2004年11月25日 下午3點04分18秒met Ivy at 12:30pm in Diamond Hill~ ~! And...

met Ivy at 12:30pm in Diamond Hill~ ~! And you are late again....Then we had lunch with Kwok Chi Fung ~!@~

After lunch, he back to his school... and we went to Mong Kok shopping...she bought a jacket. We saw Yuen B and Pig Poon in Mong kok ... Yuen B is so cool now!@~

In the evening, we went to Kowloon City visit my Grandmother.. and saw my Dad there too...

went to her home to have dinner... and saw a movie... and played with koko...

Angus: I have nothing to say la...... >.<........ strange...><

2004年11月24日 下午4點16分26秒back to MSC today ... I had lunch with Faye,...

back to MSC today ... I had lunch with Faye, Angus and KoKo... haha... they said I am so fat now.... >.<"... Afterwards, I passed through so many procedures and that I can went into the school and met some teachers... I have talked with Miss Wong in 7th period, and then I met Miss Heung and Mr Tsang in 8th period, and Miss Chan Mei Kee, Yu Kin Man and Ho Yu Chun in the 9th period.... Oh, Mr Yu is still very cheap la... Mr Yu, "Do you have some chemistry past paper?" Eric, "Yes, I have." Mr Yu, "Oh, give me some, I need to write the exam next week. Do you have my email?" Eric, "I don't think I have your email in hand! Mr Ho, do you want some Maths paper as well." Mr Ho, "Yes, sure." Eric, "Mr Ho, no worry.. I got your ICQ and email, I can send it to you!" Mr Ho, "Great ... Mr Yu... see, he has my email, but do not have yours ar..." Mr Yu, "My email is .........." (He repeated his email address more than 10 times...) Mr Ho, "Eric, do you remember his email?" Eric, "No!" Mr Yu, "My email is ........ " Eric, "Mr Yu, Okay..... i will back to school next week, I give you next week la... okay..." Mr Ho, "Oh, Mr Yu... you are so cheap la... you find Eric because you need his help! BAD!" haha... I am so happy.... I met many teachers and friends... After school, we watched 3 on 3 basketball ... yeah!@~ Our class ~~ Gulu ~~ win... it is so lucky law.... 23:24... hehe Then, I went to Mong Kok to have a walk... and met a crazy sales... terrible... >.<.... and I walked from Mong Kok to Tsim Sha Tsui ... so tired.. and I had dinner with Antony today in Tsim Sha Tsui ... I am so tired now!@~ Angus: Oh, Shit.... dim suen..... >.<... Raymond: .... TERRIBLE>>>>>>>>>> What can I say?????? too bad!!@~~

2004年11月23日 下午4點57分02秒21 Novmeber 2004 (Sunday) I did not go to...

21 Novmeber 2004 (Sunday)

I did not go to church in the morning as I still packing my bags ... haha, so excited!!@~

Went to Eastwood in the afternoon, bought some souvenir for my relatives ... I bought a box of mango for my relatives and a bottle of red wine for Uncle Wah!~ The mangoes are so heavy!!!@~

In the evening ...... Sara came to my home ... prastise piano .... >.< ... and she drove me to the airport... wa... i am so scared!!@~ Her driving skills .... we nearly got a car crash ... terrible!!~ And Thanks God, I can get to the airport safely...

I am taking the flight CX 138 ... woo.... it is Cathy Pacific at 10:20 pm, and i still have a nice talk with my lovely Teresa ... hehe...

Get on the plane... I got a window seat... hehe... 59K seat... and I made a new Australian friend, Daniel, he was sitting next to be. He would go to Hong Kong for 1 day and then got a plane to China teaching glof for 2 years ... During the flight.. we chatted a lot.. and he is a Christian as well, cool....!!~

 

22 November 2004 (Monday)

We arrived Hong Kong at 5:00 AM... it is so early... so I did not ask anyone to pick me up in the airport, I took the MTR and taxi back to my home ... and I led Daniel the procedures of departure tim... hehe ... and we took the MTR together ...

Back to home at 7:00 am... i took a shower and went to Tsuen Wan Plaza to have yum cha with my grandmother (my mum's mum) and my aunt...

Afterwards, went back to home to have a rest ... and then went to Kowloon to visit my grandmother (my father's mum) in the diary care... she got a brain stroke, I was so sad when I saw her... She has barely enough to walk a few steps from the bed to  the table ... >.< ... and her memories were very bad!@~ Luckly, she still remembered me... but she did not remember I came back from Australia ... and .... etc ... >.< ...

