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2009年1月11日 下午5點06分25秒So much fun !
Sooo much fun last night. Me and Stacy went to the Cavern ( the bar which we're always go)..we haven't been there long time ago..nothing change ..the guard still recognized us, he let us in without payment.. How lucky we are ! I miss the live band sooo much. I love their music. This band definitely is the best in H.K.. That's why we always go there >_< .. The singer Karen. She's pretty and she did sing sooo well. She still remembered us and she invited us dance.. of course we both like dance..I felt a bit dizzy before coz i drank too much. I was so happy..and lot of the our memories came into my mind. Also this is the place that i met my 2 ex-bf.. I kept on drinking..
I met some nice guy there. One party were came from Canada and one were came from England. They asked me to dance with them.. Of course, just have fun. And then later we were the biggest party in the bar and karen invited me came on the stage and dance..What ?? I was a bit shy at 1st.. of course i need my fds Stacy. We dance on the stage.. We've got the audiences attention when Karen sang the song ' Hit don't lies' ..coz i can dance belly dance. I like it a lot..I've got the high emotion at that time...Some guy were horny and tried to touch us..but we do have some idea to keep those horny guy back away from us... except the gorgeous guy...>_< hehe.. jk
Soo much fun.. I seldom happy like that since Stacy moved to u.s.. We both know our friendship will last forever. And we won't forget this wonderful night !
2009年1月9日 下午6點17分14秒What a surprise !
My best fds Stacy back to H.K. I was sooo Happy. I haven't see her 2 years. Miss her sooo much.We both can't wait tmr party night ! She brought a guy to me..Actually we met one time on web..American again..i was chatting with Stacy on web at that time..such a long story.. Anyway, i told her i no need guy, but it's perfect if i hv one..hehe .. just kidding.. We are friend, until now.. u know, he will leave at last, it's really not feel gd if the one I love not even here next to me..plus, i don't really like American..don't get me wrong, i just thought ..um..mostly not my type..Anyway, hv fun.
I still not yet finish the book. Topic 15..Teach me how to get over the jerk. (Anyway, he's not) The writer said.. woman usually give a letter to their ex..express their feeling after he broke up with her.. and then the guy usually will laugh and then throw it away after they read the letter.. I am one of the woman who will give my ex a letter/mail..how stupid i am. This book inspired me a lot. Anyway, it really doesn't matter anything about him. I am sure that he's not my Mr.Right. I hope he's gd with his gf. No more cheat to anyone..coz he had no idea how much pain he gave me..I can get over it becoz i got the support from my fds...Don't know when i can meet my Mr.Right...maybe tmr ..hehe.. noway.. better tk a break 1st !
2009年1月8日 下午5點39分09秒They are back for me !
I am feeling better and better..and now on..nothing is happier than my best friend Stacy and Ben back ! I haven't see her 2 years, damn green card make her need to stay in u.s 2 years..It's sooo trouble to travel u.s..i don't like it..but i hv to go there as my 2nd travel on Sept..all becoz Stacy..i'd like to visit her. If not, i think i won't go there in the rest of my life..I hv to fill in the application form, pay the travel visa fee, my fds address and my company letter to prove that i just go to visit fds and i won't stay there long coz i hv work to do in H.K, at last interview ,ask me some stupid question..and then i can go to u.s..i miss my fds so much.. Ben is here in H.K..and Stacy will be back on tmr.. I can't wait !
I read a book in pass few days. '' All men is a jerk until proven otherwise'' Definitely help me a lot to get over him. Why guy would do anything to make their girl on bed? Now i was wonder their compliment are mean it or not..Guy can get what they want when they said some sweet words to woman.. it's work, not at all but mostly.. After i read this book, i look back and i realized how stupid i am..
I still think of him sometimes.. but i think my passion on him is already gone.. I totally get hurt when he said be a fds ..and told me he's not a gd fds ..seem like he tried to push me stay away from him..and those pics took with another lady.. he hurt me a lot, again and again..but now i think i am fine. At least i won't cry when i am alone at night.
I just got Stacy call and she is in New Jersey now.. I'll see her after 16 hrs..I am so happy. She's my best friend. She gave me support to get over him.. She'll be there when i was unhappy..she's more important than guy. We will go to the party on sat night. We'll dress sexy and hv a crazy dance in the club. I can't wait.. i want to hv fun there. I want to release..
2009年1月6日 上午6點45分03秒Was he a jerk ?
Finally i got his mail...He asked me to forget him..Actually i should and i will.. We chated a little.. I do treat him like a friend now..I thought very clear of it.. The only way that i can avoid to get hurt. Actually he really act like a kid..He posted a pics with a woman..I really get mad before..but now.. I just thought i should expect of it.. Love was blind..and i do trust him before..I trust him when he told me he didn't slept with other woman in Thailand. But now, i know that's not true and i thought not just once.. should hv more but i doesn't know of it..That's mean i don't love him at all, so everythings is clear now.
My best friend Stacy will back to H.K on friday. We plan to go to the party on Sataurday night, Crazy drink and crazy sexy dance. And i want to find a cute guy there.. i told him but he sound mad of it.. He never talk to me like that .. He said he don't care i find the guy or not..That's true, i can see it ! Sometimes just no idea what happen on him..I went to hv a lunch with the guy who work in the Cathy Pacific. He seem so nice but i am not really like ABC.. Let's see.. After that i online again and saw his profile pics was changed..I think i getting over it coz i just hv a bit mad ..few mins later, i just thought they seem match each other. He like hot girl .She definitely hot.
Although i know he has sth keep it behind and not willing to tell me.. But i thought i know the answer. I thought he slept with other girls since we met.. He keep telling me he loved me and i am his everything.. but behind me, he was doing sth to hurt me.. He told me he was a jerk. I told him he's not. I told him i don't mind if he really slept with other girl since we met coz i am not even here with him.. until now, i still don't think he's a jerk.. All my friends said he is and asked me stay away from him..but i won't.. coz i know what i want.. i won't love him again anymore coz he's not the perfect one i want. And i won't let him hurt me again.I treat him like friend, like my brother..coz he act really like a child sometimes.. but i like to talk to him. I feel so relax wen talk to him. I know inside he's a nice guy. I hope we both can find the one we love one day.
2009年1月2日 下午12點28分42秒Getting over him !
I finally saw him online this morning..I want to say Happy New Year to him but at last i didn't say..coz i saw his profile pics with another girl..why he did this to me? I was totally depressed..but at that time, i didn't cry.. I thought maybe this is the end. coz i know i won't hv a chance anymore..And i realized all is the lies since i met him.. He love the girl who's from Thailand.. He doesn't even love me.. I just like a fool.. I am so stupid..
From now on.. i will try to be strong. I won't love the man who doesn't even love me, and i don't need a man who lies to me since we met.. I am tired to think about him, i am tired to miss him.. I am tired to wait for him...
Thx all of my fds again.. I've got a lot of E-card, sms,chocolates form them. I feel i surrounded by love. Finally i smile ... Thx !