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2003年8月29日 上午4點30分00秒oh crap, i just deleted what i was writing....
oh crap, i just deleted what i was writing. fuck. ok, i'm feeling queazy, dizzy and most of all tired. it all started yesterday...wait, what did i do yesterday afternoon? oh wait, yeah, went to chris' house with grace & yinz and we watched Stitch! because nothing else was in. afterwards, we went over to jeremy's house because his mom asked me to watch their turtle while they're away camping. on our way there, we saw this big cardboard box these 2 kids were playing with. then chris started screaming things about how it was her box, and those 2 kids looked at us and started running. haha, it was so funny. i think they stole it from her garage or something...otherwise her mom threw it out? haha, and she was all fuming. hehe. then on our way back she grabbed the box and ran home. haha. after, me and grace went to work (her first day!) it was sooooooooooooooooooo slow. james was working at richmond centre too, so i went to visit him when i realized no customers were coming. then janice, jenny & leslie came by and waited for me for an hour til i got off work. after we went out to richmond sushi for late night all you can eat, and it was mightyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy fine! emily and rachel came later to meet up with us. it was interesting to see all of us together, because i think if it wasn't janice's bday we probably wouldn't have been together. happy birthday janice! but it was a lot of fun! good times.
came home, steph & di slept over, we played cards that ended in a fight (ok, there was money involved) and then didn't sleep til 3. dun was being stupid, and we had to rotate around the bed til she found a comfortable spot. we woke up at quarter to 9, and left for the pne at 9:45. and that, my friend, is the reason i'm crazy tired now. i played games and such and such, and i won this boxing scooby doo! yay, to add to my sd collection! ahh, only on my 2nd game too...but then i blew 10 more bucks on the same game...damn steph.
on other news, thursday i went wedding dress shopping with kim & melissa. it was pretty hopeless. kim showed us around West 4th, and we went dim sum at shongqing something something. iuno, it had a yellow sign. then we went to metro, walked a lot, tried on a few dresses, then kim met up with some of her friends, and just before me and melissa were going to leave, i found a dress for av's wedding! yay...now, just claire's to find. 
I was suppose to go and see mars from the planetarium tonight, but i was too wiped. now i'm hearing some bad news, so i need to go verify....goodnight xanga
my scooby...although it's actually much bigger.
ok, and here's a new song...er it's more of a jingle that has become much of my vocab...made by my very own brother. it's only 4 lines, but it's powerful.
there once was a buffalo,
named mr.buffalo,
and he had a buffalo,
namedmr.buffalo
2003年8月22日 上午1點02分00秒I AM: tired I WANT: freedom I HAVE: no......
I AM: tired
I WANT: freedom
I HAVE: no money
I WISH: for happiness
I HATE: kara
I MISS: childhood
I FEAR: being alone
I HEAR: typing
I SEARCH: for purpose
I WONDER: what i'm doing up this late
I REGRET: nothing
I LOVE: my family and friends
I ACHE: in my shoulders
I ALWAYS: forget
I AM NOT: crazy
I DANCE: like no ones watching
I SING: to piss people off
I CRY: too much
I AM NOT ALWAYS: anal
I WRITE: sadly
I WIN: !
I LOSE: my pride
I CONFUSE: the world
I NEED: some soullll food
I SHOULD: sleep
x. father thinks I am: a nuisance
x. mother thinks I am: a nuisance
x. my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: dont have one
x. three things you are often complimented for: i'm a giant compared to the rest of my family (oh yeah, 5'5" baby)
x. you get embarrassed when: my parents talk
x. makes you happy: undefined
x. upsets you: other people's pain
yes or no...
x. you keep a diary: yes
x. you like to cook: don't know how!
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes
x. you're in love: not really
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: yes
x. you bite your fingernails: yes
x. you believe in love: yes
What is...?
your most overused phrase on IM: lol
the last image/thought you go to sleep with: it varies
your best feature: who knows
2. Do You...?
take a shower everyday: yes
have a(any) crush(es): nope
think you know you've been in love: nope
want to get married: yes
have any tattoos/where?: no
piercings/where?: 4; ears
get motion sickness: no..until recently
think you're a health freak: not at all
get along with your parents: yeah
like thunderstorms: not really
SIGN: saggitarius
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: dark brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: dark brown with remains of hair dye
EYE COLOR: brown yo
BIRTHPLACE: good ol' richmond
( FAMILY )
PARENTS: yes
SIBLINGS: brother
LIVE WITH: parents
FAVORITE RELATIVE: cousins
( FAVORITES )
NUMBER: 10
COLOR: blue...i'm so original. but i am, i came up with it first
DAY: friday/saturday
MONTH: july
SONG: the remedy - jason mraz
FOOD: japanese
SEASON: spring
SPORT: basketball & hockey
DRINK: jones
VEGGIE: corn
( PREFERENCES )
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? both!
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? milk chocolate
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? vanilla
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? haha, almost
HELPED SOMEONE? yes of course
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yes!
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? i was SO going to today
TALKED TO AN EX? nope
MISSED AN EX? nope
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yes'm
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? no siree...OH WAIT! actually ran into an OLD crush
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? nope
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no, haven't been home long enough for that
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
name 9 things you hate:
1. goodbyes
2. people who are oblivious to anyone but themselves
3. people critizing who i am
4. people who state the obvious all the time
5. genuinely stupid people
6. people who ruin the endings of movies/stories
7. those huge visors they sell at night market that cover your entire face
8. childish and pety people
9. kara
Would You Ever..
