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NenaCheungçš„ä¸»é http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung Wed, 16 Dec 2009 06:13 EST Wed, 16 Dec 2009 06:13 EST Zorpia.com when i can hv my own fairy tale? http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1879469 Everybody want to be loved .. That's true ! I love watch movie.. romance, comedy movie. Especially fairy tale.. When i was a child, i usually dream my prince will come and get me.. the prince no need ride a white horse, no need to be rich... I just want him smile from all his heart when he saw me.. It's strange, isn't it ? Couple days ago my client asked me 2 questions. 1st question : ' If you want i can introduce some rich guy 4 you. Do you like a doctor ? ...' He keep on asked me like a doctor or not ..and finally i answered him ..' It's really doesn't matter he's a doctor or not.. it's doesn't matter if he's a waiter, sales, cooker.. no matter he's rich or not, i still love him. ' And then the second question ..' If you can choose, you want to live in a small house or the big house? ' I thought a while .. and then i said ' It's doesn't matter.' He said i had 2 conversation., that's mean what i've told him wasn't the same of what i thought.. I told him that he was wrong.. I told him ' it's matter of who live with you. The size is not the important factor 4 me. I won't be happy if i live alone in the big house, but i will live happily if i live with my love even just the small house. ' I wish my love story just like the fairy tale..at least once.. I am taking a break.. just don't want to hv a date right now.. sometimes i feel so alone.. but rather than i choose the one who i doesn't like him so much.. I used to date a guy who like me but i don't like him a lot because i just don't want to be alone.. but now i want to find the one who i love him as much as he do.. I don't know when i can find the one i want, i don't know when i can hv my own fairy tale..All i can do now is waiting.. I still believe in destiny ! Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1879469 Tue, 10 Feb 2009 21:17 EST So much fun ! http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1872275 Sooo much fun last night. Me and Stacy went to the Cavern ( the bar which we're always go)..we haven't been there long time ago..nothing change ..the guard still recognized us, he let us in without payment.. How lucky we are ! I miss the live band sooo much. I love their music. This band definitely is the best in H.K.. That's why we always go there >_< .. The singer Karen. She's pretty and she did sing sooo well. She still remembered us and she invited us dance.. of course we both like dance..I felt a bit dizzy before coz i drank too much. I was so happy..and lot of the our memories came into my mind. Also this is the place that i met my 2 ex-bf.. I kept on drinking.. I met some nice guy there. One party were came from Canada and one were came from England. They asked me to dance with them.. Of course, just have fun. And then later we were the biggest party in the bar and karen invited me came on the stage and dance..What ?? I was a bit shy at 1st.. of course i need my fds Stacy. We dance on the stage.. We've got the audiences attention when Karen sang the song ' Hit don't lies' ..coz i can dance belly dance. I like it a lot..I've got the high emotion at that time...Some guy were horny and tried to touch us..but we do have some idea to keep those horny guy back away from us... except the gorgeous guy...>_< hehe.. jk Soo much fun.. I seldom happy like that since Stacy moved to u.s.. We both know our friendship will last forever. And we won't forget this wonderful night ! Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1872275 Sun, 11 Jan 2009 13:06 EST What a surprise ! http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1871754 My best fds Stacy back to H.K. I was sooo Happy. I haven't see her 2 years. Miss her sooo much.We both can't wait tmr party night ! She brought a guy to me..Actually we met one time on web..American again..i was chatting with Stacy on web at that time..such a long story.. Anyway, i told her i no need guy, but it's perfect if i hv one..hehe .. just kidding.. We are friend, until now.. u know, he will leave at last, it's really not feel gd if the one I love not even here next to me..plus, i don't really like American..don't get me wrong, i just thought ..um..mostly not my type..Anyway, hv fun. I still not yet finish the book. Topic 15..Teach me how to get over the jerk. (Anyway, he's not) The writer said.. woman usually give a letter to their ex..express their feeling after he broke up with her.. and then the guy usually will laugh and then throw it away after they read the letter.. I am one of the woman who will give my ex a letter/mail..how stupid i am. This book inspired me a lot. Anyway, it really doesn't matter anything about him. I am sure that he's not my Mr.Right. I hope he's gd with his gf. No more cheat to anyone..coz he had no idea how much pain he gave me..I can get over it becoz i got the support from my fds...Don't know when i can meet my Mr.Right...maybe tmr ..hehe.. noway.. better tk a break 1st ! Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1871754 Fri, 09 Jan 2009 14:17 EST They are back for me ! http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1871419 I am feeling better and better..and now on..nothing is happier than my best friend Stacy and Ben back ! I haven't see her 2 years, damn green card make her need to stay in u.s 2 years..It's sooo trouble to travel u.s..i don't like it..but i hv to go there as my 2nd travel on Sept..all becoz Stacy..i'd like to visit her. If not, i think i won't go there in the rest of my life..I hv to fill in the application form, pay the travel visa fee, my fds address and my company letter to prove that i just go to visit fds and i won't stay there long coz i hv work to do in H.K, at last interview ,ask me some stupid question..and then i can go to u.s..i miss my fds so much.. Ben is here in H.K..and Stacy will be back on tmr.. I can't wait ! I read a book in pass few days. '' All men is a jerk until proven otherwise'' Definitely help me a lot to get over him. Why guy would do anything to make their girl on bed? Now i was wonder their compliment are mean it or not..Guy can get what they want when they said some sweet words to woman.. it's work, not at all but mostly.. After i read this book, i look back and i realized how stupid i am.. I still think of him sometimes.. but i think my passion on him is already gone.. I totally get hurt when he said be a fds ..and told me he's not a gd fds ..seem like he tried to push me stay away from him..and those pics took with another lady.. he hurt me a lot, again and again..but now i think i am fine. At least i won't cry when i am alone at night. I just got Stacy call and she is in New Jersey now.. I'll see her after 16 hrs..I am so happy. She's my best friend. She gave me support to get over him.. She'll be there when i was unhappy..she's more important than guy. We will go to the party on sat night. We'll dress sexy and hv a crazy dance in the club. I can't wait.. i want to hv fun there. I want to release.. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1871419 Thu, 08 Jan 2009 13:39 EST Was he a jerk ? http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1870600 Finally i got his mail...He asked me to forget him..Actually i should and i will.. We chated a little.. I do treat him like a friend now..I thought very clear of it.. The only way that i can avoid to get hurt. Actually he really act like a kid..He posted a pics with a woman..I really get mad before..but now.. I just thought i should expect of it.. Love was blind..and i do trust him before..I trust him when he told me he didn't slept with other woman in Thailand. But now, i know that's not true and i thought not just once.. should hv more but i doesn't know of it..That's mean i don't love him at all, so everythings is clear now. My best friend Stacy will back to H.K on friday. We plan to go to the party on Sataurday night, Crazy drink and crazy sexy dance. And i want to find a cute guy there.. i told him but he sound mad of it.. He never talk to me like that .. He said he don't care i find the guy or not..That's true, i can see it ! Sometimes just no idea what happen on him..I went to hv a lunch with the guy who work in the Cathy Pacific. He seem so nice but i am not really like ABC.. Let's see.. After that i online again and saw his profile pics was changed..I think i getting over it coz i just hv a bit mad ..few mins later, i just thought they seem match each other. He like hot girl .She definitely hot. Although i know he has sth keep it behind and not willing to tell me.. But i thought i know the answer. I thought he slept with other girls since we met.. He keep telling me he loved me and i am his everything.. but behind me, he was doing sth to hurt me.. He told me he was a jerk. I told him he's not. I told him i don't mind if he really slept with other girl since we met coz i am not even here with him.. until now, i still don't think he's a jerk.. All my friends said he is and asked me stay away from him..but i won't.. coz i know what i want.. i won't love him again anymore coz he's not the perfect one i want. And i won't let him hurt me again.I treat him like friend, like my brother..coz he act really like a child sometimes.. but i like to talk to him. I feel so relax wen talk to him. I know inside he's a nice guy. I hope we both can find the one we love one day. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1870600 Tue, 06 Jan 2009 02:45 EST Getting over him ! http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1869417 I finally saw him online this morning..I want to say Happy New Year to him but at last i didn't say..coz i saw his profile pics with another girl..why he did this to me? I was totally depressed..but at that time, i didn't cry.. I thought maybe this is the end. coz i know i won't hv a chance anymore..And i realized all is the lies since i met him.. He love the girl who's from Thailand.. He doesn't even love me.. I just like a fool.. I am so stupid..  From now on.. i will try to be strong. I won't love the man who doesn't even love me, and i don't need a man who lies to me since we met.. I am tired to think about him, i am tired to miss him.. I am tired to wait for him...     