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2009年12月9日 上午10點40分02秒Aaarrggghhh..And now they think I'm sick..
Dear Journal,
If I'm not mistaken I posted my last journal two days ago.And have received comments which I think is really good and I appreciate that people that I barely known would take time to read my journal.There was this one particular comment that caught my attention, impact it made a really big impression on me, leaving me think if what people who read my journal think of me. He said on his comment that I should see a Doctor. I feel that my eyes grew bigger out of suprise.What? Did he think that I'm suicidal?! I wanted to laugh but for some reason it did not make me laugh, impact, it makes me worried.Worried because people might think that I'm crazy and that I write crazy stuff on my journal and maybe for sometime i become suicidal or depressed or gone insane,something like that. I will admit that I'm lonely, that there is something inside me that I feel empty, I still trying to figure what I really wanted to do in my life (if I'm not mistaken I did write it on my previous journal here about all my confusion etc.) But I can assure to everyone, even to myself that I will not do something stupid and reckless.
As always,I believe that life is not really that great and we are not living in a fantasy world, and facing reality can be sometime hard and painful but still,there got to be more to life and happiness is a matter of choice. So even if my life is not really that good and some regrets may come on my way, I will still and try to choose to live my life with happiness in my heart.
-cursed 0721
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Thank you for reading my journal my zorpian friends : )
2009年12月8日 上午10點51分43秒Trying so hard to hide what I feel inside..
Dear Journal,
I wake up around 3 am last night cause I caught myself crying and tears are flowing in my eyes like as if I'm into a nightmare or a very painful situation. I was bit surprised on what happened and trying to recall any dreams that may cause this unusual feeling.But to my dismay I really cannot recall any.I plan to get up on bed and go to the kitchen and have a glass of water, but instead I got too lazy to get up and I'm just there, eyes wide open while staring at the ceiling like crazy,while tears are still rolling on my eyes. I asked ...
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2009年11月30日 上午10點05分00秒Ironic
Dear Journal,
I remember one particular line of Allanis Morisset song "ironic", " meet the man of your dream and his beautiful wife..".This line best describe of one particular person I had just met recently. He look snobbish and serious at first (because our sealer machine is always breaking down and he is the maintenance of the filling line, he had this disappointing look at me when this this happen.)but as the days past by he become friendly and I can say that we got along well.
One day while doing my work on the filling line, I accidently shift my ...
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