Then, went to Tseung Kwan O to meet Kenny. He was late for 40 minutes.... >.< .... it is very very bad!!@~ I hate waiting people.... ><... we have a walk in the plaza... actually, we met today as for celebrating his 18th birthday on 25th. There is nothing special inTKO .. ><... so we went to Mong Kok, we nearly walked all the plaza... finally, we ate some noodles and octopus... and I met Dog and Lee Yim in Mong Kok.... hehe..... then, we went to Tsim Sha Tsui .... He told me all his sad experience and future..... .... OMG.... Shit.... What the hell... how come.... ><..... pretty shit.... ><..... it is impossible....!!!@~ I am so scared... but I kept it in heart and I think it is impossible........ >.<

I back to home at 1:00 am.... so tired.....  i did not have enough sleep for 2 nights... terrible.. need to have a good sleep tonight!~

 

23 November 2004 (Tuesday)

waken by a phone call by my grandma .... she asked me to go to Hung Hom to visit her friend... and I bought some mangoes got them.

Then, we have some shopping in Hung Hom... I bought some stationery .... >.<...

After the shopping and yum cha... I went back to my lovely, comfortable home to have a rest! And I need to deliver  the mangoes to my relatives.... terrible.... and i finally done!!@~ great!@~

i met my aunt ... 姑媽 in Tsuen Wan... and they had dinner with me.... haha... no need to stay at home to have my own dinner myself.... hehe

I am so tired.... I think I need to have a sleep!!@~

2004年11月18日 下午2點40分13秒愛…………究竟是甚麼？我開始對這�

 

愛…………究竟是甚麼？我開始對這個字有些少恐懼。

 

憑妳一個「好」字，我真係再無法再相信妳所說的東西，我亦知道我連妳的「16號愛人」都做不到。點解？點解我成日問點解？都冇人可以真係答到我個點解！對唔住，係我o既問題。係我對愛情看得太重，係我對愛情看得太認真，但係真正的愛情不是這樣咩？對唔住，我做唔到妳對愛情的膚淺，樂觀分手的態度。拍拖，一日到黑都只顧住拍拖，但係一年四季妳身邊的人卻是不同的臉孔，很好玩嗎？！我唔覺得囉！可能係我唔識「分身術」，所以我唔覺得好好玩啦！係我o既問題。

 

＜16號愛人＞：何以 我變了你的十六號愛人

                        我以前是冠軍 怎會慣做後備愛人

 

Esther 話：「男人是幼稚的！」係，大概都係，幼稚！雖然 Esther 話我係例外，佢話我係成熟，但係幼稚與成熟真的有咁大分別？我並唔覺得我成熟囉，如果我係成熟的話，我唔會俾人騙o左咁耐，唔會咁耐都企唔返起身，唔會做o的咁幼稚的事，因為我都是幼稚。我真係估唔到妳所做的一齊是為了原因，有時，妳有冇想過我的感受，那麼，妳當我是甚麼？妳失去的時候，就返黎找我；得到的時候，就離開。我唔係妳個後備啊！但係妳卻沒有想過我失去的時候，妳自己係度做緊咩！是我這樣幼稚才被妳騙到，仲要唔止一次，不斷話唔會再有下次，但係最後都係反反覆覆地做同一個決定，是因為我幼稚？不！是因為我太過相信妳！

 

「壞女人」這個名字不斷出現在我耳邊，係，這是阿雞告訴我的，聽了很多人的勸告，我總是逆天而行，這是不是給我的報應？

 

阿妹話：「放棄？你好似好耐之前都係咁講，最後咪又係咁！」我知，我係唔係好傻呀？「傻仔」？

 

「相愛很難」，梗係難啦，鍾意的時候就咩都得，但係唔鍾意的時候卻 ……

 

我真係唔知道妳想點？阿雞話：「如果係朋友的話，唔應該這樣玩！」或許我並不是妳的朋友，只是一件死物，是一件代替品的死物，對嗎？既然係死物，為甚麼妳也不斷為這死物當植物一樣般栽種，但是死物從來都唔明白主人為甚麼要栽種一件不會開花結果的死物。太累了，我想休息一下，好嗎？！

 

但係 …… 有時我真係唔介意做妳的16號，26號，36號愛人，我亦都唔介意妳當我係妳的後備，我都甚至唔介意妳一腳踏幾船。我自問我自己已經做得好好，點解無論我做到有幾好，都比唔上佢地做得有幾差呢？或許我不是這樣好啦，可能係我自以為事，係，我是一個失敗者。對嗎？