Thx all of my fds again.. I've got a lot of E-card, sms,chocolates form them. I feel i surrounded by love. Finally i smile ... Thx !   Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1869417 Fri, 02 Jan 2009 08:28 EST Where are you ? http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1869002 I haven't got any news form him.. It've been 2 days.. I really not get used of it..He seldom offline like this..Maybe he block my msn a/c..Maybe he don't want to talk to me becoz of my stupid mail.. Althought we can't back together, but i hope we can be fds. I was reading our msn conversation, lot of memories come into my mind..He's so easy get jealous.. he usually said i hv a lot of gd looking guy here.. yes, they are handsome, but the truth is, i didn't talk to them a lot..Still remembered the stupid question ..' How long we'll last..? ' ..his dance, imagine what we are going to do when we see each other, talked about his family, still like me if i get fat...and his mail, told me what he exactly thought about me.. I can't read the whole.. I wiped my tear again..don't know why he doesn't love me.. Everythings was changed after he back home.. I really want to know what happened on him in past few days...He was totally wrong if he thought i can't accept sth about him..I hope he's fine.Maybe he is better than ever.. I just get it wrong.. But i do miss him.. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1869002 Thu, 01 Jan 2009 07:45 EST Feeling better , Thx !!!! http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1868364 I hv to say thx to my fds who met in Zorpia. I've got some private msg today..thx for all yr kindly words.. It's so important to me! I feel better now. I feel so warm coz some of my fds made a long distant call to me, asked me am i alright or not.. Altought i am alone.. but i find out that my fds here, and my best fds, and my colleagues care me a lot .. Thanks so much again. I want to close an a/c be4, but i won't now . I will keep on update my new status here. I drank a lot last night.. felt so bad.. But now i won't let them worry. I've been worry a lot in past few days..it's really not feel gd..i know I am strong enough to get over all the stuff.. I talked to him this morning.. i was crying when i saw him.. but i couldn't find any sad from his face..it's gd.. at least i know i really hv to let go.. My fds said he might hv another one.. maybe..um...but it's doesn't matter to me now.. coz i think like that at the beginning so that i can feel better .. I said sth to him ..and i feel a bit regret of what i said in my last mail...I want to say it's not what i really want to say...but i sent it already..Don't know why at this time i still care his feeling.. I hope he can get everything he want and hv a happy life ! Me too >_< Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1868364 Tue, 30 Dec 2008 06:13 EST Heartbroken ! http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1868161 29th, Dec...I can't describe how sad i am ..I was totally downhearted. Have you ever stop yr tear drop on yr face? I can do it before.. But not this time. Before no matter how sad / bad i was..I will hide my emotion and pretend notheing happened on me.. Just don''t want my family, fds worry about me ..plus, don't want to explain to them what happened on me coz i feel more sad after i talked about what's going on with me ...But this time, i definitely don't know why i cry .. i was crying when i was working.. My eyes,nose all turn to red.. I can't stop my tear.. I can't .. What wrong with me ? All my best fds not here with me almost 2 years but i still can live happily ..i thought i was strong.. but this time i just found out that i am not that strong..I am not strong enough to get over it.. 2 months.. all is over. I know all is the lies.. Not at all , but most of it.. I know lies is harder to accept..but i rather know the truth.. coz only the truth could let me cut off all the stuff.. My best fds told me that he's a jerk, Obviously he was a liar.. I don't know.. I don't know what happened in past few days on him.. But i guess i know the truth already.. He lie maybe he don't want me to get hurt... But i get hurt already..deeply.. i still can't clam down.. I thought i can get over it but i can't, not even a half.. I reall don't know who i can share with?...I feel so alone.. I feel lost,,, But one thing i can sure...No matter how sad i am, i won't do anything to get it back the way it was be4, coz i can seem he feel better after he wrote the mail to me.. the passion is gone, i can't do anything to get it back or i can't force him to get back anymore..I still miss him.. He won't know what happened on me and what my mind was thinking in past few days..It's unnecessary to tell him now..I just want to stay alone... Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1868161 Mon, 29 Dec 2008 13:06 EST Friendships come and go... http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1850435 Let's imagine this scenario: We run into an old friend who we have not seen for ages. Then we start talking about some of our old memories together and how life used to be when we were close. All the adventures, all the mishaps that made us burst into laughter or maybe even into tears. We remember, back then, we commited ourselves to something: that no matter what happened, nothing would ever tear our friendship apart. It was a promise full of passion, truth and wisdom. It was the kind of promise that can only come from the hearts of the very young. But time is ruthless and we end up going where life takes us. Over the course of lifetime we meet a lot of people. Some of them stick with us in difficult situations, no matter how good or bad is the situation. Some weave their way through our life and disappear forever. But once in a while someone comes along who earns a permanent place in our heart. Many people will walk in and out of our life, but only true friends will leave footprints in our heart. As long as we have memories, yesterday remains; as long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits. As long as we have Friendship, each day is never a waste. Thanks to all my friends to stick with me through thick and thin... P.S : One of my Spanish fds told me : Mejor solo que mal acompaÃ±ado, translated is "It is better to be alone than in bad company". Sometimes it's better to be on your own than with people you don't like.. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1850435 Thu, 30 Oct 2008 13:25 EST A Love Letter .. http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1849081 This is a loveletter from a boy to a girl. However, the girl's father doesn't like him and want them stop their relationship......and so..the boy wrote this letter to the girl. He knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter.. 1 "The great love that I have for you 2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you 3 grows every day. When I see you, 4 I do not even like your face; 5 the one thing that I want to do is to 6 look at other girls. I never wanted to 7 marry you. Our last conversation 8 was very boring and has not 9 made me look forward to seeing you again. 10 You think only of yourself. 11 If we were married, I know that I would find 12 life very difficult, and I would have no 13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart 14 to give, but it is not something that 15 I want to give to you. No one is more 16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not 17 able to care for me and help me. 18 I sincerely want you to understand that 19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor 20 if you think this is the end. Do not try 21 to answer this. Your letters are full of 22 things that do not interest me. You have no 23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me, 24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that 25 I am still your boyfriend." However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning-only to read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25. (Odd Numbers) So...Please try reading it again! Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1849081 Sun, 26 Oct 2008 14:08 EST Love Story ! http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1848518 Once upon a time, there was once a guy who was very much in love with this girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of papercranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small executive in his company, his future doesn't seemed too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualise any future for the both of them, so let's go their own ways there and then... heartbroken, the guy agreed. When he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself. Finally with all these hardwork and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company..."You never fail until you stop trying." he always told himself. "I must make it in life!" One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realise those were his ex-girlfriend's parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore, he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He had made it in life!Before the guy can realise, the couple was walking towards a cemetary,and he got out of his carand followed them...and he saw his ex-girlfriend, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone... and he saw his precious papercranes in a bottle placed beside her tomb. Her parents saw him. He walked over and asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was stricken ill with cancer. In her heart, she had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want her illness to be his obstacle ... therefore she had chosen to leave him. She had wanted her parents to put his papercranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again he can take some of those back with him. The guy just wept ...the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them and will never see them again. "The End." A tragic story that perhaps happens only in the movies. At the end of the day, money is money but love is divine. In our quest for our material wealth, take time to make time for our loved ones. There will be a time when we have only memories to cling to. "Life is only worth living once you've found someone worth dying for. " Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/NenaCheung/journal/1848518 Fri, 24 Oct 2008 13:50 EST