2007年4月21日 下午6點03分00秒IT's TIME

Going to go back to uk in less than 24 hours time...

there are things and people that i have to face now... really do not know what to do, what to say and how to act... my world back there is just full of confusion. Maybe i am just too much of a trouble maker. But hey, thinking that way is not gonna help anyway.

The main thing that i don't wanna go back is like... vincie (gosh i'm so glad she doesn't have a zorpia so that i can just say it out loud)...... maybe it really is time for me to learn how to cope with her... how to not be sorry, not be scared, not be supportive but not discourraging, not to be...well... her, or claire. It's time to pick up those loosen pieces of myself and put them back all together. Em, and by the time i can accept me again, it will then be the time to hope for their acception of the true me... anyway, the first thing that i have to do is that i have to admit, i have been pretty bitchy and wrong and all those shit, AND I AM GETTING RID OF IT!!!!!

Right... this is gonna be a hard term... add oil traz

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2007年3月27日 上午7點57分56秒Found and Lost

Is it realy me just being bloody moody or what? I do not understand......

The hope found is lost.... for the second, and probably the last time.

There's no one I can trust fully in this world. And there's not one who will trust me fully. ...

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