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2003年11月16日 下午8點21分00秒so i always say that knowing a girl...
so i always say that knowing a girl somewhere is not gd especially if you think you are shy or wutever...the most important thing iss...you didn't take her fone number...and she dun online often.your normal life will be totally fucked up as you want to wait her online,wannna chat wif her,know more about her...or you want to think about something to talk wif her which can atttract her attentions...you may find a reason to date her out,i think can't wifouth a reason maa...your concentration will be driven away becos your mind are messed up ...wif a reason that can't be named as a reason...
o god......stop torturing me......i've already had three test today...
2003年11月15日 下午1點17分00秒only saw gorden and amy jeh jeh in the...
only saw gorden and amy jeh jeh in the library today...so bored and can't realli concentrate thinking aroundd........so we left early....back home....watched american weddingg....funniee!!!!!!yeah!!!
now all i want only you...you are the one i want to live with,and the one i can't live without.
2003年11月14日 上午3點49分00秒friday...exhausted...the entire afternoon is...
friday...exhausted...the entire afternoon is used for da ball....the reason why i dun kick football becos i dun realli like it....and i'm not kicking the ball...usually i'm kicking the people who is chasing the ball..burst out much laughter ....hahaa......and then play ...tennis.....
saturday......after my econ tutorial...da gay...yeah yeah...long time havn't do that laa.....but me and ono is just searching for any funnie things to play...eg.look for any place that we havn't camped before....it's a great challenge for us becos we agreed that all place have been camped by us already....dinner.....umum...wif my auntie no.7...sumhow she come back from canada ...nice to see the cow she brought for mee....
2003年11月13日 上午11點53分00秒happie birthday to sister mandy first...i...
happie birthday to sister mandy first...i wonder why i always ask for someone's fone number but i will never fone them...
read bier's entry,talking about marriage,eternal those bullshit...in some way i agreed wif her ideas....but i think unless if my wife want a babe,i will never make one...cos i think babe is such a big ,time consuming and undefused bomb from god...someone will say,thx god for giving me such cutie little babe...i must say,wut the hell howcum i have a babe?.that's the hugest investment in your life..but there is no guarantee that you will have your return...(i'm one of the example)...while i was small,around 9-10 years old i think...my father taught me everyday that....when you grow up.wutever things you do..dun make a babe....my mum stilll think he is bullshitting at that time....but now she seems convinced..
this two years my heart is struggling,but for nothing....somehow i like to be lonely cos i like freedom...but i want to have a gf too?!i wanna try before i have any conclusion about marriage this stuff...to decide whether i should stay alone or live wif a girl for the rest of my life.now i also think that 18 years old stilll dun have a gf is a freak...yeah i'm a freak some time but some weird thinking..though i think my expectations for my gf is realli god damned high....relatively higher than 99.5% of the people in the world...(dun trust?)let me tell you 40% than you will want to shoot me down...
better alone than badly accompanied...i flirted wif girls or whatsoever things i used to know a girl....probably i just want to find a gf from them....gf i dun have now.but i have loads of girl fds...perhaps more than boy fds..but being my boy fds must be someone that i can trust or give my heart to them...
maybe i have gave a bad impression to you just becos i know you on the beach...but i hope time can prove that i'm not that bad...indeed,you guys may throw stones to me and call me go hell if i say i'm shy...but in fact i am.!i'm jealous wif you guys who can grab a gf and did those nasty things in front of me...ok but i dun mind,cos all of you have called me to find one long long time...but i still sit and do nothing....thre are few reasons...firstly,i borned in an ordinary fucked up family wif lots of unsolved problem....it consisted of everytype of problems that you can imagine,just this reason can stop me from doing anything from getting a girl....and makes me have a higher standard in choosing a gf.if i dun tell you all..definitely you won't know even i die.umum....i should work on my business hw laa...tell you guys other reasons next time...
rs lesson are always funnie..today played a game,everyone should write a comment on the paper ,the paper is belongs to someone which they have written down their name before.....and my comments are as follows..wif a sense of humor?i dun think so ma?!funnie...cheerful...sometimes use my big eyes glared at people....DID I?have much fucking language in the conversation....nonon.....see whether who you are,i will talk in different voice and manner...lonely...usually stay alone more than getting invovled in any games...umum.....partly!...the most funniest one....always stand in the corridor alone.....hey wut means?!!!i can't get the meaninggg?!!?!??!
2003年11月12日 上午4點28分00秒everyyear i can get few more nickname i got...
everyyear i can get few more nickname
i got one yesterday....萬能插?........i only heard few words in the conversation but seems that it's a gd things for me?~
howcum i type 3 entries today?...