 

有時我真係想咩都唔知！

 

＜舊人＞：男友 是新的好 投奔新相好 舊的怎麼好

 

 

我真係唔知道點選，本來很好，為甚麼突然會有那麼的轉變？為甚麼妳突然係香港？為甚麼妳 ……？想一想，我在這一年是不斷的逃避同一個問題，難道今次係俾我去學習面對？我自問真係冇咩勇氣去面對！我都唔知點解。

 

「人都是因為太聰明了，分別的事多，予盾也多，才會執著想不開。」

 

＜你情我願＞：寧願你跟他開心 不要自責 盡力地愛人

 

＜戀得更好＞：想不通分手兩字 但我為你多想兩次

                        就算我送上新襯衣 你不會想再試

 

＜愛失救＞：心灰到眼淚亦能沖淡

 

 

 

愛情，幼稚

刻骨銘心的  原來留在身旁不會愉快

使我愉快的  原來是過去敷衍過的

一天一天躊躇  一點一點部署

最愛最終留不住  即使多麼在乎

不等於可相處  花光心血仍難被記住

其實愛情幼稚  難道再沒更重要的事  難道眼淚會比苦笑容易

誰造愛情故事  誰又領會背後那真義  誰又證實世上有這種事

難道創造我的比我無知

彷彿冥冥中  全情投入一般不會共對

一世共對的  常常是那身邊的小角色

必須瀟洒自如  必須懂得共處  愛意也許留得住

不緊張不在乎  方可一生相處  心驚膽顫常常是偶遇

 

前晚 ……. 係我心情最差的一晚 ….. 眼紅紅了五小時！ 結果又係俾阿雞罵：「不好為個咁o既女人而喊。」   Teresa: 而我終於都知道點解妳話我同佢咁似lu… 哈哈，因為原本我地四人都係發生同樣的事情，難怪我同佢咁似啦，不過都有樣o野唔同 …… 「好雜」啊。但我仲未發現妳同她很似囉，至少妳有兩樣野好過她 …   今日同 Benny 本來去了 Carlingford Court 的 Myer 買 Hand cream 俾阿妹，點知俾 Benny 騙了 ….. >.< …. Carlingford Court 的 Myer 係沒有 “Jurlique” 炎熱的夏天兩條友等巴士等了半個鐘去 Macquarie Centre  ……. 熱 Q 死我啦 …. >.< … 我地去到 Macquarie Centre 的Myer “Jurlique” 的 Counter … OMG，個 Sales 係香港人囉，不斷 Sales D Products …. 又話邊隻洗面好，又話邊隻營養水好 …… 嘩… 我同 Benny 都被迫試了很多產品，最後都只是買了 Hand Cream … 你認為兩個男仔會去 “Jurlique” Counter 買護膚品咩？！唉！   買完 Cream，我地去左食麥當奴，之後去找 Teresa … …   夜晚，去左 Esther 屋企同佢屋企人食飯 … 無奈 … 最後佢地原來叫外賣囉 … 冇話可說 … ><…   Benny: 唔好唔開心啦，這是很平常的事，人生總會發生的。很快你就會找到新的 … 因為你煮野咁勁 … 哈哈，我冇壓偏 D 無花果 …. Hehe

2004年11月14日 下午1點31分39秒琴日同 Benny, Esther, Wing Yan and Teresa 出o

琴日同 Benny, Esther, Wing Yan and Teresa 出o左去 City 唱K，唱o左好多必唱的歌 ………………………… ＜分身術＞ …… 唱完 K，去o左打機，又係 Time Crisis 3 … hehe …… ~~ 我有你地一班 friends 真係好開心。

返到屋企，我真係咩都唔想諗 …… 去訓覺，但係我成晚都訓唔到。>.<

 

今日係星期日，早上返 Church，今日係我今年來最後一次返 Church … 因為我下星期返香港 lu，返o黎的時候，都係明年了… hehe

 

Yesterday, I went to City sing k with Benny, Esther, Wing Yan and Teresa … we sang a lots of songs …… Joey’s, Miriam’s … After, we went to play “Time Crisis 3” as well… Great!~ I am so glad to have you guys as my friends … When I came back to home… really tired… don’t want to think anything … go to sleep, but seems I could not sleep well… too bad!@~

 

I went to Church this morning, this is my last time I went to NDCCC this year… because … I go back to HK next week lu…… so excited… haha