2003年9月30日 下午8點35分00秒SElf study day .... I feel alot better after...

SElf study day ....

I feel alot better after chatiing with winnie last night ...

I didn't go to school today . I went to the selfstudy to study amaths and bio .... Before going to lib , i bough few cds and books in tst tomlee....

i am kind of sleepy again ..( the medicine started to activate ... )

goodnight ...

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2003年9月29日 下午1點52分00秒The world is so small ... haha ...implausible

The world is so small ... haha ...implausible

Proved once again ...darn .....

2 more days .... it's her b day ...

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2003年9月29日 上午1點44分00秒God does not exist ..... or maybe i am just...

God does not exist ..... or maybe i am just not worth for god to help me .... or maybe he wants me to tackle problems myself ....

I had studied Amaths and bio today .... It's my first time to draw flow chart when studying bio .... I studied 4 topic .... which are my wekest topics ...now ... I can handle them alot better .... I had clean up my study room too .....I Found many past things ... since form 3 .... ofocuse .. i found the things about her inside my text book and notes too ... this lead me to think of her again ...sigh ....

When lunch time , i smashed head to head with my classmate ... i was injured and sent to the office ...arch .. that's hurt .... Principle bk lee " panda " asked how come i am so " lovely and close " with my classmate head smash to head ...hahah ... i just answered that it's an accident .....On the other hand ... my right plam hurts .... i think it was because of my punishment that if ... and i will punch the wall ...maybe i had punch too much ...sigh .....

I discoved that most of the ppl around me were ill ...5 ppl sitting besides me sick alreayd ... but i am still healthy .... maybe i have enough specific antibodies ....Finally ... i was infected today .... have sore thorat ... Ate 4 panadols after supper .... going to sleep soon n recover

good night and have a nice dream

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2003年9月27日 下午6點53分00秒wahahhaha i am super high tonight haha the...

wahahhaha i am super high tonight  

haha  the world is so small .... can't believe that he knows those girls  hahah ... ging !!!! admire and suprise law hahah gang toe unbelieveable hahahh ...... hai ... i started to change my mind ... no matter how hard i try to forget things .. those things will occur around me again hahah .. i give it up ~~ i give it up ~~~ hahaha .... God .... kill me please .... hahah I don't want to live anymore  .... what ever i had derteminate to do , u will oppose me ... hahah I surrender la ... please ... let me have a smooth life ..... i just want to be a doctor and have a good girlfriend staying with me ... that's all ..... is that an excess or harsh  request ? .... damn ......... please .... i surrender to u ......... I can do nothing ..... really nothing !!!! ...... I live inside  a cheap world and just can't reach another layer of life ...hahha ... I am way too naive to believe that ppl of different layer of school can make fds ... hahha no .. that's definely no ........ only noble school will have relationship with noble school hahha ..... adn respect to each other ......  I had lose for words .....specially girls from noble school hahahhah But my phy chem bio A maths stanard really lacking behind them ????I don't really think so ........ Ging grey law ...hahha  I give it up .........God ... if u really exist ... please .... don't challenge me anything about girls anymore , i had enough , that event had hurt me so deep already ....... please .. I can't take it anymore .......plz give me determination and intellegent .... give me determination  to have  great result and have a good gf after i have  achieved my goal of entering medical school .....intellegent of being a medical student and to undertsand my books with cs and remebr them inside my cns .....what i am asking for only determination and intellegent .... that's all but not power  .... isn't that an excessive request ?GOd ... plz save me out from this cruel world .... i don't want to be challenge by those nonsense things again ..... I woke up ........ i will never fall in love again ......specially something like Γu½ΌΑ°·Q­Ή¤ΡΓZ¦Χ..... hahha Am I really look like some thing like Γu½ΌΑ°·Q­Ή¤ΡΓZ¦Χ , i think so ...... but this will never occur again !!! Cause i will never be a Γu½ΌΑ° !!!! the only thing which  i can change is only not being a Γu½ΌΑ° .......god please ... don't oppose me again .... I don't want to be a stardard student ......... I must be an outstanding student .... Inorder to win respect from other's ....... to help ppl and rescue ppl's life .......

TOnight .is such a ......

Sigh ......................

                                            ......fei .... hai....

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2003年9月27日 上午9點07分00秒Intresting day ... Mami had a big argu with...

Intresting day ...

Mami had a big argu with daddy ... so sad ....

I tried to help out .... i accompanied my daddy to have a walk in mong kok afterward .... suddenly my daddy keep on smile and laugh .. adn i was scaried .. ask why .... he told me that he saw a new couple , they look like  so sweet and this remind my daddy's past haha ... I feel so sweet when looking at them too

haha ....

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