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2003年8月31日 下午5點44分00秒ho yeah finish chinese , chem and bio...
ho yeah finish chinese , chem and bio scadule ^^
ready to have free time until 115 am .
have to sleep earlier tmr
2003年8月31日 下午1點08分00秒TOday ... relaxed my self .. i paid 200...
TOday ... relaxed my self .. i paid 200 percents attention on lesson ..didn't sleep for a while or day dream for a second ..proud of myself .. ^^ last night i slept for 4 to 5 hours only .. today almost late .... when 7:22 am today ... suddenly when i am out from washroom .. my phone rang .. guess what ? ^ ^haaa i am so happy .. it's whitney ... but .. no one speaking .. i keep on wei wei and wei many times also no ppl answer ......i think there's 2 porbabilities ...first .. i changed my voice mail box to wei and wei and wei .. pretend i can't hear ppl voice and ask ppl speak up .. maybe she think that's my voice mail box ...Second .... her telephone " un " dou and dialed to my phone .. haha i think it should be the second one ..... as she seldom call me ^^ But this make me remeber what my econ teacher ar KIT told me ... " becareful too much playing on mail box will cuase the story of ( wolf really come ) " well .. this is a great experience hahha..... seems i have to change change my way to answer phone in order not to let ppl mess up with my voice mail box !! hahah due to typhoon no.8 is going to hang ... school was over when 11 ... 4 fds came to my house .. hahah so happy ... we had world war 3 ... haven't play this for a long time. we keep on fight .. , play and fooling around ... love this scence ... i would really want to keep this moment for ever ... Evo , hei , jasper , Lau win yeung .... FDship forever ... don't know what will happen after ce .. i afrid that i can't see jasper and lau wing yeung ..... suen ng think ... think about my self ... after the fight , it was 3 .. i was exhausted ... have a nap again till dinner ...and my mami and I chatted about the mald's attitude problem ... well ... i can't take it .... as the result . i think my ammi didn't continue the contract with her is a intellegent decision ... full of energy now .. why not to study ? hahah ... MY maths and amths can catch up very well today ^^ so happy ...unexpected ... maybe i had trained when summer .. that's the result ... everythings worth .. as winnie said " one min work , one min result " somehting mean no pay no gain ..... Finally ...!!! really experience it .... tmr .. see will this situation continue ... but i am so scaried ... some of my classsmate work so hard when summer ... afriad that i can't catch them up ....god. ..... got to work and have a bath ... see ya ...
.....fei.....
2003年8月31日 上午6點25分00秒Today school started .. notthing special .....
Today school started .. notthing special .. but i am was way too hyper active ...keep on say jokes and chat .. our teacher and classmates are enjoying the whole runout . School is over .. i went back home with my best fd evo and ar hei .... after ward . we went to cybercity to play 12 dollars arcade game ... haha .. evo can't in ..as he is wearing uniform ..so he just leave and go to find his " lo por " and i ? i played for 3 rounds of shooting .. i got 220 life .. when start only have 3 life .. wow ^^ so cool .. got surrounded again ....afterward .. i am just way too tired ... returen home and check Xanga .. ho yeah ^^ have ppl leave me message .. haha ofocuse immediately reply la ... have a nap for a while .. when 6 30 i went to my fd's funeral ... i haven't seen him for 6 years ..but .. he looks so much similar as before " the pic " my mami cried ...i feel sad for him .. had dinner outside and back home to write this diary .... Well .. today i wear all black .. looks like a stylist so much ...but i think my self look like go to " pak yau " more ... luckily .. i am with my mami ...going to start my amaths work , study bio and also chinese ...see ya everyone ...
p.s. today i made a "dog tag " it have my name . blood type birth and my most favourite phase " eric suffered N grew stronger " for a US army .. this name tag mean it's there life ... quite important ga ^^
2003年8月30日 上午1點59分00秒UM .... don't know how to start these days...
