http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach Sat, 19 Dec 2009 20:38 EST Sat, 19 Dec 2009 20:38 EST Zorpia.com http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/1292749 <p>Hey gowgeous people, who among u here are in singapore?&nbsp; will also make side trips to indonesia and malaysia.</p><p>Please give me tips on the best places to shop, dine, chillout, party... u know the drill.&nbsp; hope to hear from anyone soon.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>ciao</p> Travel http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/1292749 Fri, 29 Jul 2005 02:01 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/1057903 <P>&nbsp;</P> <P>&nbsp;</P> <P align=center>I cant remember your face anymore, your voice when you call my name, even the way you feel.</P> <P align=center>It's fading, you're fading.</P> <P align=center>And im relieved.</P> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/1057903 Fri, 25 Feb 2005 12:53 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/1015104 <P>IT'S TOO QUIET..... I CAN HEAR MY HEART CRYING </P> <P>&nbsp;</P> <P>CRANK UP THE VOLUME, I DONT WANT TO HEAR MY VOICE</P> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/1015104 Sat, 22 Jan 2005 22:50 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/932926 <TABLE cellSpacing=2 cellPadding=0 width=600 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD> <TABLE cellSpacing=2 cellPadding=0 width=500 align=center border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD align=middle height=30><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif"><STRONG>No Ordinary Morning</STRONG></FONT></TD></TR> <TR> <TD align=middle height=30></TD></TR> <TR> <TD vAlign=top>If there was nothing that I could say<BR>Turned your back and you just walked away<BR>Leaves me numb inside I think of you<BR>Together is all I knew<BR><BR>We moved too fast but I had no signs<BR>I would try to turn the hands of time<BR>I look to you for a reason why<BR>The love we had passed me by<BR><BR>And as the sun would set, you would rise<BR>Fall from the sky into paradise<BR>Is there no light in your heart for me<BR>You've closed your eyes, you no longer see<BR><BR>There were no lies between me and you<BR>You said nothing of what you knew<BR>But there was still something in your eyes<BR>Left me helpless and paralysed<BR><BR>You could give a million reasons change the world and change the tides<BR>Could not give me the secrets of your heart and of your mind<BR>In the darkness that surrounds me now there is no peace of mind<BR>Your careless words undo me, leave the thought of us behind<BR>You could give a million reasons change the world and change the time<BR>Could not give me the secrets of your heart and of your mind<BR>In the darkness that surrounds you know there is no peace of mind<BR>Your careless words undo me, leave the thought of us behind </TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE></TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE><BR> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/932926 Wed, 29 Dec 2004 06:29 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/558332 This is as much to gross you out and to keep track of my skin allergies! damn i was told by my dermatologist that this allergy would only last for six weeks. well goddamfucking it, it's more than 6 weeks to this date. so now im scheduled for a biopsy next week. shet that'll cost me 3 grand. i want to find a lab and have the biopsy there and just bring the results to my extortionate derma. haha! what a cheapo! but hey ive been going to the derma and spent enough to buy a wardrobe. oh aight i'll shut up now and stop bitching. till next time baby harhar! Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/558332 Mon, 30 Aug 2004 02:57 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/485702 something's wrong with me. That which i cant quite put a finger to. But sometimes i have an inkling about what it is that bothers me. It's there in my waking hours, even when i sleep... i feel barren, lost, empty, meaningless. same shit different day. it's been there all along, edging through the surface. but it has remained hidden for sometime now, and lately it has been more agressive in letting its presence known. it eats at me. i have to do something, i need change, i need to establish directions in my mediocre existence. i've been telling myself that number of times, but i havent really done anything about it. and thats whats wrong. i need a purpose. i need meaning. i need a reason to face a new day with a happy heart. so i will go on Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/485702 Wed, 28 Jul 2004 04:31 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/455971 Angels & demons by Dan Brown The Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown THe Satanic verses by Salman Rushdie The Prince by Niccolo machiavelli Eleven Minutes by Paulo Coelho Damn good list dontcha think? well eat ur heart out, i got them all. In one sweeping. ok here goes, david and i went out to watch King Arthur in glorieta. grabbed a quick dinner and b4 we know it we're 10 minutes late. oh ok then lets just go to greenbelt there's a 920 pm, and thats just enough time. we forgot it's saturday and parking is a bitch. and yeah u guessed it we didnt make it. damn. to make me feel better i had ice monster. my favorite: banana and red bean combo. david got hooked on gonuts donuts after his first taste (my initiation was during our office monday morning meetings thanks to randell), but the line was too long poor boy haha! para naman masulit parking we lingered at kish and powerbooks. as usual, i go crazy in a bookstore. i could only afford to buy THe Prince, but david insisted i take a a neil gaiman (he knows i love that stuff)... and i said could i take the new paulo coelho instead? go take both, and what else. And before he knew what hit him i had a pile of books in my arms. He actually wanted to read Angels & Demons by Dan Brown (im soooo proud :)) i was at the cashier already when i saw they still have a copy of THe Da VInci COde, so i made that decision...... swap Wanderlust with Dan BRown. It was sooo hard :) So now im here on the bed with a pile of books and i cant make up my mind with which one to read first. haaaay. mingming my adorable psychotic persian cat is busy playing with the plastic wrappings from the books. at least we're both happy. