
and because he must to live a normal life 
All his life he cant love me, who live in another country
After we separated a strange thing happened
an elderly woman asked for help from me


We met twice today
and twice I helped her
a simple gesture of normal human
but the second time she kissed my face and forehead
and said something..

i dont  understood  she's language  
but   hear Allah name
ALLAH
I think this woman is ask God's blessings for me

maybe who is read this smile
but as I said I believe in miracles and the hope is dead last ..
I hope every minute of my life

one day my  love and and me 
will be happy
because it is the only way to ..
I'm trying to survive the next few days
weeks and months i give for him and myself time 
and then maybe I can see everything clearly ..

I know he's  pain now the same great and I will act well
if  let him live and forget about me
but at this moment I feel
to me it means DEATH..