UM .... don't know how to start these days always have bad mood ... today many things happened .. mentally and physically ....I didn't play flash mob .... but i had done soemthing way more interesting .. i bought a JML back pack with whitney ..well i have no fashion sense .. i trust sai whitney ga la .... we walked to many place today . and she told me where and what the place are call ..... fianlly know something more about causeway bay .. atlease i won't get lost in cwb now .... Before buying the bag .. i went to starbucks with whitney to finish up her chem project ...well ..quite productive .. finished about 1 hr later .... when working , suddenly whitney's mami suddenly appear in starbucks . haha this time i won't be scaried .. i just said hi ^^ i like her mami .. so nice ... but when i accompanied whitney to find her family chou ng ok la ..... i stayed with them for 15 mins ... i can't take it .... her father ... so ........seems like ng like me .. i ofocuse immediately disappear la ... when arrived home ...E ? somehting unexpected .. how come no aunt and uncle ? my sister told me my aunt didn't feel well and returned home .. as the result .. i stayed home for dinner with my sister .... and my parents out ...let them pak ha tall ....i had a nap before having dinner ... so weird ..... i dreamed of her again ... can't be ..... i dreamed of playing ... with her today ... acturally we didn't .... NO...wait a second....I can't fall in love or love a person again !!! just can't ..!!! aren't u have enough before ?pak tall will lose a gd fd and many problems .....well .. i think i have good impression only .... God ........help me .... i can't let myself to love her ...... good impression jei .... if in love must lost a gd fd .. .... don't want to lost her .... but ... hai .. ng g .. suen ng think .... after dinner .. i feel so ..... like kind of weird , down , ,lost my mind and feel my mind didn't exist in my body again ...... after bathing ... it's 9 ... i left home and had a ran downstair .. i ran for 1 hr ......maybe i was suffering from stress too much before .. feel alot better after running ..... when running .. i keep on think of my futures and reconsider my recent condition .. i still have a long way to make it .... and think of her ... how should i treat her ..... result ? keep constant ... i think everything keep constant is the best ... i don't want to slow slow leave her ... and i don't want to have futhur relationship ....so keep constant the best .... don't know why Ho gan pak tall now .. maybe because of before .... god ...ho gan unahppy and hurt ....NOw a day i had done many things to release those pressure .. punch wall when bathing .... snap wall .....shoot target ..... or even don't care and have a cold blooded face not to have any feeling ..... constance saw that before.. . but i afirad that wil be so scary ..... .as the result i decided to take up running again .. I run before .. but stopped for a while .. seems i should take it again .... I want to buy a bike to ride ... let me save save money sin .. i think ride bike more comfortable than running ..... So many unhappy things happened in these days ... I discovered that my phy is not as strong as before .... sad ... on the other hand .. i lost a fd .... not from argu ... is for ever ... he's gone .. i am going to his funeral tmr night ..he's only 14 years old ...i knew him when i am in canda ... we played alot and always have meal with his family ... he is the only son of his family ...sigh ... poor lily aunt.... At first my mami refuse to go to his funeral ... becuase my mami don't want to face this things ... but i argu with her 2 days ... that i must go .. my sister is coming too .. at first ... only me and my sister with go and my parents staying at home .. i dialed to lily aunt 2 days ago .... then my mami and daddy finally will acommpany us to go there ..... Sigh ... poor parents ..... yesterday chatted with my chinese tutorial " mr tao " he asked me to change my mind to study other subject ... but not medicine .... he afriad that i don't have a mercy heart, thinking that being a doctor is so ying and can be rich ... but acturlally i am worrying for my ability ...i love to help ppl .. when see ppl happy and bring ppl out of danger .. i will be happy too... but 2 days ago .. i chatted with winnie ... she suggested that i study BIO TECH ... well bio tech not bad ...do research and development for medicine ... but .... still.... ho chi doctor ho d ..... ERicfei starts to collapse again .... so many things have to handle ...and started to lose myself .....SO down and sad ... yesterday .. my ex gf sent me a msg ...asked do i have a gf now .... and ask me to find one ... i asked " U ho want i have a gf ? " she answered me that she have another bf already and asked me to faster find a gf !! and continue inch me ... when inching it's so hurt .... reminded many many lovely happy or disgusting unhappy things ..... god ..!! how can she .....Although i am so unhappy these days .. but don't know why when staying with whitney .. just feel very happy , free and forget everything ^^ great fd !! have school tmr gotta sleep . goodnight..
p.s. well now i have my second guest ..whitney ...as my only guest before is winnie .. now have 1 more ^^haha have to write things siu sum d now haha if make ppl angry chou ng ho
....fei....
2003年8月29日 上午4點11分00秒hahaha today going to play flashmob ... hope...
hahaha today going to play flashmob ... hope i won't be capture by cops or reporter's camera hah .. tonight i will write what i had don etoday