2008年10月3日 下午7點35分07秒I AM AWAKE

A first hand viewing of skills that have been learned in action... No switch, just reaction. The momentary distraction that activated like an instinc of preservation was all that was needed – my mind knew what to do. The moment of clarity rushed in and overwhelmed the overwhelming. It's strange how fast and swelling and sinking those first feelings are. They grab hold of the lifeforce - unsolvable - they create the inigma beyond reason to confuse and distort reality. Luckily I've learn the skill to "open my eye" and take my head up, out of the water.

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2007年5月10日 下午4點34分43秒A Will will will its way

A Will, as a subconscious-conscious broadcasting, long among an ethereal cast of “empty vessels” grabbing at anything they think they can use to fill the thought of emptiness they find so confusing, will Will its way into a soul and must find it quite amusing. I revel in my feelings as they swell to the outer most regions of my inner direction. Not unlike an infection I find a Will will find a way inside and in time remake my mind’s intake design, designating the directions I take and can this really be beyond my own Will? I will not mistake this ...

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2007年3月31日 下午1點54分12秒Sound of the Shovels

Ode to the bitter amusement we find in self-destruction. Hark and hearken to the sound of the shovels as we try to bury ourselves beyond the taste of dryness found in the mislead subconscious mind.

The roots of the fearful embodiment, thus seen as evil and atrocious through the substratal eye of unembellished humanness, are borne by the twilight of the t’yurning mass to which we should share face with an abstinence of terror. I implore thee O kinsmen, O diggers of the abysmal abandon, lay down thy shovels and bathe in the unfolding ambience of the ...

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