2009年12月6日 下午6點58分12秒CAR SEX IN HIGH SCHOOL

I remember our first kiss
Your lips
On the back porch of your house
Reaching for mine
It was short
Sweet
No tongue
I thought about it all night
After I left

You knew
I would do anything for you
Sometimes I did
As we grew together and apart
Semesters turned into years
But somehow
We always came back together

The excitement I felt
When I found a note
In my locker from you
Made it impossible
To concentrate in class
As did
The sight of you
Walking towards me
Your beauty
Left me breathless
Every single time

I wasn’t alone
My friends
Couldn’t think straight either
They asked me
Countless questions about you
But I never told them anything

When I saw your breasts the first time
Touched them the first time
With my hands and mouth
I was transformed at that moment
Into a different person

The emotion
That flowed from you
When we’d lay in the park
Under a blanket
After I carried you piggyback
Over the rocks by the river
With my bare feet
Was incredible
It was innocent
It happened at a time
Before there was a gap
Between feeling and doing
Like there is now
Caution
Experience brings
But back then
It was pure emotion
I couldn’t get enough of you
Moaning in my ear

My stepfather didn’t believe me
When I told him
You were the prettiest girl at school
Until he saw you twirling a baton
At the football game in glittery nylons

I thought his eyes
Were going to pop out of his head
As we drank hot chocolate together
I wasn’t old enough
To understand that then
How you must have looked to him
To see a seventeen year old girl in love
One as beautiful as you
I think it made him hate me even more

School ended
And so did we soon after
I don’t even know why
We went our separate ways
Everything happened so fast
One minute we were eating
Popcorn at the movies
The next
We were dancing to champagne
But now
As I look back
The sound of your shoes
Coming off
And dropping to the floor
Knowing
I would soon be inside
Your soft
Wet
Warmth
My hands in your pants
Your tongue in my mouth
When our passion burned so bright
It seemed as though
We could touch the sun
On hot summer nights
Or cold winter evenings
After a night of vodka gimlets
And sloe screws
Full of angst and dreams
No foreplay needed
No time for that
It was the heat of the moment
The only thing that mattered
Was to be inside you
Passion screaming
From every pore of our bodies
On whatever darkened street
We were parked
Your feet
Hanging out the window
As I gave it to you hard

Not wanting to part
We held each other
For as long as we could
Before leaving to go home

To this day
There is no sound more erotic
Than the memory of hearing
Your shoes hitting the floor

I feel grateful that it was that way
When the scent of your perfume alone
Could make me hard
I didn’t wonder if you loved me
Nor did I worry about our future
The only thing that mattered
Was how you made me feel
With every look and touch

I never told you that I loved you
The words seemed too big to say
I thought I was too young
To know what love was
We were just having fun
Going to parties
Laughing all night long

I want you to know
That I’ve never loved anyone
More than I loved you
I know you felt it too
Every time you looked at me
Your eyes told me that

I don’t know where you are now
I don’t know how many kids you have
I don’t know anything about your life
In a way I don’t want to know
I want to remember you
As you were then

Even though we lost touch
A long time ago
I still think of you often
Whenever I think of you
Whenever I think of us
I can’t help but wonder
How you could have
Anything left to give him
After what you gave to me

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