1. Eat a bug? no
2. Bungee jump? sure
3. Hang glide? sure
4. Kill someone? well if it was out of my hands....
5. Have sex with someone you dont love? no
6. Kiss someone of the same sex? uh...
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no, i'm not gay
8. Parachute from a plane? sure
9. Walk on hot coals? sure
10. Go out with someone for their looks? no
11. For their reputation? no
12. Be a vegetarian? nope
13. Wear plaid with stripes? god no
14. IM a stranger: do it all the time
15. Sing karaoke? yes
16. Get drunk off your ass? not now
17. Shoplift? no
18. Run a red light? haha no
19. Star in a porn video? no
20. Dye your hair blue? nah
21. Be on Survivor? no
22. Wear makeup in public? yes
23. NOT wear makeup? yes
25. Make someone cry? yes...if they deserve it
26. Call your math teacher a idiot? yes
27. Kick a baby? no *cough* steph
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? doubt it
29. Cuss out a priest? no!
30. Take a job as a janitor? if i had to
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? nah
32. Stay up all through the night? have done that many a times
33. Drink straight espresso? hmm?
2003年8月19日 上午7點39分00秒listen to this old track... ah, thanks to di...
listen to this old track...
ah, thanks to di i've fallen back in love with it
2003年8月18日 下午5點30分00秒xanga's up and running again! ahh, but now i...
xanga's up and running again! ahh, but now i really have nothing to say...this weekend joseph, helen, joe and madeleine left. we got together this weekend at steph's and eileen's. it was fun seeing them after so many years. went downtown yesterday w/ chris and grace. that was quite insane because we became delirious by 4:30. it was quite demented, we were actually swaying. i also went to see "uptown girls" which is quite the bad movie. well...yeah, it wasn't very good.
ugh, i have to work on friday. at least it's with kelly this time and not the psycho, kara. i'm trying to get out of work this sunday so i don't have to see her. goodness, ALL OF MY SHIFTS TIL SEPTEMBER ARE WITH HER! what am i going to do?! the real reason why i hate her is quite a long story....but the jist of it is, when i ended up selling more than her she had a giant spasm about how i didn't help her out when she failed to help me out when i needed her, even though we're not actually sppose to work that way. that dont make too much sense, but....she's crazy bi-polar. that's all that matters. ok, no more work related stuff in my xanga. she's not worth it.
happy belated birthdays go out to joe and joseph and happy birthdays go out to kathleen and debbie :D
2003年8月8日 下午2點50分00秒ahhh, a new day. well, not really, actually...
ahhh, a new day. well, not really, actually the day is 22 minutes from being over. well, let's start with school: friday was our field trip, i didn't get my project pictures developed til monday or tuesday, tuesday i had to work on my gmo project (which was hilarrrrrrrrrious. oh my goodness, u should watch our video, the interviews are almost piss-in-your-pants funny). then wednesday was our gmo presentation, and then i had to study for my exam, which was on thurs...which leaves me only thursday to get my vancouver project finished by friday. and not only that, last night we went out bowling @ the zone with helen, joseph, steph, di and kevin til 10. and then emily called me and asked me to come over to her place to do the project together (and have it finished by the next day), even though i told her a couple of days earlier to do it together, but noooo. so then i went to steph's house and i ran my little child labour sweatshop and got steph, di, james and helen to help me out steph would cut, di helped the tp, james helped with my written response and helen helped decorate props to them! *sigh* my goodness, i was there for like, 2 hours i didn't leave til 12:30am. went home, woke up early to go to class in the morning today (8:30am). mr.allan took us to broadmoor which is actually just the safeway at no.3 & williams. i went to subway and had a fruizzle. meh, not that great. then they had a rematch piggy back fight. then we left, i went home, didn't know what was going on with family and other business. ended up going to wath s.w.a.t. with the incentives (grace, yinz, chris c, jason, edwin, geoffrey, solomon and jonny) and chris t and nancy. it was pretty ok, but michelle rodrigues is yuck. in swat you have to be all slick and stuff, so it makes you wanna be...slick. lol. er, smooth, y'know. anyyyyyways, went to eileen's place after for a couple of hours and then went back to work. actually when i was dropped off at the mall, i wanted to put some of my stuff away at work, and i met the new manager. yes, she's gorgeous, and megan, who is also gorgeous (although she's like, 5' if she's lucky) tells me she is super nice. i worked with megan today, and i like her more than kara. she doesn't try to steal my customers ><. she said after she made budget she would make all the sales in my account. :D I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF!!!! My budget for the day was $118 and i sold over $270! approx. i wanted to check before we left, but then bad things happen. i swear, when tamara's not around, my cashing out sux. just like last time with kara, there were big problems...i was dropping things everywhere, the printer died, and i did this error on the visa where we were short $70. again, i was there 45 mins extra, even though megan said she packs up everything by 10 after. oh well.
i got the job at bryans but regretably denied the job. it was the same hours as my current job, which meant i would have to quit, and she kept talking about commitment, and i don't know how much i can commit myself when school starts.
hmmm, what else is on my mind? mm, tomorrow night i'm going to guy's house for dinner with the brits, and apparently you can see the fireworks from a block away. YAY! so glad i'm not working!