個人簡介:Thought I can be strong. Thought I can make it through. Thought I can make a difference. But everything is just a thought of an illusion of reality.
I was so blind to see what is true and what is false. Si blind to accept things will go right but only for wrong. How foolish I am, not to realize I could be look-like a clown in front of those unknown people.
Or I just knew it before but don't mind if it will be done soon. I look like a beggar. I look like a idiot. I look like a trash and feel humiliated. It hurt me so much and I can't bare the pain, but what else I can do, only to break down and cry.
Never thought it could happen to me. Never thought he could do such inhumane things onto me. Thought he's too kind to understand, but I was wrong. He's no longer the same person I merely knew. The person I once loved and kept here inside my heart.
A piece of me that keeps me believing, a piece of me that keep me living, but now I knew it was broken and can't fix, and find the other pieces of me. Don't know what to do, can't think anymore. All I know right now, I'm hurting so much. Can't find my way back home, can't fix where I should begin.....
我在尋找:walking along the moonlit beach, thinking of reasons aplenty beneath the twinkling stars, dancing to the waves of melodies;
traveling in two different directions, we came together at an unexpected stop; as the silence of the night, became unbearable, it was meant to be;
left speechless, without any inspiration searching the shoreline and the waves for a reason, that I must have missed to kill this silence and enjoy the moment;
salt watered eyes soak falling into poetic blindness my heart plays a tune I cannot verbalize the mouth runs dry at the thought of singing
dreams haunt my sleep with traces of a past I never lived walking blindly towards a mirage of everything desired by my heart;
in silence, I stand here questions running through my mind, with the truth I cannot deny anymore, as the moon weaves a ring of hope in the darkened sky, I stand here cherishing the moments, as I embrace a new day