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/455971 Sat, 17 Jul 2004 12:13 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/448649 And it was at that age...Poetry arrived in search of me. I don't know, I don't know where it came from, from winter or a river. I don't know how or when, no, they were not voices, they were not words, nor silence, but from a street I was summoned, from the branches of night, abruptly from the others, among violent fires or returning alone, there I was without a face and it touched me. I did not know what to say, my mouth had no way with names my eyes were blind, and something started in my soul, fever or forgotten wings, and I made my own way, deciphering that fire and I wrote the first faint line, faint, without substance, pure nonsense, pure wisdom of someone who knows nothing, and suddenly I saw the heavens unfastened and open, planets, palpitating planations, shadow perforated, riddled with arrows, fire and flowers, the winding night, the universe. And I, infinitesmal being, drunk with the great starry void, likeness, image of mystery, I felt myself a pure part of the abyss, I wheeled with the stars, my heart broke free on the open sky. pablo neruda Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/448649 Thu, 15 Jul 2004 08:56 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/442722 BEST RESIGNATION LETTER Actual letter of resignation from a Filipino employee at Zantex Computers, USA, to her boss, who apparently resigned very soon afterwards! Dear Mr. Baker, As a graduate of an institution of higher education, I have a few very basic expectations. Chief among these is that my direct superiors have an intellect that ranges above the common ground squirrel. After your consistent and annoying harassment of my coworkers and me during the commission of our duties, I can only surmise that you are one of the few true genetic wastes of our time. Asking me, a network administrator, to explain every little nuance of everything I do each time you happen to stroll into my office is not only a waste of time, but also a waste of precious oxygen. I was hired because I know how to network computer systems, and you were apparently hired to provide amusement to myself and other employees, who watch you vainly attempt to understand the concept of "cut and paste" for the hundredth time. You will never understand computers. Something as incredibly simple as binary still gives you too many options. You will also never understand why people hate you, but I am going to try and explain it to you, even though I am sure this will be just as effective as telling you what an IP is. Your shiny new iMac has more personality than you ever will. You walk around the building all day, shiftlessly looking for fault in others. You have a sharp dressed useless look about you that may have worked for your interview, but now that you actually have responsibility, you pawn it off on overworked staff, hoping their talent will cover for your glaring ineptitude. In a world of managerial evolution, you are the blue-green algae that everyone else eats and laughs at. Managers like you are a sad proof of the Dilbert principle. Since this situation is unlikely to change without you getting a full frontal lobotomy reversal, I am forced to tender my resignation, however I have a few parting thoughts. 1. When someone calls you in reference to employment, it is illegal for you to give me a bad recommendation. The most you can say to hurt me is "I prefer not to comment." I will have friends randomly call you over the next couple of years to keep you honest, because I know you would be unable to do it on your own. 2. I have all the passwords to every account on the system, and I know every password you have used for the last five years. If you decide to get cute, I am going to publish your "favorites list", which I conveniently saved when you made me "back up" your useless files. I do believe that terms like "Lolita" are not usually viewed favorably by the administration. 3. When you borrowed the digital camera to "take pictures of your Mother's birthday," you neglected to mention that you were going to take pictures of yourself in the mirror nude. Then you forgot to erase them like the techno-moron you really are. Suffice it to say I have never seen such odd acts with a sauce bottle, but I assure you that those have been copied and kept in safe places pending the authoring of a glowing letter of recommendation. (Try to use a spell check please; I hate having to correct your mistakes.) Thank you for your time, and I expect the letter of recommendation on my desk by 8:00 am tomorrow. One word of this to anybody, and all of your little twisted repugnant obsessions will be open to the public. Never f*** with your systems administrator. Why? Because they know what you do with all that free time! Wishing you a grand and glorious day, Cecilia Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/442722 Tue, 13 Jul 2004 04:11 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/426118 my boyfriend got me the cutest white persian cat for our first year anniversary. awww. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/426118 Tue, 06 Jul 2004 11:49 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/419185 WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WASN'T LOOKING (Written by a former child) A message every adult should read whether you have children or not, because children are watching you and doing as you do, not as you say. When you thought I wasn't looking , I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking , I saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking , I saw you make my favorite cake for me and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life. When you thought I wasn't looking , I heard you say a Prayer, and I knew there is a God I could always talk to and I learned to trust in God When you thought I wasn't looking , I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other. When you thought I wasn't looking , I saw you give of your time and money to help people who had nothing and I learned that those who have something should give to those who don't. When you thought I wasn't looking , I saw you take care of our home and everyone in it, and I learned we have to take care of what we are given. When you thought I wasn't looking , I saw how you handled your responsibilities, even when you didn't feel good and I learned that I would have to be responsible when I grow up. When you thought I wasn't looking , I saw tears come from your eyes and saw you crying, and I learned that sometimes things hurt, but it's all right to cry. When you thought I wasn't looking , I saw how much you cared and I wanted to be everything I could be for you. When you thought I wasn't looking , I learned most of life's lessons that I need to know to be a good and productive person when I grow up. When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked at you and wanted to say, "Thanks for all the things I saw when you thought I wasn't looking." Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/419185 Sun, 04 Jul 2004 10:05 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/380308 DOnt just download my pictures, you freeloader you! Rate them and vote! please? Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/380308 Thu, 17 Jun 2004 23:10 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/380310 Never mind the [X] sign, click on it and you will still be able to view the pictures. the file might be too large or too small, but there nonetheless. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/380310 Thu, 17 Jun 2004 23:09 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/325130 whatdidja say? had fun today? hmm, actually im bored out of my mind, i was even looking for little creatures to torture for entertainment. but i had baby back ribs for dinner with the boyfriend. so that was the saving grace. plus he's putting up pictures of me this time on his website and his zorpia. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/PsychoBeach/journal/325130 Thu, 27 May 2004 13:20 EST